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Saturday, April 30, 2005
AwKwArD

ok a huge sigh of relief... cg multiplication is nxt mth.. so mean while i can stop thinkin on who will b in the new cg as me..

but 2dae i've seemed 2 gone bonkers again.. i tink not mani noes tt when i go bonkers means i feel insecured inside and jus wantin 2 attract attention.. it succeeds everytime lahz but somehow i gotta find a way out.. mayb the 1st step is 2 stop imagining things as if they ar ard.. i hope tt cures..

but there's a funni feelin when i go cg 2dae.. as i enter the place.. i tot i hav entered into some dream.. immmediately i told myself 2 wake up.. but it did not bring me into my bedroom or a new dimension.. it instead remained as where it is.. then i sense fear cowerin ard me... realizin i was verii awake but my mind was still in a veriii sub-consicous mode.. it took some tme till i started 2 recognize the ppl ard me then i knew where i was..

a great presence of God 2dae at cg.. but the LORD has been tellin me things concernin the future.. but i tink wat i realli need is how do i go thru my situations rite now... mayb im jus too impatient demandin solutions 4 the now.. but i tink the LORD has better plans.. but how i wish i could get over my feelings rite now... now and now..

i knew i could not depend on other ppl all the time 2 get a God answer.. i need 2 hav tt rhema word myself.. so im tryin 2 put a strong front in front of the others but i noe tt would onli last 4 tt long.. i need 2 get the peace of God inside me so tt God can properly establish me accordin 2 His will..

well i guess i would hav 2 strengthen myself once again in the presence of the LORD..


wEiwEi|11:12 PM


Friday, April 29, 2005
WaT I fEeL AbT cG MuLtIpLiCaTi0n

yes and tomolo i will noe my new cg members.. and also i will noe who will not b in the same cg as me...

it was a great past yr 4 me wif the cg.. though we multiplied last yr but due 2 not enuff leaders both cgs were still taken by esther.. now in this new and bigger zone there ar more leaders and also esther has a heavy workload and therefore she might onli take 1 cg and giv away another..

been thinkin abt this matter abt the past few nites.. who will stay?? who will go?? who will b our new cgl??

here ar the ppl who i cannot bear 2 part:

angie - my inseparable friendz. period. she had been wif me 4 the past 1 yr plus and im grateful 4 her leadin me 2 Christ.. though we've been ups and downs.. quarrels and shouts we still managed 2 maintain a positive relationship and truly she has been an inspiration in the cg and my life as she has been a livin testi 2 the others.. seein her go its jus like no more inspiration.. and it'll b quite sad 2 me too..

daryl - the leader over my life.. has been counseling and talkin 2 me whenever i hav diff problems.. despite tt there ar a few times i hav frustrations over him and him over me.. he is still a man of great honor and there ar always certain things he could pinpoint me 2 improve and advices tt were given 2 him were more than jus gd.. seein him go would make me a lose a wonderful counsellor besides Jesus Christ in my life.. and he is a great man of God who truly deserves respect..

alan - the older pal in cg.. we had lots of talks and conversations 2gether and he is always there listenin 2 wat i hav 2 sae and always so encouragin.. furthermore we serve in the same ministry.. if he goes we will still able 2 meet on sat mornings.. but we will not able 2 fellowship as much.. and the bondin between the both of us may cease over a period of time where its jus gettin started and growin strong now..

tommy - the younger pal of my cg and the younger bro of angie.. though he's jus somewhat a baby christian we ar always stickin 2gether.. in other words he is 1 of my clique in cg and we ar always steady in our words and actions.. when he goes i would not hav such a close companion 2 play bball.. and also will miss the time when we basically fool ard and gettin ever so steady 2gether...

and also willy and benjamin.. though we hav nothin much in common but we also communicate well and will miss their presence when they ar gone.. truly these ppl i treasure in my life.. how nice it would b if the above ppl i mentioned were wif me.. but i noe the plan has already been decided and its rather useless if i pray now..

oh well.. it will b a long nite.. but im not tryin 2 think of it as im tryin 2 focus on ministry 1st tomolo..


wEiwEi|11:05 PM


Thursday, April 28, 2005
m0rE GaMeS

there is a great desire in me 2 play samurai shodown II.. and so i've decided 2 hunt down this old game..

