JoLiN SiNgS eNgLiSh
So this is her new album..
songs in her album:
01.Get This Party Started
02.Lovefool
03.Kiss Me
04.The Blower's Daughter
05.I Won't Last a Day Without You
06.Lady Marmalade
07.Physical
08.When U Say Nothing at All
09.Thank U
10.Angel
ar u sure she can sing ENGLISH?????? i nv hear the album b4... and im nv a jolin fan.. i always felt the reason y she's famous is becoz she's sexy.. nothin else matters.. esp 2 the guys.. she cant realli sing as gddd as those famous singers.. her attutude is veriii badd.. nothin is beautiful inide of her.. perhaps she can join willy's BIO club 4 an extreme makeover.. lolzz
h0mE aLoNe FiNaL DaY
(i jus felt tt i dun hav enuff songz.. but wif a database of 12-13k of songz.. i mus re-think abt this perspective again.. perhaps.. there's jus not enuff NEW CHINESE SONGZ available.. btw this is a gddd songz.. xingni would prob agree 2 it.. album availability is subjected 2 wEiwEi's terms and conditions.. lolzz)
tomolo my folks and my bro will return from USA and Aussie respectively.. the hse will b filled wif my mum's naggin and rantin.. my bro's dota voices and sound effects and my dad's music when he blast on the old hi-fi set.. lolzz.. the livin room will not b dark in the nite nor will it b quiet in the dae.. everythin will b in order once again.. at least i will not hav 2 clear the thrash.. do my laundry or clear the mess in the livin room.. and of coz while my finances ar runnin low.. i pray tt my dad would top up all the amt tt i hav spent 4 the past 17 daes..
and so 4 the past 17 daes.. mani things had happened.. no one's naggin at me wat 2 do and im jus so independent into settlin my daily needs and ends.. it realli gives me the freedom 2 do all the things i wan?? do i miss my folks.. well yes.. but i felt tt they should b treatin me like a 22 yr old rather than a 12 yr old.. it sux when my mum kept braggin abt the dos and donts in the hse and she kept braggin abt wat i should do and should not.. i seriously do not need tt.. if onli she can cut tt down..
alrite... time 2 control my emotions.. and my words.. lookin at the positive side.. i still can do wat i mus or can do and advance in life..
a SuBc0nsCi0uS sCiEnTiSt
ok im too tired to bloggg liaoz.. and becoz of exams comin up tomolo.. i've gonna get myself 2 muggin mode.. hopefully in a snap of the fingers..
seriously.. i've tried 2 study harddd 4 the exam but everythin is so common sense and to realli rem them in detail kinda make no sense at all.. got realli frustrated into studyin 4 this subject.. hopefully the paper would not b too diff as mentioned by our teacher april..
aniwae i took this quiz from the link of quizzes of esther's (aka my ex ex cgl..) facebook..
The Subconscious quiz
You are The Scientist
You have an equation for fun.... you believe everything has its place and you actively try to build your role in the world through dedicated study, hardwork and perserverance. There is nothing you appreciate more than a good listener and a friend who can accept you for who you are - which is quite a complex and intriguing mind. Logical, rational and sometimes quite cut throat, you will stop at nothing to achieve your goals and consequently have little time for plans that do not fit around your own. Thus you may find yourself quite alone sometimes. Try to be more open, honest and considerate of people and you will much happier when doing your sums.
i like the way they put it.. "i hav an equation 4 fun.." tt's y i always marvel ppl in my mental sums.. i rem durin BMT.. 1 of my sgts put me thru mani maths calculations tests tt involves multiplications.. and everytime i will nv fail 2 surprise wif my quick thinkin of answers.. tt's one time while i was doin my SOC and the sgt actualli tested me at the pt of time when i was severly shagged.. but still i can ans him correctly.. lolzz..
all these was prob due 2 the fact tt i like 2 count when im lazing ard or idling.. thank God 4 a statistical mind!!!
