Life's Like This... in Luzern

Friday, December 30, 2005
MeSsEd uP

greetings everyone

realized tt i did not blog for 13 daes already..

alrite i realized tt all my previous entries ar realli L O N G.. so my new yr resolution 4 2006 4 this blogg is 2 make the entries realli short and unboring so tt everyone could see at a glance of it..

aniwae all of u mayb lookin 4ward 2 2006.. but im not.. how i wished i enter into the world of narnia where the world will stop revolving ard me and im in this magical kingdom fighting the witch 2gether wif azlan.. lolzz..

everythin jus crashed and seemed so screwed up for the last 13 daes.. not a realli gd time 2 tok abt countdown parties.. sentosa outings etc etc etc..

btw if u see a realli big wardrobe.. tell me.. i'll be there..

wEiwEi|10:52 PM

Saturday, December 17, 2005
tHe iMaGiNaRy CG cLaSs

alrite i mus confess.. i dun like almost all the tutors tt were assigned 2 our class this sem.. so while i was thinkin abt tt.. i tot abt wat if the cg is a class itself and our beloved cgl is the teacher??

ok as 4 me.. i would jus probably sleep in class.. then esther would probably throw a marker on me.. but aniwae i'll take the back seats as far as possible.. lolzz.. so tt she would decide on whether it's wise 2 throw the marker at me when im bein surrounded by mani ppl.. lolzz..

well willy would probably do his homework and tutorials.. coz obedience is in him and his way of life.. but weeks later he may not do his tutorials already.. hahahah..

however alan may do his assignments and tutorials.. coz he's realli faithful 2 his study hrs as far as possible (aniwae he usu collect study hrs from the cg wat.. so esther mus hav known him 2 b a faithful person tt is committed 2 study hrs.. lolzz..)

well daryl's way of attendin classes is usu quite clear cut.. he would open up his labtop and play games.. aniwae he has the power 2 play and listen at the same time so tt when the teachers wan 2 catch him slackin or not payin attention.. he had all the knowledge he need 2 proof them wrong.. lolzz..

alrite enuff of the brothers.. let's do some inaginary analytical thoughts abt the sisters..

angela would probably b the one who is focused on her work.. she would also probably do all her assignments on time.. and when there ar any questions she wanted 2 raised she would do so without hesitatnt.. overall she should b the model student of the class..

evelyn would probably be attentive in class too.. however she may not do her homework and assignments.. tt is becoz she mayb too busy wif all the things she needed 2 do and therefore had no time.. lolzz..

siew shya and huimin would probably do their assignments but if they dunno how 2 do.. they probably dun bother abt it.. furthermore if they find the class borin.. they would jus stare ina gaze pretendin 2 b listenin but hearts and minds were elsewhere..

the top student of the class could probably b gavin.. he is always so sharp and attentive.. he will giv u looks of confidence tt by the look of his face u noe tt he can do it... well such a young person of his age had such gd character.. but aniwae it's jus me who is too unconcerned abt studyin..

well wat abt esther durin class?? she would prbably tell us 2 stay back at finish our assignments all the time and she would probably also make sure tt no one copies.. so 4 students like me will hav a hard time.. but 4 students like gavin and angela they would probably b thankful of this teacher tt is placed over their lives.. lolzz..

now this class wouldn't happen.. would it??

wEiwEi|9:50 PM

Friday, December 16, 2005
a NiTe WiTh0uT c0mF0rT

my air con broke down yesterdae.. so last nite i slept without the air con..

it was realli stuffy and uncomfortable.. then i tossed and turned on my bed.. so in the midst of it i tot of my friendz.. then suddenly i rem a few of them..

they were actualli from malaysia.. the few of them rented an apartment in singapore and they divided the rent among themselves.. so they tooked care and setlled their lives here and everydae there's no such thing as luxurious comfort 4 them.. however one thing realli amazes me.. they knew tt it would b much better 2 stay home way back in malaysia.. y would they wan 2 stay in singapore and downgrade their lives?? i knew tt the 3 of them ar quite well off back in their hometowns.. and if it's tt so.. y do they wan 2 giv up almost their everythin and stay in singapore??

do they noe their purpose?? what's in it for them?? but one thing i noe.. they kept on believin tt it is the place tt they wan 2 b.. someday somehow they knew tt they will receive a breakthru in life for their promise tt they hav been hopin..

so much 4 some tots.. im still feelin uncomfortable on the stuffy and humid atmosphere.. but i finally slept some time later aniwae..

and abt 330am later.. i woke up feelin dry in my throat.. went 2 take a glass of water and tried 2 get back 2 sleep.. after tossin and turnin on my bed again.. i told myself i could not take it anymore.. so i took a step of faith and on the air con again.. hopin this time the generator will rpoduce the coolness again.. and i observed and waited 4 a while.. it realli did!! soon the whole room became realli cold.. i quickly raise the temperature and turned down the fan spped as i tucked in neatly into my blanket and sleep..