old u might sae.. but now fashion retro games wat.. so the older the better.. hahaha.. but of coz not so old lahz.. and i decided 2 d/l neogeo emulator by faith... i execute it but it couldn't work w/o the BIOS system.. so i took the BIOS from my MAME emulator and put into the neogeo wan.. and it works.. lolzz.. then i went 2 search at a few websites but they need 2 pay.. i was again determined 2 search at other links and finally i found it~~!!

so after a few configurations here and there.. i hav started the game... its been quite some time since i played it and the skills hav slackened.. so im tryin my best 2 train again.. so i used some fat guy 2 complete the game 4 the 1st time in dunno how mani yrs or mths.. lolzz.. and i realized tt it is time 2 go 4 POS trainin already..

2dae's trainin was in RP.. and this is my 2nd time goin there as the 1st time i went there it was still fully constructed (becoz i went there 2 yrs ago 2 acc wayne 2 collect his labtop) and now the facilities and everythin is there.. quite amazed 2 see how it is so diff from the last time i came..

and we had 2 walk in mazy route jus 2 get 2 the dance studio.. finally we ar there but there is no key.. and so after we waited 4 a while the practises finally start.. we refine our dance steps and mani more ppl came 2dae as they didn't went 4 trainin yesterdae.. so basically the guys who came yesterdae and knew the steps coached those who didn't noe.. and so we trained until 8 plus and then i went home..

well tomolo they ar goin 2 train again but i dun tink i'll b goin.. coz i already promise alan tt i will go wif him tomolo 2 k box and had a fun time out~~!!


wEiwEi|11:23 PM


Wednesday, April 27, 2005
POS TrAiNiNg DaY 2

ok b4 i bloggg anithin.. 2dae's entry is specially 4... janice~~!!

*weiwei jumps ard, doin the william hung "she bangs" trademark*

to janice:
hey nice knowin u.. hope 2 keep in contact after POS ya?? glad 2 noe tt u ar the same zone wif me too.. so all the best wif ur walk wif God.. hopefully we can see each other in church or in zone cg meetings~~!!

ok 2dae's entry abt POS lahz...

it basically means parade of sch.. we ar actualli performin and competitin against other tertiary institutes CHC ppl 2 come out wif a cheer and some stunts too.. last yr the glory's on us... can we repeat the same glory this yr again?? i hopefully tink so.. tt's y this yr alot of ppl join lahz.. hahaha..

abd 2dae trainin was not bad.. we learnt a few dance steps and had also refined our stunts steps.. at 1st i feel a little frustrated abt myself not bein able 2 do well.. but somehow it needs pratice and a little patience 2 perfect the steps.. so i'll jus keep on tryin and thank God the main i/cs were theer 2 help manage the situation well...

and tomolo's trainin day 3.. hopefully things will go from glory 2 glory, strength 2 strength.. its a pity angie cant join.. or else she would also had great fun..

well tomolo i'll b goin 2 RP 4 trainin.. lolzz.. hopefully can see some of my sec sch friendz there.. well.. we'll see..


wEiwEi|11:06 PM


Tuesday, April 26, 2005
CrAzY MaMe

2 some of u who dunno.. MAME stands 4 multiple arcade machine emulator..

and im realli quite bored not doin anithin 2dae.. alan wans the k box session on tues so in the meantime when i was surfin i decided 2 d/l MAME 2 play.. the emulator had mani diff arcade roms needs 2 b downloaded.. i feel so excited when i see all kinds of old games tt was once in the amusement arcades: virtua fighter, time crisis, daytona, marvel super heroes etc..

but somehow the roms need 2 b there so i can play.. and certain files need 2 b there too so tt the game can b played.. so after i took some time 2 figure out the files.. i onli managed 2 play a few games.. coz some games ar not workin well and cannot b played.. feel a little disappointed though but at least there ar some games tt can b played as this could help me 2 save some cash 2 fulfil my gamin satisfaction..

and jus now when i look at my friendz catherine blogg i saw tt she was so envious of couples bein 2gether as she wishes tt she would hav 1 rite now.. feel a little sorry 4 her and hope she could find 1 real soon.. and catherine if u lookin at this.. jus 2 tell u tt Jesus still loves u :)

oh welll tomolo i realli hav 2 go 4 POS trainin liaoz.. cant afford 2 miss another trainin session or else they wouldn't wan me liaoz.. lolzz.. thank God kailin is goin tomolo.. or else i would b gazin ard again jus like the last time..