bLoGgEd aT 2359
haha.. i quickly logged in and make a blank post in the nick of time.. coz i do not wan 2 waste a day of bloggin archive!!! lolzz.. i take my daily archives in serious count..
well i was quite amazed of wat happened after cg 2dae.. so after cg i was thinkin how do i actualli put the wii into better use.. since no one wans 2 play and everyone in da hse is busyzz.. mayb if i bring back home and tink abt it.. and one of the choices is 2 sell it.. since none of us is realli interested..
lo and behold.. sally suggested 2 play the wii!!!
i got everythin set up asap.. and we played wacky races.. tennis and boxing!!
speakin abt boxing... those gals ar realli gddd boxers!!!
i was actualli observing them playin boxing.. hahahhhahaha is so funni lor.. huimin andie sally and vanessa took turns 2 play.. and the "fight" was so "intense".. they did not follow the tutorial before the fight commences as they already wanted 2 fight wif each other.. and throughout the game they realli "fought hardd".. punchin and dodgin the punches as if they were in the boxing arena..
it was so hilarious.. i kept laughin on the inside.. i did not wan 2 look at them too much.. else i realli burst out in laughter.. but at the same time i saw their intesity and eagerness 2 win the game or rather.. to win the fight.. its so scary.. to tink they treat it 4 real.. i mean they should realli play and expertise in other sports such as baseball (like xingni) or tennis.. mayb bowling or golf... but y boxing?? tt's kinda way too violent.. at least 4 the gals.. furthermore its so gross to see 2 Mii female characters fightin in the arena.. lolzz..
the world has INDEED changed..
so i was actualli thinkin.. one of these days.. when they ar married and their husbands refuses 2 listen 2 them in one way or another.. they will prob challenge them into this boxin game!!! and when the husbands tot tt they could win them hands down they will prob "box the daylight out of them!!"
so a warning to the husbads-to-be of N435.. or rather those who ar thinkin of chasin the gals of N435.. here's a word of precaution i hav 4 u all..
BE AFRAID.. BE VERIIIIII AFRAID.. MUAHAHAHAHHA
FoRg0TTeN
oops!!! arghhhh!! this few daes i realli kept forgettin 2 blogggg.. hahahah.. slackk too much liaoz..
well basically this wk is realli nothin much lahz.. coz its supposed 2 b study wk.. as the rest of my classmates were taking and completing their biz modules this wk i had the privellege 2 stay at home and study 4 onli 2 modules.. lolzz..
i checked the sch email acc 2dae and i realized tt the gradin they had 4 this course is onli pass or fail.. so its like gettin a grad P or a grad F.. wat the crap!!!!! i realli began 2 question myself whether i should realli put in alot of effort 2 study 4 these 2 subjects when they onli hav a mediocre gradin like this.. tink at the end of the dae the sch onli wans us 2 pass and move on so tt they can receive the payment of our sch fees nxt yr!!! hmmfffff!!!!
and im still considerin whether 2 go 2 the gym tomolo anot.. lolzz.. since i may not be steppin out of the hse..
ohhh check this out!!
Champagnes ar available in diff sizes and the diff sizes hav diff names!!! their names ar
-bottles (750ml)
-Magnums (1500ml)
-Jeroboam (3000ml): now does he sounds like some king of israel to u?? in fact he is!! lolzz.. its in the bible where he was told by a man of God tt Israel is bein divided and 10 tribes ar given 2 him..
-Rehoboam (3000ml): now u got another name from the bible!! this is the son of solomon when and after solomon died he became king.. so 10 tribes was taken from him and he was left wif judah and benjamin..
now where do these champane makers get their inspiration from?? perhaps jeroboam and rehoboam hav some english meaning from these hebrew names??
anyway wines ar realli hardd 2 study lahz.. so mani theoretical stuff 2 memorize..
