Sunday, March 18, 2007
MiSsInG GoD
perhaps ps phil has found the root of my prob..
y do i start 2 b materialistic?? i go after my PSP.. my mp3s.. and all sorts of cool gadgets and stuff lately.. and i realized tt when i do tt im not doin any gd 2 my soul despite i hav the pleasures when i indulge in them..
but i realized God is missin.. and i dun feel happi still.. i continue feelin miserable after all tt indulgence and pleasures floats away..
the sermon tt was preached 2dae need so further opinions.. prayin is my essential thing 2 survive in my walk wif God.. its the key for survival.. and success..
i prayed and worship God jus now and i felt the 1st love returnin back 2 my soul.. its God's presence where 4 a long time i had not had such wonderful wonderful feelin and healin 2 the soul.. tt's all i need.. 4get abt tt PSP (where i accidentally deleted my fifa 07 jus 2 make space 4 a new game and realized i cant play.. now i hav 2 get another game.. but aniwae like i sae.. i doesn't realli trouble me) and the mp3s (where i hav been thinkin wat songz 2 put 2 add 2 the database.. well tt shouldn't b a prob realli..)
God showed me a word few daes ago.. "if u fail under pressure.. ur strength is not verii great" (proverbs 24:10) though on 1 hand i am weak.. but greater is He than he who is in the world.. i will start my walk wif God and my week afresh once again..
wEiwEi|8:18 PM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
GuArD DuTy bL0g
been quite some time i did some update..
rite now doin guard duty and praise God there's com here!! lolzz..
well playin on my PSP and im thinkin.. so mani things happen these past 2 wks.. the least of my probs is gettin scolded and thinkin how 2 reach out my friendzz this easter.. but it'll b a big prob as easter approach..
arghhh shitt.. wif so mani probs at hand.. im gonna faint real soon..
mani mani times i noe im not alone.. but sometimes when its ur prob nobody likes 2 help or interfere.. lest it becomes their burden.. perhaps in army is jus like this.. but when ur friendz ar open 2 listen.. u realli wouldn't wan 2 trust them becoz of their flaky behaviors.. or even worse.. laugh at ur shame..
well i guess i need 2 find a way out of the pit tt i hav sunk.. its kinda badd..
nowadays i wont sae, "how i wish i could wake up from this dream" or "y does this thing happen 2 me.." i would jus sae, "im so loss.. so loss and even more losttt..."
now i realli dunno wat 2 sae liaoz..
wEiwEi|8:53 PM