wEiwEi|11:16 PM


Monday, April 25, 2005
JuS LyInG aT h0mE aLL DaY L0nG

did not go 2 POS trainin 2dae.. but i bet kailin didnt went too coz she's online..

reason did not go becoz i feel so left out durin the gatherin.. nobody seems cares abt my existence.. when im there im there.. when im not there they did not even bother 2 call me up 2 remind me watsoever.. and furthermore ppl like angie, kailin were always not there.. darren's workin and i do not click wif the others well.. so i might as well dun go 4 2dae and jus appear on wed..

oh well.. there's so mani things 2 settle.. my company i-creact recently received a new deal and everyone seemed 2 b interested workin on it.. and we ar seriously shorthanded rite now becoz some of our team mates hav 2 go back 2 vietnam.. ngoc tried 2 explain tt despite they go back 2 vietnam the proj mus b done and up in due time.. and she was further interested in clinchin tt deal.. i looked at the deal and i jus laugh abt it..

becoz i knew deep down tt somehow they could not cope wif wat they hav rite now.. they hav so mani deals at hand and it seems not 1 of them is complete.. despite the fact tt they were given ample time.. they did not manage their resources effectively.. i couldn't help much also but let's see wat the team has 2 sae b4 i shout out my opinions..

alan told me yesterdae tt he wans 2 go kbox.. but he's quite half hearted abt the trip becoz i revealed 2 him the hidden cost of the k student deal where the actual cost is twice the advertised cost.. well i hope tt he will giv me the reply soon.. after all when the cg multiplies we ar in diff cg again and i hope tt he quickly seize this time where we ar still one 2 fellowship 2gether.. lolzz..

btw.. anyone noes where can i rent the taiwan drama serials?? holidaes ar real bored and i hope tt watchin these serials kill time effectively..


wEiwEi|10:57 PM


Sunday, April 24, 2005
A DeSt|nY rEvEaLiNg..

im seein somethin and i pray tt it will come 2 pass...

my dad's currently in ipoh doin setting up his biz but things did not go too well 4 him.. it was onli the last few daes tt things got settled.. but there ar still certain things tt need 2 b refined... so jus now he callled me up and tok 2 me..

he explained the few probs tt he had and i was there listenin not so attentively but onli catchin the main pts... however i gave him ideas accordin 2 some observations i made in singapore.. so i explained 2 him how it works and he marvelled at my idea.. he again told me another sinilar prob and i again spoke in the wisdom of God 2 help him solve..

and my dad is verii pleased wif my ideas... he told me tt he will appoint my cousin in m'sia 2 communicate wif me via msn... so any future prob in the stall he would jus tell me abt it via msn.. and so i became his consultant in his biz..

i feel veriii happi tt God is revealin somethin 2 me at last.. atfer i gave up on wantin 2 hav a relationship wif tt gal God began 2 work and more and more.. i jus love Him so much... 4 He is always so faithful.. and who noes i could b like joseph in the bible... and i pray tt i would hav a similar destiny like him..

and when tt happens... i noe tt God's will 4 me is somehow established in my life.. sometimes u jus dun need a gf or wat.. all u need is probably God.. or His plans 4 u..


wEiwEi|10:50 PM


Saturday, April 23, 2005
DiSaPp0iNtEd

we ar a grp of God's people
this is alan, tommy, willy, benjamin and me
weekdays we ar students
weekends we ar brothers
we attend cg and service 2gether
and we follow God's rules
one day there is cg outin
one by one, my brothers pang seh me, pang seh me halfway and nearly dunwan 2 come
and then i realized
my biggest enemy is not other ppl
but me

and then there ar all the sisters... argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

alrite mayb im a sexist.. or rather becoz im quite hurt recently tt i blocked out the presence of the gals.. well i tink God can heal tt hurt.. but seriously i already planned out tt the few of us play the board games later at settlers... im quite disappointed though tt there weren't much company tt we can play the games 2gether

oh well there's ministry later.. i wouldn't wan 2 tink abt the wat will happen later at the cg outin.. but i realli wan 2 focus and concentrate teahin the kids later..