P.S. i claim the job of sentosa in the name of Jesus!!! i'll get a gddd payin job this november!!!
tHe FaLL
when i hear bigg businesses or strong relationships break.. i will jus sit back and stare in space.. thinkin of wat could hav actualli happen..
kinda reminded me for another romance of the 3 kingdoms story again..
after the famous military adviser zhu-ge liang died.. the kingdoms shu and wei did not fall in their kingdom strength.. but they fall when the emperor of the 2 kingdoms do not hav a vision 4 their country as they were laid back and jus wanted 2 enjoy gdd life.. the emperor of shu onli noe how 2 eat drink and b merry and do not wan 2 care abt any political matters.. whereas the emperor of wei is onli a child and he do not noe wat he needs 2 do 2 strengthen his kingdom.. as such.. the authority of shu was actualli given 2 a eunuch while the authority of wei was given 2 the general-in-command.. who is a power hungry minister..
meanwhile in the country of shu.. there was the general-in-command.. who stays faithful and loyal and committed 2 shu becoz of his gratitude towards the late prime minister zhu-ge liang.. however.. as he places his ambition over his country.. he was bein sabotaged time and again by the eunuch despite runnin 9 military expeditions against the kingdom of wei as each time he returned empty handed..
in the kingdom of wei.. the general had no regards 4 the emperor as he gives orders to the emperor's subjects as and when he pleases.. he even made use of the emperor's armies and items for his own comfort.. each time the emperor pick up his guts 2 come against him.. he would jus plot 2 kill the emperor and would then replace any child along the lineage of the royal family..
the fall of shu came when the emperor had no regards of the invasion of wei.. as a result.. many impt cities were lost and the general-in-command was forced 2 retreat towards the capital.. instead of raising an army 2 fight.. the emperor listened 2 the eunuch and consulted a witch 2 foretell the future of his kingdom.. and as a result.. the capital was fallen and the general-in-command could not remedy the situation and died in a plot thereafter.. the emperor was captured and the kingdom is finished..
the fall of wei came when the minister died and his son took over his duties.. one day he jus stepped into the palace and demanded the emperor to hand over the throne.. the emperor had no choice but 2 agree.. and so the emperor was exiled and the kingdom is finished..
by not havin a vision.. life could jus fall apart.. and i realize tt to hav a great vision.. we mus hav gddd friendz 2 help us build our lives and liven up our thinkin..
in zhu-ge liang's famous masterpiece 《出师表》he wrote tt:
亲贤臣，远小人，乃前汉之所以而强盛也。
亲小人，远贤臣，乃后汉之所以而颓废也。
(translation: befriend the gddd subjects and keep out the badd ones.. this is how the the dynasty became strong when it was established.. befriend the badd subjects and keep out the gdd ones.. this is how the dynasty became weak at the later stage..)
h0mE aLoNe DaY 7
so its been 7 days tt im home alone.. (4 some of u guys who dunno.. my parents ar in the united states rite now.. my bro is in aussie and my grandma is bein taken care by my aunt coz of her recent medical condition.. so 4 the past wk.. im livin in my hse wif me.. myself and i... oh yes not 2 4get.. wif the Holy Spirit too..)
and i still got 1 more wk b4 my parents come back..
ahhhh.. actualli the feelin its realli quite diff.. there ar several plus and minus pts when no one's at home.. lolzz..
the plus points ar:
-no one 2 naggg at me and disturb me.. esp when im doin my stuff.. gamin or watever activities tt involved my lappy..
- i can hav my 3 meals as and when i wan.. or need sometimes.. lolzz
- i can stay till veriii late at nite.. hang out and fellowship.. hang out wif friendz like there's no tomolo.. (oops.. mayb too exaggerated liaoz...)
- i can make a mess out of my room and the hse!!! (i told my mum tt i'll prob mess up the place when she's not ard... and she was surprisingly ok wif tt!!!!)
- i can blast my music till late nite and nobody cares
- i can watch my fav VCDs anytime.. now tt no one is hoggin the TV..
however.. there ar also quite a few minus pts when no one's ard:
- despite the fact tt no one's naggin and disturbin me and my privacy.. the hse seems so quiet..
