no im not runnin.. but it seems tt it jus comes after 1 another..

1st is service marathon on the weekends.. i went for service 2, 3, 4 and 5 by pastor ulf.. at service 2 i onli managed 2 clash at the overflow area at level 1.. i was rather distracted by 1 guy who didn't realli sit still at his own chair.. and when we were worshippin.. he jus walk and there.. lookin ard.. but then i told myself.. service 3 im gonna sit inside the auditorium by all means.. and so i did.. but onli managed 2 sit near the nursery there which is quite far from th stage and where pastor was standin.. but im jus glad i was in there in service 3.. at least i can taste the wonderful atmosphere created by our wonderful members..

and so wif onli 6 hrs of rest.. the service marathon continues.. on sunday evelyn and i reached earli and man.. the entrance was laready full of ppl.. we managed 2 squeeze into the queue and managed 2 get seats tt were near the choir.. and i tot i'll get a gd chance when the brothers were giving pastor ulf books away.. (in every service.. the ushers will throw some books into the crowd and whoever is caught on the eye of the ushers gets it..) but this time.. the books were given to the choir members and i was a little disappointed 2 squander such a gd spot 4 the ushers 2 throw their books.. haha.. but when it's service 5 here comes the books!! initially i tot the ushers did not notice me and so i jus gave up my enthusiasm on attractin attention from them.. but suddenly the attention was turned 2 my area and a book jus threw along my way!! it hitted the fingers of a guy sittin in front of me and it landed where it was supposed 2 b.. ON MY SEAT!!! i quickly pounced on the book and the nxt thing i knew.. i told evelyn tt i will share this book wif her.. aniwae in the 4 servcies.. pastor realli preached a gd msg tt somehow created an influence 2 my spiritual life.. and the sermons were jus awesome..

so after the weekends it's finally back 2 sch.. and 2dae i hav a "study marathon".. firstly there was the HR presentation where we supposed 2 read the contents and the tutor requires us 2 present on any topic she desired.. (so tt means i hav 2 study 4 it and if i dunno the topic.. tt's the end 4 me!!) and i studied and thank God the parts tt i need 2 present ain't tt much nor they were complex.. and after tt it was the tourism interview where the tutors will ask us qns from the topics we hav learnt and we wre required 2 ans individually.. and i got the most weird qn, "wat is the multiples of the no. of holes in a golf course?" so i ans, "6" the tutor raised his eyebrow.. so i ans again.. "well.. 9??" and he sae, "giv u one last chance, confirm then tell me," w/o even giving much thought.. i shouted "3!!" and he sae, "no the ans is 9.." i countered, "but jus now i sae 9 wat.." and then another qn was thrown 2 me by another tutor askin me abt the fuctions of a play.. and i ans it wif a little help from whispers from my fellow grp mates.. then the tutor asked me again, "wat do u tink ar the prospects of the tourism industry??" i was like, "i love it when u ask me tt.." and so i jus blabbered and spoke everythin i feel and the 2 tutors nodded their heads stimultaneously.. it was so cute 2 see them doin tt!! haha..

and after tt is the comm skills summative test.. again i studied and studied and finally it was the time.. i pray tt God will help me thru it coz i onli studied for 1 hr coz the peer notes onli came out 2dae.. but when i browse thru the qns.. i realized they were all open-ended qns.. thus makin the qns 2 hav more space in creativity.. so this time i made another prayer.. "God, fill me wif wisdom so tt i could write out the wisest ans 4 the tutor.." and so wif some guidance i managed 2 ans most of the qns.. but i noe i screwed up here and there.. but after the exams wat's over is over.. and furthermore i thank God tt the test did not require much memory work or else tt would b the end of me..

so finally i earned a well deserved rest..




it's been a wild week.. and im so emotionally drained..

and i feel so lost.. (2 b honest.. i cant blog my true feelings here coz firstly this blogg is public.. secondly i also do not wan 2 sae any bad stuffs abt those who ar watchin it.. well onli some of them lahz..)

and furthermore the show mus go on.. the race mus b finished.. no matter how mani times i feel tired.. pain.. agonised.. torturous (dunno got such word anot..) there is somethin at the back of my head keep remindin me, "keep on goin.. I am always wif u.." this is the onli rhema Word tt is pushin this dead flesh and blood 2 fight tt fight of faith.. though i do noe when this combat end.. i jus wished tt it would b earlier..

hmm.. it seems tt not mani ppl dunno wat am i fighting for.. oh well.. jus noe this.. mr weiwei is now fightin 4 a peaceful settlement. period. im jus longing 4 the dae where i can finally spend my own conducive time all by myself.. catchin up wif God.. and also wif my bball.. btw this mornin i went 4 my own practice training again and things got better.. im finally able 2 make shots from my gd looks at the basket and also the legs and hands were moving faster than a few daes ago when i train.. so little by little im pickin my bball again.. which is rather a gd sign...