wEiwEi|12:58 AM


Friday, April 22, 2005
tHe s0nG 0f wEiwEi

a psalm tt i wan to write for the LORD..

failures and defeats i reap..
and success were just bare
yet in all times i remembered to bless the LORD
for He is the comforter of my soul

the ppl laugh at me at my foolishness and ignorance
for they do not noe the righteousness of my God
for the grace and mercy is all i need
Your spirit and Your truth is all i seek

times i struggled with my life
in my own lust i had failed You
but the LORD mercies endures forever
for He forgives and cleanse me clean

decisions had came across my life
temptations were jus by my side
yet in all things i give it all to You
for i put my trust in You

though the world may seemed to fail me
though situations are crashin down
but You, O LORD, are my strength and my tower
You gave me Your spirit and Your power to turn things round

praise the LORD for His mighty works!
blessed be the name of the LORD!
for He is the Holy One
who was and who is and who is 2 come!


wEiwEi|1:36 AM


Monday, April 18, 2005
tHe SuNdAy..

a great service... and a great bball game...

on fri i read pastor's daily devotions and i saw pastor explainin the sacrifice of praise.. i tot i hav learnt it in my christian lifestyle some time back and therefore need not worry abt tt.. but on sunday the sermon was the same title and the message was absolutely powerful..

pastor gave me a revelation tt the book of psalms was mostly written when david was sad or depressed.. king david was truly sad and depressed by many of the things he saw... but when he was sad he nv failed 2 sought the LORD.. and everytime things ar crashin down he chose 2 commit the way of the LORD...

and in psalms 73 david was so envious of the world bein so rich and powerful.. true enuff i see the world havin their own way as they wan.. but God reminded me tt He is the strength of my heart, and my portion and hope 4eva and eva.. when i saw tt i was so moved by the LORD.. and after the sermon when we worshipped God.. i finally broke down into tears 4 dunno how mani donkey weeks.. the presence of God flowin into every hearts and i jus melt down and cried out 2 the LORD.. i realized tt when things ar jus so bad it seems gd 2 sacrifice praises 2 Him.. and everythin would somehow work out..

after service tommy and i went 2 play bball.. i was rather surprised tt tommy could play defense well.. but he could not shoot well nor conduct his offensive plays well.. so i decided 2 train him 2 play a more effective defense.. and he was real quick 2 learn.. soon after some guys came and tommy took a rest while i play wif those guys, who ar mainly sch team players.. and our team won them but somehow i feel tt they did not play at their best.. but i realized tt if they did they would hav kept foulin me and they did not wan tt 2 happen coz its a absolutely friendly game.. so after the game i shook hands wif them and i went back home after takin a rest at church..

i realized tt my skills hav dipped coz i haven been playin teams 4 quite some time as i couldn't score from the outside.. however i could usu do tt when im practisin alone.. but the prob is shall i b more participative into playin in teams in the future?? i could not decide.. rite now im still keepin quiet abt the options..


wEiwEi|3:04 PM


Friday, April 15, 2005
tHuRs MiDnIgHt DrAmA

i actualli tot the p4 worksheets were easi 2 set.. but no they aren't.. i spent 1 whole nite doin it..

i hav 2 actualli tink of ideas tt could enhance the effectiveness of the students studyin the notes.. so the samples given were not enuff.. and as if its easi 2 copy them.. i spent 3-4 hrs jus 2 copy the notes from the .pdf format and type them out on ms word.. and i jus type and typed out all tt i hav.. and also continuously thinkin of givin them effective guidelines so tt they could follow it and pass well in the exams..

so i finish all the notes at abt 2am in the mornin.. and suddenly somethin happened 2 me..

all of a sudden i dun feel tired at all.. i feel tt i still hav lots of strength 2 go on.. so w/o further thoughts.. i jus proceed 2 the nxt task tt is 2 set the qns 4 the p4 worksheets.. and the samples tt given were either nv tot b4 or they were too little and overall it provided help 2 a certain extent onli.. and its 2 plus in the mornin and thank God tt i could still tink of the qns and set them.. and time jus flew verii verii quickly.. after i finish doin the maths worksheets i realized tt my bro actualli wake up liaoz...