- i hav 2 take care my own self.. been fallin sick recently and i realized tt i haven't been takin the dietary fibres like my parents used 2 ensure me to..
- wash my own dishes after i cook.. clear the thrash after use..
- do my own laundry!!
- no one 2 take care of me when im sick.. waaaaaaaa.. but thank God im not tt sick 2 the extend tt i cant move..
now i noe how eve and huimin felt when they 1st came 2 sg wif no one wif them except themselves.. despite the fact tt there is freedom and more space.. its all abt self mgt and care.. daily routine activities could b quite a chore when we ar already busyzz wif our own work.. but i felt tt it'll b a gddd exp.. esp when nxt yr im goin 2 switzerland and leave my family behind 4 at least 6mths..
and now i need 2 wash up the dishes and clear up the rubbish..
PrEsEnTaTi0nS
it's been a longgg time since i do presentations.. 2 yrs in the army had successfully downgrade the use of my grammer and vocab and filled me wif army jargons and lingos where those typical ah benggg and ah sengggg communicate as if a fight could happen anytime..
this wk.. my presentations were back-to-back.. and i felt tt i realli had 2 speak well.. here's the recap
monday
the nite b4 i slept at 5am coz i jus couldn't get myself 2 slp.. i went 2 class abit not feelin well.. wif cough and flu buggin me all dae longgg.. i had 2 put on a show 4 my classmates and the teacher.. and the 1st few slides was a total disaster.. i stutter and stutter all the way and more stutterings came along as i attempt 2 speak and explain the slide.. then i saw my teacher april writin down a whole lot of stuff.. i was like, "ohhh no.." and i even call a bow tie a "RIBBON" (to my utmost horror!!!!)
and all my classmates tt had presented b4 me had actualli managed 2 present and elaborate well on their slides.. i was so disappointed.. i realli pray tt i can pass.. i didnt present certain items tt my classmates had presented and i felt so lost..
tuesday
after the disaster on monday.. i wan 2 bounce back from the loss of confidence tt i suffered.. i had myself prepared mentally 4 the presentation.. once again i stutter from the start.. and i keep tellin myself.. "focus and look on the notes tt i jot down 4 elaboration.." i stared it 4 quite some time.. i look at the slide again.. and i tot tt it'll b best tt i jus read it from the slide.. and after i did tt.. i felt some confidence 2 speak wif my own words..
but this time the teacher andy actualli looked at me positively and thus i felt tt it was a great vote of confidence.. and i continue speakin until the end.. i knew i did better than yesterdae.. but i jus felt tt its not gddd enuff and i had 2 improve.. esp nxt yr and when i graduated from this course...
apart from these presentations i also felt tt i need 2 communicate the rite way 2 my p5 kids esp when my ministry senior ruth goes ard pickin children and even tutors 4 the wrong usage of vocab and grammer... i jus need 2 get back 2 basics..
and hopefully i'll not b picked tt much when i resume teaching my p5 class this sat..
d0 n0t DoUbT
(P.S. my classmates told me tt niu nai aka milk can't sing.. he can onli dance... but i like his songs lehz..)
b4 my parents leave 2 go 2 the USA.. my mum instructed me a whole lot of things 2 do.. after she did tt.. she's still quite unsettled inside of her.. i feel like sayin, "mum, if u ar so worried, u dun go lahz.. dad can go alone and tt will do.."
but she went wif my dad anyway.. and wif my bro in aussie 4 exercise.. im officially home alone..
it came 2 my tot tt my mum couldn't fully trust me bein at home all alone.. and it kinda reminded me of 1 story..
in one of the stories in the romance of 3 kingdoms.. there's this general who surrendered 2 the warlord Sun Ce and he promise tt he'll return at noon on the followin daes wif some of his loyal subjects.. Sun Ce agreed wif tt.. the nxt dae Sun Ce's advisors placed a huge sundial in the middle of the camp and Sun Ce was shocked when he sees it.. he removed the sundial and told his advisors,
"我孙策用人不疑，疑人不用!" (I, Sun Ce, do not doubt anyone when i use ppl, else he will not be used!)