well tt's it.. rite now im lookin 4ward 2 my ministry tomolo.. it'll be a great time wif the kids..




now im in this stupid lab doin this project again...

well 2dae kelly services is great.. basically james didn't had a hard time refraining from scolding us.. (well he always controls his temper by not manhandling us verbally.. as he always shout at us in a stern tone when he was angry.. but 2dae he didn't..) and i jus had a gd time in the office.. despite i slept late last nite.. i was able 2 utilize wat i hav 2 stay focused 4 tt dae.. and praise the LORD tt we had a client tt is interested 2 use our services when we sent out our advertisement letters 2 them..

and after kelly services i headed down 2 cantten 2 hav my dinner.. and after is HR project again~~!! but thankfully i hav finished all my parts already.. and im now slackin away.. away and away..

well tomolo's friday.. and i jus dun feel like goin 2 sch.. haha kiddin.. i hav 2 go.. hmm welll...




it was the annual revival conference by pastor ulf ekman.. once again.. church members, pastors, cg leaders gather 2gether and came 2 hear the prophetic word of God given to the apostle of the current times, Rev Dr Ulf Ekman, to lead into a great revival of city harvest church..

so we reached the church at 630 and the place was already super crowded.. thank God we managed 2 find a seat at the back.. however unlike the prev time we could not hold the seats 4 long and at abt 650 the place was already filled.. (btw the conference starts at 730..) and guess who lead worship on tues: pastor sun aka he yao shan!! the anionting was so powerful.. though she didn't seemed as emotional or high pitched as sis annabelle.. she brought the power of God and i jus felt like it KO-ed my spirit.. overall the worship was wonderfull..

on the 1st nite.. pastor ulf preached abt friendship.. he explained tt "in life we usu hav mani acquaintances, but onli a few friendz who ar there 4 us.." which i tink it's rather quite true.. in TP we ar changin class each sem.. so 2 find a true friendz sometimes it's rather hard.. thank God theer is angie, the one who lead me 2 Christ.. is a faithful friendz.. but other than her it's realli tt hard 2 find a 2nd faithful friendz..

and the msg was so gd.. after the conference.. i told myself tt im gonna come tomolo despite project deadlines ar drawing near.. so in order 2 b accountable 2 my grp members.. i chiong my project after i went home and earli in the mornin i woke up and do again.. thank God tt i was able 2 complete abt 70% of the project already.. the remaing 30% can b completed within 2 hrs..

the 2nd nite was equally wonderful.. pastor ulf preached abt missions.. 2 b honest.. my 1st desire and vision in my walk wif God is 2 go 2 missions.. but however.. tt desire 4 missions seems 2 hav died down this yr.. and when pastor was preachin abt missions.. i asked myself, "where is tt desire?? wat abt the world?? wat abt my accountability 2 God.." but God asked me, "do u wan 2 go?" i ans, "yes.." w/o a passionate heart.. jus by faith.. i do not noe when this passion 4 missions is goin 2 come back.. i jus prayed tt i'll b able 2 go out 2 the nations 2 do mission work.. of coz.. tt desire need 2 b brought back again..

seems tt i would not b goin 4 the final nite of the conference.. which is tomolo nite.. but i thank God 4 all these wonderful sermons.. and His wonderful word..




im jus too tired 2 use any strength tt is within me..

but thank God i kept on prayin and prayin tt God would giv me the wisdom and courage 4 my presentation in the afternoon.. had it not been Him.. i would stutter more than ever b4.. and w/o much preparation.. i jus entered the presentation room totally trustin God tt He would put the words in my mouth in time 2 come..

and it came 2 pass.. when it was my turn.. i spoke as loudly, and quickly as possible coz im not fightin against flesh and blood, but against principalities and TIME.. lolzz.. so the whole class seemed shocked of my presentation.. and some evcen tot, "wat happen 2 this weiwei??" and when i presented halfway then i relaised tt my voice is so loud tt ppl outside the room can even hear.. but im jus inspired by the Holy Spirit 2 tok even LOUDER.. so near the end of my presentation.. my voice rose even louder and wif tt.. i had finished my presentation.. and when i went back 2 my seat and reflected on my presentation.. i tot tt it was rather not bad.. coz i actualli could let the words flow.. and realli wan 2 thank God 4 tt strength within me.. or else the presentation wouldn't came true 4 me..