so as a sign of appreciation of this comfort.. i overslept and was late 4 lect.. but the price of this comfort was rather high too.. had a realli bad flu but i pray tt it will b well..

wEiwEi|9:19 PM

Thursday, December 15, 2005
Fo0d aNd cL0tHeS

i rushed off yesterdae from sch after a mere 2 hr lesson 4 the dae.. and it's gd old bala again.. preachin his "usual gospel msg" abt the world changin.. but it's a same old brand new bala.. coz he kept on emphasizin abt the world changing and yet rite now he no longer hav a office of his own as he's a freelance..

oh well aniwae.. took the bus and missed the bus stop.. then decided 2 go lavendar and change bus.. but while i was on the way 2 lavendar i msg huimin and she told me she's in bugis lookin 4 present.. lolzz..

so i immediately changed my plan.. decided 2 go bugis and find her.. then she sae she found verii nice shirt.. it's a top full of beaded words which was written. "Jesus Loves Me".. and i looked at the price and it costs $55.. 'well wat do u tink" huimin asked.. "it's nice rite??"

"hmm.. not bad.." i ans.. "but she will like anot.."

"she likes this kind of shirt wan lahz.." huimin replied.. "but it's abit too ex.."

"hmm.. ok lahz.." i replied.. "so u wan 2 buy??"

"dunno lehz.. too ex.."

so we jus walked out of the shop.. and huimin sighed, "haizz.. so... wat 2 buy??"

then we walked into M industrie.. saw the same top but this time the beaded stuff is MICKEY MOUSE.. and i told huimin "buy lahz.. jus onli diff wordings cost 20 over bucks.. 1 is 'Jesus Loves me' and the other is mickey mouse!!"

she walked out and sae, "she dun like mickey mouse.. this goes 2 show tt Jesus is more ex than mickey mouse.."

well said.. i tot..

so after spiritual food aka bible sstudy.. i met up daryl and willy 4 some natural food.. lolzz.. and i ordered this pasta which was amazingly beautiful..

a perfect beauty.. i mus sae.. even daryl knew it's gd b4 it was in my stomach..

well not too bad i mus sae.. so after dinner it's time 2 depart our ways again..

wEiwEi|8:06 PM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005
By ThE c0m

i feel tt the computer should b one of the wonders of this world.. u noe y?? it's amazin tt how im attracted and how mani ppl were attracted 2 it.. it's more addictive than smokin.. but on the other hand it's not as bad as smokin.. lolzz.. i rem once tt i tried 2 restrain myself from usin 4 the com.. i did it.. but the nxt few daes i kept usin it at an intensive extent..

well from last nite until this mornin.. (in between i had my 8 hrs of sleep of coz) i kept stayin by the com.. firstly is 2 do my SIP report of mine.. so i finished the introduction.. becoz almost everythin tt is needed 2 b typed out is rather straightforward.. then when it's time 2 type the main content, which is the findings.. i realli dunno how 2 start?? i was like, "should i start from the 1st dae of work or should i start from the moment i was bein posted??" i hesitated 4 a long time.. in the end i gave up and close the document and went on wif my usual stuffs..

so after playin and playin and playin and playin.. i received a msg tt children's church tuition starts this wk!! when i saw tt i immediately pengz.. and immediately i quickly searched out last yr papers from the com and told my in charge tt i would send the 1st 2 worksheets for editin 1st then subsequently the rest of them i will send it by the 15th..

so after reviewin and setting the worksheets.. i went back 2 my usual stuffs again.. then one of my friendzz msn-ed me and we chatted till late nite.. suddenly the clock striked twelve and it was Ms. mah chiu yen bdae.. lolzz.. and i quickly msg her happi bdae and ironically.. she replied my sms thru my house phone!! lolzz.. my bro went 2 pick up and after realising tt it was not his call.. he put it down frustrated.. then i quickly msg chiu yen again if she had sent wrongly.. and she did!! lolzz.. she complained the msg cost her 20cents.. which is 4x more ex than the normal sms..

so this mornin i woke up again and sat by the com.. do all the stuffs already.. feeli like writin the report but no inspiration.. and somemore no motivation 2 do anithin.. so i jus on the music.. for abt a couple of hrs.. then here i am.. decided 2 blogg!! lolzz..

ohh well perhaps on weds i should find somethin 2 do in the daytime.. coz lessons start at 3pm and it's realli a verii long wait from now..

wEiwEi|11:44 AM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005
aWkWaRd DaEs

things ar gettin realli weird.. it could b too weird to some certain extents..

firstly.. when i returned 2 sch.. the law lecturer i knew on the 1st dae of sch is so diff from the one i experienced last thurs.. now she was realli nice and in fact.. the lecturer was stressing line upon line, presep upon presep..thus making the whole lecture period fruitful..