true enuff.. the general returned wif his subjects followin him at the back.. and everyone admired his judgment over ppl..
we always felt tt ppl hav 2 do things our way.. anythin tt's not "the right way" accordin 2 us is wrong.. and so we often train ppl 2 do "our right way.." and thus it always limit creativity and a new perspective thru things..
sometimes.. i jus take a step back and watch how others complete their task.. and its pretti amazin tt they hav ideas and solutions tt ar so diff yet efficient.. sometimes i would feel like objecting their ideas and solutions but yet i noe tt wat they hav contributed could effectively change things.. even the kids in the tuition ministry.. they hav ideas and tots tt they ar unaware of themselves and sometimes i feel so sorry 4 them when the education system has its limits tt cripple them..
doubtin ppl can also press down the self esteem of an individual.. w/o self esteem the motivation 4 excellence could b lost.. tt's y its impt 2 hav faith in someone else.. tt he can do the job well.. complete the task well..
even God did not doubt when He created man.. He did not doubt tt He can save the world thru His Son..
PSP GaMe UpDaTe
am currently playin this:
and guess wat.. the controls of this game is much muchhhh better than the prev versions.. lolzz.. but im still quite noob at it ahhhh ehhhhhhh~~ coz everytime when i play a friendly match i could not get a clean sheet despite i thrashed the team wif mani mani goals.. of coz.. the lvl tt im playin rite now is the noob level.. aka beginners lvl.. lolzz
am now waitin 4 this game 2 b completely downloaded..
and wif tt.. im goin 2 hide by my PSP again!! hahahahaha..
oops b4 i forget.. i've got my 2000 word report 2 type.. now its abt 1300-1400 liaoz.. abt 600 more to go!!
LoSs 0f w0rDs
soooo mani ppl had asked me.. wat was it like.. when u hear tt the cg had actualli multiplied and the ppl tt i love and so much care for ar not in the same cg already..
my response is:
1. i gave them a smile and carry on
2. if they want an ans, i'd b like, "ok.."
3. and if they ask, "so u wouldn't miss us??", i would not giv them any ans..
i do not wan 2 make mention of my tots.. or even worse.. bloggg it here 4 everyone 2 see..
so some ppl call it "heartless", "ruthless" etc etc etc.. and so im bein maligned and criticised at.. (ohhh btw... if u please.. u can make a tabloid out of it.. sayin 'wEiwEi rebels', 'wEiwEi betrays God's ppl', 'the rugged ruthless rebel - wEiwEi' etc etc etc..)
2 b honest.. i wan 2 avoid trouble.. day by day i see myself spirallin down like nobody's business.. yet in the midst of it i hav 2 b professional - standing upright and smile 2 everyone and talk 2 them.. at times i felt so threatened and critical.. tt if i dun change 4 the better and i do not hav any idea wat 2 do i'll b plain doomed..
multiplication is jus the divine timin for me 2 get out of trouble and start focusin back 2 the things of God.. prayer.. fastin.. seekin God.. cryin 4 revival.. it reopened my eyes 2 a vision and a purpose tt i could follow.. and when buildin fund and asia conference is comin up.. this is prob the best time 2 see revival in the new cg..
when s25 was birth forth from s24 (my prev cg..) it grew like nobody's business within a few mths.. at tt time i rem there's the whole gang of us.. janson.. tommy (angie's bro) and alot more guys came 2 the cg.. we grew like nobody's business and i tot we had left the world behind 4 heaven.. this is clearly my jericho - wat we hav accomplished and achieved!!! and if God had done it b4.. GOD CAN SURELY AND POSITIVELY DO IT AGAIN~~!!!!
so i hav actualli provided an analysis for my tots of cg multiplication..
wat abt the ppl tt i love and care for ALL THESE WHILE tt ar not wif me already????
:)