2dae peter came my hse and he downloaded a techno.. the chorus of the lyrics goes like this:
"i am tired of ur big bad love..
i am fed up wif ur big bad love.."
which is rather quite true.. i mean i noe the real meanin of true love.. and the difference between lust, like and love.. though 3 things starts wif L, they all significant were differentiated from each other..

im jus cravin 2 play bball asap.. but i tink i've gotta chiong my HR work now..




it was a wonderful weekend.. full of the understanding and wisdom of God..

after kelly services attachment.. i decided to hang ard in tampines area b4 headin down 2 cell grp at orchard... i mus sae i realli miss my ministry.. 1 week not goin there is like missin somethin realli realli i liked.. and so i took my time 2 jus look at the bball shoes and also at the same time study 4 my bible studies quiz..

i mus sae it was quite a coincidence 2 hav met peter and yuan sheng at orchard.. and they were also bearin the same motive as me - search 4 a bball shoe.. lolzz.. but i wasn't able 2 hang out verii long wif them.. so after hanging ard wif them 4 abt 20min.. i immediately rushed down 2 daryl's hse..

sat msg was realli wonderful.. i was prayin abt somethin tt kept me quite frustrated and undecided.. but sat's msg was abt finishing the race tt God laid 4 us.. immediately i relived tt time where i ran 4 my sec sch's cross country race.. and sis esther told us tt, "it's not abt winnin the race.. but how u run it.." again i tot of the time where i paid any price jus 2 get into the top 20 of the B boys category.. and i did.. i succeeded.. and suddenly i jus felt God spoke 2 me and sae, "u determined, u thrived, u persisted, and u got ur 11th place.. now it's the same as this.. stay on.. and fight the fight of faith.." and wif tt.. i jus stood up.. and i decided 2 stay on.. and continue 2 fight 2 the road of victory..

and 2dae at church.. it was another great msg.. pastor preached abt how God will mould our lives.. again God reminded me tt the road is tough.. but jus hang on.. my visions and dreams will come 2 pass.. and i noe tt He will come thru 4 me.. and after service when i jus reflected on wat tt hav happended.. i am so convicted.. tt no matter how things ar bad.. i jus hav 2 stay on and fight.. even when im tattered and torn.. battered and broken.. as long as my breath lives.. tt fight of faith mus go on..

well besides tt.. i've got myself finally a new pair of bball shoe and a new leather bball.. hahaha.. i am so happi tt i could finally go play bball again (coz i threw away my shoes since they were quite distorted and also the ball had worned out..) back 2 the bball competitive arenas?? i do not noe.. i would jus let God decide 4 me..

well im finally able 2 smile again..




actualli hor.. 2dae dun hav lessons wan lehz.. but ahz...

tt stupid tong lahz~~!! sae got involve in open house.. then jus 2dae received word from rostina sae hav HR.. and i was so angry.. i planned tt 2dae would b my rest dae... as i could rest and NOT tink of work jus for 1 dae.. and now this thing happen. and i haven do my peer notes yet... all of u out there... DO U NOE HOW FRUSTRATED I AM RITE NOW???

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

and hor.. somemore tomolo still got attachment on tt kelly services.. tt makes me miss this week's teaching in children church ministry.. argggghhhhhhhhh.. i hate it... I AM SO ANGRY~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









ok folks this is my new bloggg.. and i've got all these stuffs set up for hrs!! man blogspot is sure gd in terms of creativity.. but it's rather time consuming.. and rather user unfriendly 4 amateur bloggers who wan 2 make their bloggies nice~~!

oh well.. tok abt 2dae.. when i went 2 sch wif my 2 big red dots by my cheek.. the teacher saw it and sae, "wat happened 2 ur face??" and everyone seems 2 b laughin abt it.. furthermore she added, "well im not tryin 2 ridicule u.. im jus tryin 2 tease u.." IT'S PREPOSTEROUS!!!

following on i had no mood 2 spend my entire dae in sch.. despite the gals ar havin a gd time tryin out our grp's wellness programmes.. it seems tt i was so bored up wif all the things tt they hav done.. so in the end?? i jus sit 1 corner and doze off..

so after havin a lousy dae at sch i went 2 go see doctor.. and in order 2 save $$ me went 2 the new polyclinic at sengkang.. jus as expected.. everythin was fast coz at tt time it's closing liaoz mahz and when i approached the doctor.. she concluded it was burns from the facial product i used wrongly.. so when i asked 4 an mc.. she gave a stern, "NO.." and added, "well can u dun b so vain?? ur specs still will cover the top marks wan mahz.. furthermore u ar still handsome wat.." at tt time i was super pissed off.. i took my bag, my prescription and card and jus went off without sayin bye bye...

boohooo.. my face..

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