as 2dae i read and pray the cg prayers list.. i find a term verii common in the list..

"FINANCIAL BREAKTHROUGH"

and more than half of the cg members pray 4 a financial breakthru during the buildin fund or jus hav the word "financial" and "breakthru" in the things they wanted 2 pray.. and usu sis esther will sae in cg, "wat izzit u wan 2dae?? a financial breakthru??"

and the term kept on ringing in my ears.... "fiiiinnnnaaannnnccciiiaalllll brrreeeeaaakkkktttthhhhrrrooooouuuugghhhh"

now come 2 tink of it.. why izzit tt this term "financial breakthru" is so commonly used in the cg?? at least xin hong prayed 4 "financial provision".. which i tink sounds more better.. lolzz..

and furthermore.. i tink i'd prefer 2 use the term "monetary blessing" in my prayer list 4 the subsequent times..

mayb the word "financial" (which is pronounced as "fy-nen-shel") seems more catchy 2 us.. lolzz.. the word seemed powerful esp when u pronounce the part "shel".. it seems like "sha".. and if u further pronounce it in chinese wif a high pitch.. it means, "sha!!" literally kill.. but as christians we dun murder.. but its somethin like, "chiong ar!! $$$ is here liaoz ahz!! 'sha' ahz!!"

then as 4 the word "breakthru".. (which is pronounced as "ber-rek-true") everytime sis esther conducted cg the word is usu used at least 3 times.. and when we ar prayin 4 somethin the word is usu used more than 5 times.. she always would pray, "God.. we wan breakthru.. breakthru.. breakthru.. breakthru.. brrrrreeeeaaakkkthhhrruu.." and usu there is a sleek pronunciation of the word itself which i cant interpret here coz i dunno how she pronounced!! lolzz.. and everytime she prayed and mention of this word.. her fist would punch the air.. another symbol 4 "chiong ar!!" and the word itself means is 2 chiong into a higher level of somethin..

so in conclusion.. financial breakthru to me sounds like, "chiong ar $$!! chiong ar!!"




yes coz this wk is my study wk.. im supposed 2 stay at home and mug and mug until exam arrives.. but i cant get myself 2 do it..

the whole dae i was sleepin.. readin God's word.. prayer.. computer.. and slp again.. and i realli appreciate the time i slp.. lolzz.. it gives me a great sense of satisfaction.. some of u might raise an eyebrow and tot wEiwEi is talkin trash.. but u wont noe it unless u try it.. lolzz..

until xin hong came and gave my bro tuition.. i was "forced" 2 study by the circumstances.. (coz i cannot disturb them by blastin my music out loud while xin hong and my bro is so into doin their work..) and while i was sortin out my notes some topics were missing and gone.. and it was terrible.. so ive decided 2 study wat i hav 1st..

and i studied for 45min liaoz i went 2 eat dinner.. and i took 1 hr for my dinner break.. "man".. i tot.. "how terrible i am.." and i went in my room again 2 mug again.. this time hav more energy 2 study coz i hav eaten liaoz mahz.. but again after 45min i lost concentration again..

i noe i verii cham.. so i went out back 2 my com and tok 2 willy.. i ask him how 2 b motivated 2 study?? he gave me an awesome ans..

"hav visions of wat grades u wan 2 achieve at the end of this sem"

immediately my mind goes "woww".. yes i wan 2 achieve gd grades 4 this sem coz last sem was a disaster in terms of my grades.. i got onli 1 B and the rest of the subjects ar Cs and Ds.. throughout this sem i keep tellin myself 2 push up tt stupid GPA once again.. but now it seems i lost the vision..

i wan 2 get back the vision again.. i repent wat i hav done 2dae..




i was late 4 hang ten for 10min again.. then the nxt thing i knew is tt i was so busyz servin customers tt i dun even hav time 2 take a breather.. and i was so "blur".. rushin from 1 customer 2 another and servin 2-3 customers at a time and weicai and john were not helpin me~~!! *sobs* and customer even screamed at me sayin, "hey!! the 2nd one in sequence!! u dunno which is the 2nd one izzit??"

