Saturday, May 16, 2009
MaKiN FuN
i realize tt i should stop all these nonsense abt pokin fun upon others... thank God i am trained 2 do so at my BIHTM semester..
it all started when kesh asked me, "hey... can take jokes anot??" and from tt on i made a decision tt i'll take all the jokes tt they sayyy.. soon later barry got emo over things tt some of the guys sayyy.. and he shown his "despair" when he hangin out2gether.. finally... the whole lot of us decided tt we should sayyy gddd things.. and tt's where the whole class came into place where everybody say smart things and heap praises..
wat then... is my capacity of takin jokes??
like alcohol... i can take a little... but not too much..
jus becoz of 1 simple fact.. i wanted 2 become better... i take critics seriously.. evry crook and cranny and imperfectness means alot 2 me.. in other words... i value alot of wat comes out of a person's mouth.. if its gddd.. it shall b maintained tt way.. if its baddd.. it should b improve tt way...
but NEVER NEVER NEVER mix fun and true critics 2gether... this is somethin tt i cant accept..
tt i call.. its bein MANIPULATIVE..
example... "Hey!! Wat's wrong wif u?? y cant u get ur food??"
do u tink tt the above statement is a joke??
i always tot tt i hav been deeply brainwashed.. and i always tryin 2 get things on the objective side...
little did i noe tt some of the ppl i knew had been utterly brainwashed... wat an utter disappointment!!
wEiwEi|11:51 PM