my project mates aka my band of clique started liking me alot.. i dunno y.. perhap i could preach the gospel 2 them and there could onli b 2 outcome: they get saved or i get prosecuted and mocked.. realli not use of ppl bein so nice 2 me.. no hardship means no challenge in life..

i seemed 2 able 2 communicate wif janson abt the MLM thingy verii nicely.. tt doesn't seems rite.. i rem i made a decision 2 blast at every MLM personnels who come 2 introduce their ideas 2 me.. but instead i took time 2 analyse his business perceptions and tok 2 him nicely instead.. not my type of handling such tweaky situations..

the cell grp tried 2 put me into a influential position.. firstly willy sae he wans 2 swop positions wif me and i take the job of bein the cg treasurer.. next eve and huimin wans 2 hand down the birthday coordinators job 2 me.. they even added, 'aiya.. let the younger members do songsheets lahz.." (this means tt alan deserves a promotion too..) usu i would make the spotlight mine.. but when i decided 2 step out of it.. they pushed me back in again.. again im not used of my members to b so nice 2 me like tt..

so last week i did not fulfil my study hrs.. it's already been tues.. usu i'll received calls in 1 or 2 daes time from sis esther regardin my study hrs.. ok 4 this mayb an exception becoz she was too sick of tellin me again and again tt i should study.. knowin tt when she brags abt it i will jus study.. lolzz.. so tt's wat u reaped when u ar consistent.. muahahaha..

mayb it's a gd note after all knowin tt the yr is goin end.. problems will arise nxt yr i guess..

wEiwEi|6:46 PM

Monday, December 05, 2005
mY StAnD

this may not sound favourable 2 the teachers.. but wif all respects due 2 them.. i declare myself a academic protestant.. not unto the teachers but unto the things we read..

everydae we study textbooks and lecture notes.. we read and read and read and there were so mani sophisticated theories in the textbooks tt time and again we step into the exam halls and do our "brain induced vommitting" which after the exams we totally forgotten abt it..

step into the workin world and see.. and to my beloved lecturers out there wif all the respects 4 them.. pls dun take lecturing as another job.. yes though u all proclaimed tt u hav exp in the outside world in watever area u speialised in... pls dun get tied down 2 the comformity of txt books too.. relate everythin 2 us.. tell us frankly if needed when u tink tt this certain topic is jus another exam qn or is it related 2 the outside world.. it is jus so awkward and the students will definitely exp culture shock when we find tt the things we do in sch is so diff from the things we do outside..

and finally.. i would like 2 speak abt sch vs. study - which wan is more favourable for the society?? some tink tt work is more favourable becoz we ar gettin paid and studyin is payin for things.. but some felt tt sch is better becoz there is a need 2 upgrade personal skills.. i personally supported work.. becoz i noe tt those who go back and study again ar those who ar pursuing their own destinies into wat they realli wan in life.. meanin tt they previously studied a course which is rather alien 2 them and therefore they ar not realli interested into excelling in tt path of career.. and furthermore.. after they study they still hav 2 work.. becoz work is the path tt leads them 2 greater success in life and wif all respects 2 study.. it is jus the door 2 their success..

so much 4 protesting.. there is still 1 more sem 4 me 2 go b4 i graduate.. well wat can i do?? study lor..

wEiwEi|11:21 PM

Thursday, December 01, 2005
DeBaTeS aNd DiSpUtEs

yesterdae when i read the papers.. i saw this controversy debate on whether the gifted students ar on an island unto themselves when they ar potentially the nxt generation of leaders of singapore.. and as i read on.. i saw the opinion of a student sayin tt they were not wrong in doin so.. however... the older genration of leaders felt tt they should hav interacted more wif other groups of ppl in the society.. as such a debate sparked off jus like this..

well in my opinion the students were not wrong when they hang out among themselves and form their own clique.. but they should balance themselves by havin an awareness of the affairs of the current society.. too much of either way can lead to harm.. the gifted students could not soar like eagles if they hang ard wif turkeys all the time.. but they should not isolate themselves wif the outside world completely when they hang ard wif their own clique too much..

see??? it's so easi.. this solution is 4 the now.. but the solution had already written down more than 2000 yrs in the bible in the book of proverbs, where king solomon sae tt "an imbalance weight is an abomination unto the LORD.." if onli these gifted students learn to read the bible.. then they would hav peace in their hearts when they ar hangin ard wif their friendz..

some time back i loved this kind of debates.. i always chose 2 condemn things tt ar opposing my life.. in this case i would hav agreed wif the papers totally... but the bible tells me 2 "avoid foolish disputes and genealogies.." and i felt tt the solution mentioned above is pratical and biblical.. i take neither sides this time.. becoz i noe comin out wif a solution is better than pointin the finger at ppl..

wEiwEi|10:18 AM