if onli tt's the end of my misery.. the tormentin process continues whereby 4 continuously 2 hrs.. i hav been servin and servin and servin.. customers jus overturned most of the clothes and made a big mess ard the shop.. yes im goin crazy when i see much mess in this supoosed neat and clean shop.. (i dun care how messy my room is.. the messier the better.. haha no lahz.. but wat matters is tt they better dun mess wif the shop or the mgr will come and mess ard wif us!!)

and the worst thing is tt im not myself when im workin.. usu i would sae "welcome!" and "thank u, see u again" after customer purchased the products.. but i didnt even uttered a word when customer leaves the shop or entered the shop.. sigh.. and i did not push any sales 2dae.. coz the sales jus come too fast too furious.. but i could hav pushed the sales so tt the store would at least earned abt a hundred bucks more or so..

so much of a dae of a rookie salesman.. and wat hav this rookie learnt??

no.1: greetin is somewhat useful 2 customers.. it makes ur dae easier 4 both parties.. they would hav a better time shoppin and i would hav a better time servin..

no.2: pray 4 strength and wisdom!! lolzz.. i cant realli push sales when the Holy Spirit is not in me.. and also it makes me go nuts when i didnt pray 4 strength and wisdom in God and go 2 work.. so prayer realli makes me refresh and renewed in all things i do..

well this salesman gotta turn into a teacher tomolo and teach!! lolzz..




firstly u screw up the trip 2 bangkok.. then u screw up ur life.. nxt thing u knew screwed up wif the things of God..

oh come on weiwei.. when will u wake up ur idea?? look at ur life now.. in which way ur purpose and destiny is set upon??

ohh yes i screwed up my trip 2 bangkok.. im not goin more.. i always realized tt the more i craved 2 go 4 a holidae 2 destress myself.. the more i hav 2 face the prob and overcome it.. so im goin nowhere.. im stayin in singapore.. despite repeated temptations onto checkin out destinations 2 travel elsewhere.. i feel tt i should jus stay in singapore.. mayb i'll go pulau ubin 4 a bike ride.. or mayb sentosa lying by the beach.. (bleah.. tt's alot of ppl too.. u cant get peace and quiet there.. can u??) or mayb to.. i dunno.. or mayb jus 2 eat at sakae sushi 2 destress my own?? i tink tt's the best idea.. lolzz

then nxt thing i noe is tt yesterdae SIT tutorial was rather screwed.. we went in the class and teacher announced, "this tut is 4 u 2 ask qns.. if u hav no qns u can leave the place now.." so all of us started 2 rack of qns we dunno but the fact is tt we dun go lect and we dunno wat 2 ask~~!! so after askin a few aimless qns for abt 15min.. all of us left the class.. and the teacher naturally goes pek check again.. this goes 2 show tt he probably gave up on our class already.. (well other classes ask qns for 1 and a half hr!! so we ar realli hopeless in his eyes..) therefore i told my grp mates, "hey we musn't fail SIT.. dun let him despise us!!"

argghhh.. and building fund.. spend so much until i failed 2 control my finances until the firstfruit weekend.. could hav more $$ 2 giv so tt nxt mth no need 2 giv so much.. and this wk mus put my finances into discipline liaoz.. no more lavish treats.. jus the main borin meals and tt's it!! until when the sept portion is cleared then back 2 leisure spendin again.. muahahaha.. already thinkin of things 2 buy at the back of mind.. (ohh stupid mind!! u hav better things 2 tink rite??)

alrite despite things ar screwed up in this way.. im still happi wif the way i am.. no worries..




it seemed so tired.. nowadays my life is so hectic tt when i've done somethin.. i noe tt i hav 2 do somethin nxt and then i hav 2 do another thing again and then i realized tt more things ar 2 come..