so the final stage is 2 set the ans 4 the different worksheets.. and everythin was finally completed at 6.35 am.. at tt time peter was online on msn.. he was abt 2 prepare 2 go sch and i chatted wif him 4 a while.. he too was amazed tt i stayed up the whole nite doin my work.. but i jus believe tt this is the grace and power of God tt was poured on me.. and praise the LORD!!

so after shuttin down my com i feel like goin play bball.. but i noe it's absolute madness.. so i jus went 2 slp.. and it's a well-earned rest i believe..


wEiwEi|9:36 PM


Wednesday, April 13, 2005
tHiNgS d0nE.. aNd n0t d0nE

i should hav been settin my p4 worksheets 2dae.. but im jus so restless doin so.. furthermore my worksheets ar all in pdf format so how do i change them??

oh well.. i jus hope tt the things i hav 2 do weren't too many.. kai lin told me 2 go 4 the POS briefin tomolo 10am @ TP... i hate 2 go sch w/o bus pass durin holidaes coz i usu dun buy bus passes.. but it's POS aniwae.. so i guess i'll still b goin..

and 2dae i decided 2 change some titles... if u noticed the top rite hand corner of the titles they ar all changed.. coz i jus love this skin and the layout designs verii much tt i cant bear 2 change.. so i jus made modifications instead.. and also on the links i added some xtra things so feel free 2 check it out..

and i mus confess, im not done in readin my bible readin schedules.. been realli spiritually lethargic and i noe i mus repent.. furthermore the word power challenge is comin up and i haven been memorizin the verses.. this wk cg games sis esther is gonna come up wif the bible memory verses game.. i dunno how.. but God's word jus hav 2 go into my mind, heart and soul somehow sometime.. later.. lolzz..

well i'll turn in soon.. ohhh and i'll read my bible and pray b4 tt.. hahaha..


wEiwEi|11:01 PM


Monday, April 11, 2005
n0 m0rE..

firstly.. no more visitation..

sis esther tok 2 me and dunwan me 2 take up another ministry duty.. so tt would b 1 work less from now on.. but the joke here is this.. i msg my ministry supervisor sayin tt, "my cg leader dunwan me 2 join visitation becoz she dunwan me 2 balance my ministry and studies.."

can u spot the mistake? is the word dunwan between the she and the me.. lolzz.. when i realized i sent it wrongly i almost fainted.. but pray tt my supervisor get wat i mean..

and also i wont b able 2 see my dad everydae from now on.. he went 2 ipoh 2 start some F&B biz.. i will onli be seein him once in every 2 wks.. and boy i already missed him 2dae.. but dad gave me xtra $$ 4 my emergencies and purchase of groceries.. he also told me 2 step up on the responsibilities 2 take care of the house.. (my dad always sae this: when he is not at home.. im the biggest in the house.. and i hav 2 take care and help my mum..)

so 4 a start.. i 2dae did some household chores.. i wash the bowls and dishes 2dae.. (now u mus get this clear.. mr weiwei dun wash bowls wan.. he onli wash bowls 2-3 times a yr.. but 2dae he actualli stepped up 2 help out 2 wash..) so i feel verii proud of myself.. lolzz..

well i pray tt my dad would prosper and do well in ipoh..


wEiwEi|9:23 PM


Sunday, April 10, 2005
w0rK

so after service.. fellowship.. oh 2dae's there's somethin xtra.. samantha and siew yee is gettin baptised after tt.. and the baptism ceremony ended quickly.. after tt?? home lor..

see it's jus another sunday.. but i'll be realli mad if every sunday i go out 2 other places.. but thank God tt now i hav better things 2 do from now on..

sis shumei met me up and asked me earnestly 2 join her 4 visitation.. i tink tt's the umpeenth time 2 help me i jus avail myself 2 her.. so she would contact me in a later period of time..

and thank God 4 all tt work tt is beginnin 2 pile up on me... wif the cg multiplyin in 2 wks time and also wif mani mixed and unsorted out emotions and thoughts.. i tot it would b best if i could b "drowned" wif work..

i noe deep down in my heart everythin's so confusin.. everythin's so haywired.. whenever i wan 2 runaway.. it jus comes after me.. whenever i pursuit.. it jus runaway.. the chase seemed no end..

haha.. well.. shouldn't realli sae much liaoz.. 4 those of u who ar nosey pls try 2 find out from me personally..

but dun try 2 b so ba gua lahz.. lolzz..


wEiwEi|9:16 PM


Saturday, April 09, 2005
Ce|| gRp aS UsUaL..

note: onli 2 all singnet broadband users.. there's a pacific net roadshow somewhere in jurong west and they ar offerin an upgrade 2 1500kbps 4 onli $58 4 PacNet.. interested applicants pls contact me and i pray tt the offer will still last..

so after i saw tt advertisement.. i quickly rush 2 orchard as usual..