for the 1st time in my 19 yrs of life.. i could hardly catch a breather..

exams ar comin.. im so saddened by the fact i failed the events quiz tt carries 20% of the overall weightage.. thank God the other tourism module i managed 2 pass.. but come 2 tink of the fact tt my notes were all in a mess and somemore i didnt print out some lect slides.. i realli dunno how am i goin 2 study and get over my tests..

even as my world crubles down.. LORD i still love U wif all of my heart.. U ar the one i desire as the thought of Ur faithfulness comforts me durin the hardest times of my life..

thank God managerial accounting is still a foothold of all my subjects.. i got B+.. as 4 HR i expect a B.. but hopefully in the exams i will not flunk..

ohh and HR.. my tutor is verii ngiao.. he wans 2 minus marks from this and tt.. haizz.. disappointed..

oh well i gotta go sch liaoz.. but thank God later when i come back i can rest!!




this is the no.102 post of mine.. praise the LORD.. and lookin back this bloggg had walked wif me for quite some time..

i started this blogg back in feb where i jus moved my old xanga 2 blogspot.. i hav changed my tagbox once.. changed skin twice and changed profile once.. i started onli wif 6 links but now i had abt 26 i tink..

on apr i made a decision tt this bloggg would bring forth the glory of Christ 2 my friendz.. and i particularly love the worship song, "here i am to worship", which is my current and previous background music of the bloggg.. sometimes when i opened my blogg and heard this songz.. i would jus leave it open jus like tt and started worshippin God.. tt's y i brought over the songz 2 this skin becoz im so into worshippin God thru this songz.. it was thru this song tt the Holy Spirit would come and fill me and make me anew everydae..

and recently my tagbox had been verii quiet.. all becoz of the fake hacker lahz.. come and terrorize my tagbox until nobody wan 2 tag liaoz.. lolzz..but aniwae pls 2 keep tt tagbox alive if possible.. if u haven tagg b4.. do drop by and sae hi at my tagbox.. at least i noe tt u ar visitin and watchin my blogg..

well recently i hav picked up a new hobby.. tt is 2 sleep.. lolzz.. u may find it "duh".. but recently im jus able 2 engage in slp mode whenever and wherever i like.. in the past i couldn't do tt.. but now if i find the bus trip borin.. i will slp.. MRT borin i slp.. but i dun tink i would b able 2 slp in lectures.. lolzz.. tutorials mayb coz the tutors durin tutorials sometimes realli dun care.. (in fact they dun care durin lectures.. but sometimes lect realli noisy tt i could not slp.. tutorials ar more peaceful except the presence of sameer and the anger of sharon tan)

got somethin 2 do liaoz.. cant slp rite now at the moment~~!!




wheew.. a realli tiring weekend.. im totally burnt out..

hav no time 2 bloggg. all becoz of those dumbo projects.. grrrrr

but aniwae here i am..

been realli weak in the spirit recently.. ohh my spirit thrist for the presence of the living God.. i haven experience Him for quite some time already.. and its realli not a gd sign experiencing God for a long long time as this..

nearly backslided.. in case u all dunno.. but aniwae im fine again.. to all my fellow cg members and church mates and church friendz and christian friendz.. yeah im fine.. its jus tt the idea of backsliding came occurin again and again in our lives and its the voice of satan.. he wans 2 make u inferior 2 God.. but greater is He who is in us.. by God all negative tots.. bad circumstances shall be removed by the blood of Jesus Christ..

but over the weekend it was great praisin and worshippin God.. i've waited 4 so long 4 the weekend 2 come jus 2 meet up wif God.. and the feelin its great 4 His yoke is easi and His burden is light (matt 11:29)

and as 4 2dae's work.. its gettin more and more uncertain day by day.. now mike has quit and the new shop in charge takes over for onli 2 daes.. wed there will b another new shop in charge.. furthermore rebecca told me tt i mayb transferred to compass pt 4 roadshows.. wif so mani changes.. i mus realli pray tt all things will go well in His name..

finally projects ar over.. so after work 2dae.. there is onli 1 thing in my mind.. rest!! i need lots and lots of rest!!




yesterdae was realli an eventful dae of work..

initially i tot mike, my supervisor, has already finished his contract.. and there stood another guy along wif tashida the regular full time staff of the shop... so i perceived tt the guy is the new shop in charge and i began 2 tok 2 him.. and he gave me a blur response and look.. so i tot, "hmm.. is this shop in-charge new in hang ten..??" so went i for a quick dinner.. lo and behold i saw mike!! he hasn't quit hang ten!! so the fella mus b either a part time or a full time staff!!

so after i went back to the shop.. i found out he is a part timer from kelly services.. and i was like, "hmm.. ok.."

i went 2 check the sales and my jaw dropped when sales for the day its onli 200.. i was like, "wat the..?? ohh no!! it's gonna b tough again!!" but in my heart i tot, "yes.. another miracle would come along the way once more.." but its been abt 1 hr and still no customers.. but i still kept my faith..

soon mike returned and beside him was the territory mgr hamidah.. she was so fierce and scary when she walked abt and when she entered the shop 4 inspection.. i was re-arranging all the clothes 2 b perfect so tt she would find no flaw in it!! lolzz.. tough one weiwei.. the big shot is jus beside u ready 2 giv u a piece of her mind anytime.. but thank God there weren't much problems and her presence is so scary.. i had 2 actualli see her leaving punggol then i heave a sigh of relief..

so sales went up to 300 at 8.30pm and 400 at 9.30pm.. without tashida.. its like a heavier mountain 2 climb.. mike then sae, "ok.. giv me a customer who buys 2 pairs of jeans and a VIP card.. wif tt we can hit 500.." soon enuff.. a customer came and bought 2 pants and a VIP card.. but the target was still not yet met!! so i told mike, "ehh.. u got wat u wish 4.. but the target still haven hit yet!!" he laughed wif desperation.. and when we abt 2 close shop.. more customers came in.. and at tt time mike was shoutin for 50% off for all regular priced items.. so we attracted 1 sweeper lady 2 buy a polo.. then soon enuff some hongkong ppl came and buy a pair of pants..

but tt's not all.. enter a middle aged lady who was initially attracted by the shouts tt mike called.. so she started takin 2 pieces of kids polo.. and later on she went 4 some kids shorts.. soon later she walked 2 the other side of the shop and bought bermudas and 3 quarters.. then she went on 2 buy the dryfast polo tees.. she also purchased some socks and other stuff tt i couldn't rem.. anwiae she bought so much tt it almost amounted to 200 bucks!! so i told her 2 get the VIP card so tt in future she will able 2 enjoy better discounts when she purchase the merchandise at hang ten.. she agreed quickly and when we had tallied her items and she went out of the shop wif the big bags.. we found out tt we hit 700!! praise the LORD!! mike and i laughed like mad and we closed the shop and parted our way home..

whew.. i tink the woman is realli sent from God.. who noes she might b an angel in disguise??




4 the past few daes it's like crazy 4 me.. and its reallli hard.. mani times i cried out 4 God..

then i rem paul.. he is always fightin like mad.. and ps kong wrote in the daily devotional journal tt, "wat is actualli paul doin all these 4?? he is doin 4 Jesus!! everytime he suffered terribly.. he always remind himself.. 'im doin this 4 Jesus!! im doin this 4 Jesus!!' "

but God told me b4 tt i hav 2 stretch out my capacity and enlarge my chords.. and this time is too much.. i had 2 cry out.. and God spoke it few daes ago sayin, "my grace is always sufficient 4 u.. my strength is covered in weakness.. grace b wif u.."