2dae at cg durin worship.. i actualli dreamt of somethin when i worship God.. i dreamt tt i was at the seaside steppin into the boat.. i suddenly tot of the Holy trinity: the Holy Spirit ar the waters by the sea.. God is the glory of the sunlight tt was shining on me and Jesus was in the boat beside me.. so i dreamt myself began 2 row the boat wif jus Jesus beside me.. it seems tt when i was worshippin Him i was actualli rowin the boat and singin a love song 2 the LORD.. and wif the Father God's glory and wif the Holy Spirit.. tt kind of scenery onli seemed 2 take one's breath away and u could jus wished u will stay like this 4eva wif Jesus by ur side when u ar rowin the boat.. of coz tt dream is not 4 long when everythin ended wif a "amen"

so everythin were as the same as usual.. fellowship.. yakking.. ppl goin away 4 service.. and so on.. daryl then discussed wif us where would b our cg outin 4 the nxt nxt sat.. he suggested sentosa and im verii welcome by the idea.. but i suggested safra so tt it benefits the parties who like indoor activities.. i pray it would b either b 1 of these 2 places.. i noe it would b great fun..

well tomolo ppl ar gettin baptized.. and it would perhaps the end of my week when the baptism ceremony ends..


wEiwEi|11:23 PM


Thursday, April 07, 2005
DrEaMs aNd tH0uGhTs..

the weather isn't too gd 2dae..

it was rather ok in the mornin.. but when it comes to 2pm.. the sky darkened but there's still sunlight.. i tot it would b great 2 go play bball now.. coz the weather's rather coolin.. but somehow i didn't go and it started 2 pour abt 2 hrs later.. i was quite puzzled becoz it was obviously a gd weather.. but y it rained jus like tt..??

then i started 2 tink abt noah's ark and God's convenant 2 creation.. He was so wonderful and His mercy endures 4eva.. at tt time i tot tt im livin in the 9th floor so it's impossible 2 b the victim of the flood.. but come 2 tink of it now.. the flood was like quite high at tt time and no matter which floor u lived u will b drowned also.. lolzz...

so when it's rainin i took a nap.. and i dreamt somethin..

i dreamt tt i actualli drove a MPV.. and when im drivin i realized tt i hav no drivin license.. but i still can park my car and drive steadily becoz i tot tt the car has stable steerings or somethin like tt.. and here comes the funni parts of the dream: i actualli park my car on the bicycle stands and i locked my car wif a bicycle lock.. and when i walked out of the "car park".. i saw a face somewhat look like evelyn.. so i decided 2 go and sae hi 2 her.. but when i came close 2 her.. it turned out 2 gabby.. and she was like, verii angry and keep walkin at a fast pace.. then i tried 2 catch up wif her but i cant.. all of a sudden i woked up and realized tt it was all a dream..

though it was jus a dream.. the feelin of ownin and drivin a car is realli great.. i tink it was God who created tt dream in me 2 inspire me 2 reach the target.. lolzz..


wEiwEi|11:12 PM


Tuesday, April 05, 2005
mY s0uL GrIeFs..

when i was playin bball this mornin.. i actualli tot of somethin..

truly i noe the fact tt there is no way im goin 2 step into the competition arena 2 play bball again.. God had already established my path 4 success and the path does not include my bball game.. coz i realized tt if i wan 2 play 4 a outside team.. i've gotta sacrifice everythin includin ministry, cg and service.. and i dun tink is worth it!! wat's the pt of toilin oneself all dae and nite.. and win a persihable trophy tt cannot b brought 2 heaven?? and the legacy and glory is onli there went u lift the trophy up high 2 the others.. when u put down the trophy.. no one will rem u..

and so i jus cried in my heart.. all tt i worked hard 4 the past 5 yrs mayb gone 2 waste.. all tt i trained.. all tt i endured.. all the pains and all the tough times.. mayb wash into the drain.. sometimes wat i could onli do is jus passin by the various bball courts and jus watch the ppl play at a quick glance.. coz most of the time i will b alone doin the drills all by myself.. my sec sch friendz hav their own commitments.. my cg ppl not onli hav their commitments and most of them ar unfamiliar wif the game..

but i thank God tt there is a unperishable crown and trophy 4 me.. i noe tt though i go thru these tough times.. there will always b hope.. and i pray tt God would send someone who is gd in bball 2 b saved and integrated in our cg so tt wat i hav trained all these yrs will not gone down 2 waste..

after all.. bball is not everythin i had in my life.. though it's somethin impt i hav i would jus giv it 2 God aniwae..


wEiwEi|11:47 PM


Monday, April 04, 2005
m0ndAy bLuEs

i bet the sec sch students rite now ar so sianz of their work esp those in our cg.. they would hav tot tt, "sat would come tomolo.." or "class would hav end now.." hahaha..

well though im on holidaes rite now im also a victim of the monday blues.. i could hav gone out 2 play 2dae.. but jus look at the skies outside.. it's so grey and it's pourin.. it's so cold.. it's so dark.. and furthermore i hav 2 stay at home and do marketin plans 4 my entrepreneur firm.. it's so borin.. well aniwae our project will b launchin in 1 mths time and if i dun keep a look out on the plans.. everythin could b chaotic..

on the other hand i do not hav much $$ left.. still waitin 4 my pay from kelly services and i hope it will come asap.. and when i get the cash i had so mani tt i would wan 2 spend.. such as goin k box wif cong.. or mayb goin 2 seoul garden.. or mayb get a praise and worship CD.. or jus hang out wif the folks of my cg..

how i wish tt the soul retreats book is wif me so tt i could refresh myself from God's word.. well aniwae i tink alan needs it more than i do.. esp now when he's studyin and hav 2 balance wif cg service and studies.. i pray tt he, 2gther wif the others who would b takin their exams.. pass wif flyin colors.... and i noe tt book, 2gether wif God, is there 2 encourage him.. God bless his soul..

well i tink im gonna cook myself some soup in this cold weather.. and i guess i would b off 2 do my stuffs liaoz..


wEiwEi|11:28 AM


Friday, April 01, 2005
iT's aCtUa||i fUn aT h0mE..

most ppl ar jus bored these daes i dunno y.. mayb they need 2 work.. but then again they ar lazy.. so it's realli up 2 them.. haha..

4 me i lazy 2 work also lahz.. but then i will find things 2 keep myself occupied..

2dae i did alot of readin.. (unexpected huh?? u tot weiwei onli noe how 2 play ahz..) i read on the meditation verses i bought yesterdae and also tryin 2 finish up pastor's ulf book on the creative mind.. i hav not been readin it for weeks already and wif onli a few chapters left.. it's time 2 finish it up.. and so the books realli inspired me more and more 2 do the impossible..

when we ar born again.. God gave us the Holy Spirit.. but we still hav our soul in us and the soul saes tt wat can b done on a person is onli so much.. and has limits.. tt's it.. God cannot change all these.. but the spirit saes tt wif God, all things ar possible.. and i feel tt we should follow the spirit and submit our souls 2 God.. when pastor ulf wrote somethin like tt.. im so convicted tt the giants and mountains of my life will sonn crumble and fall as i speak in the name of Jesus.. and wif the verses tt refresh and renew my mind.. i started 2 pray 4 a breakthru in my life and also giv thanks 2 God 4 all the gifts of creativity tt God had put on me..

and i jus finish playin my gd old PS1 game.. the game i played is NBA shootout 2003 and i scored 191-28 usin the LA lakers 2 beat the Atlanta hawks.. of coz there ar modifications made.. firstly i set tt there ar no fouls so tt i can jus push the players 2 get the ball.. and secondly i set an easy mode so tt the opponents ain't tt difficult.. lolzz.. and thirdly i trade all the lousy players 2 get the gd players.. muahahha.. but aniwae i won the team 163 pts and wif tt.. i am satisfied wif the victory... lolzz..

well thank God is the weekends tomolo.. cant wait 2 serve in the ministry 4 tomolo~!!!


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