so everytime durin my quiet time i always worship.. jus 2 meet up wif God and strengthen myself in His presence.. i live by daily faith.. without Him.. things can go real wrong in the most awkward and hazardrous way..

so after the 2nd nite of FOP i was fully pumped up 4 the anniversary celebration and then work.. on monday had seoul garden wif my ministry members.. it was a gd time.. despite bein the youngest member ard and the onli full time student ard.. i could effectively communicate well wif my other ministry members becoz firstly im used 2 it and also the level of anticipation was there.. after tt we went 2 watch the fireworks.. yok kee simply love it.. its jus too bad we aren't near the place of fireworks or else it would b much better viewin it..

yesterdae was cg outin!! huzzah... had a great time out at sentosa.. we reached there early and there were not much ppl initially.. but after all the planned games we found tt the crowd is rising and we played mani wonderful games ard.. though i sprained my thigh while i was playin but nevertheless it was a great time out wif the cg.. its jus onli a pity tt there weren't mani ppl who came for the sentosa trip.. if there were 20 ppl theer we would surely hav better fun..

oh well.. the level of enthusiasm was realli high yesterdae as rite now im havin aches all over my body.. and its back 2 projects again.. still got a few more daes 2 go b4 the weekend come..




i rem the happiest daes tt i hav is realli sec sch daes... i was soaked in a fun atmosphere where i always dun tink of tomolo and my friendz were like the world 2 me.. and at tt time i didnt noe wat it meant by "the weight of the world" and "responsilbility"..

ahhh.. how time flies.. im already 19 this yr.. i hav already left my sec sch for 3 yrs..

at 17 when i jus left sch i didnt noe wat is like 2 work.. i rem when i was workin for my 1st job i was always playin ard not takin work seriously.. as a result i always got rebuked by my supervisors..

and all i cared tt time was 2 get more $$ so tt i could spend more stuff for myself.. as a result i work and work like a bull..

but everythin changed when i came 2 noe God..

i knew wat it meant by God callin me and sendin me 2 the world.. slowly and steadily i began 2 b more and more involved like ministry and fellowship.. 1 dae i finally knew tt God wans us 2 lengthen our chords and stretch my capacity.. and from tt on things made a big turn..

now i started 2 work.. and wif mani mani projects.. without God.. i'll probably b dead rite now.. or rather i'll probably fail some of my subjects rite now.. but most of the time i felt like a dead zombie.. yet there is this inner strength within me tt keeps me goin on.. whenever im doin projects.. workin.. goin 2 church.. i dun feel tired.. but when i went home and rest.. i knew tt how much tt i actualli go thru the dae.. it was so heavy tt i need at least 10++ hrs of slp 2 recuperate.. but God is my source of strength and my portion.. His grace is always sufficient 4 me..

if i were 2 noe in sec sch tt few yrs down the road i would b goin thru all these.. i would hav probably backed out and stay away from the churches.. but i thank God tt all these happens 4 God's cause!!




wat a real busyz schedule everydae.. i dunno abt u.. but everydae i jus felt like im fightin 4 survival.. and its like... verii tough... the blessings tt come along the way i didnt realli hav time 2 believe it.. but still the goodness of God came and it was realli worth it.. i guess..

tomolo - tourism quiz, work

fri - project discussion, work

sat - ministry, festival of praise

sun - CHC 16th anniversary (praise God for 16 yrs!!), work

mon - outin wif ministry members.. b4 tt do project

tues - after 1 nite of outin wif ministry members.. in less than 12 hrs would b cg outin at sentosa!! (this is no rest man.. jus onli entertainment tt wear me out.. lolzz..)

nxt fri - submission of report (event mgt)

so mani stuff 2 do.. i wonder when is my nxt rest??

jus realli hope tt our project get realli gd grades!! thank God 4 our 1st part of our HR project!! we got A.. yay!!

arghhh.. heard tt the tourism quiz not easi.. some barely make it.. im gonna work real hard..

it will b worthwhile..

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