after i did some admin matters at tampines in the noon.. i decided 2 hang ard at tt area 4 a little while..

i went 2 life bookstore and look at a book on the comic version of the bible.. which i felt is realli gd.. though they were jus animations from the bible.. i could sense a strong touch from God when i was readin.. and i also bought a book on entitled "retreating souls 4 the students".. it is a book where it renews one mind on diff situations students may face.. i felt it is necessary 4 me becoz as a student u will become spiritually oppressed wif all the work and stuff.. and by God's word it helps in the renewal of the mind..

after tt i went 2 simei 2 walk walk 4 a while.. and then 2 toa payoh and meet alan 2 go 4 a haircut.. so when i brought him there the hairstylist is already waitin 4 us as i told him tt we ar comin earlier on.. and alan could not make up his mind on wat hairstyle he wans.. but finally he sae, "i dunwan spiky hairstyles.. nor i wan messy looks.. but i wan 2 change my image.."

now this is ridiculous.. i tot.. terence the hairstylist and me look at each other in a "diaoz" look.. so finally i told terence.. "alrite.. since he dunwan 2 keep the length behind then jus cut it away.. and trim the other parts.. we'll see how it goes.." so i was there lookin at terence as he slowly cut 4 alan and i was so impatient coz i cant wait 2 see the end result.. so when it is finished.. i took a look and found it rather uncomfortable..

and after tt terence did a little bit of stylin and i still dun find any glam in alan's new haircut.. so i advise him 2 style his hair 2 look better.. well.. i dunno lahz.. but i'll jus hope tt he'll b ok wif it..




yes 2dae i went kbox-ing.. and if all of u tot tt weiwei is learnin a new kind of martial art.. i would realli wan 2 laugh my head off becoz wat weiwei did is actualli goin 2 sing @ kbox~~!!

and 4 those of u who dunno wat is kbox.. try smashing ur head b4 knowin tt it is actualli a karaoke entertainment centre..

and 2dae outin was great.. i managed 2 sing better from the prev times as im beginnin 2 hear wat i singz.. as last time i rather tone deaf.. although i hav 2 leave halfway becoz of bs and stuff.. i managed 2 hav a gd time..

and 2dae i was late 4 BS.. but thank God i went in there when bro joseph, "bless someone nxt 2 u and u can b sitted.." so in other words the lesson jsu started and the praise and worship has jus finished.. and 2dae's topic is on healin and it's was quite ok.. becoz 4 the past few wks it's all abt healings.. and wif tt i jus went home..

i thank God 4 the holidaes.. i tink is gonna b a great time of rest.. rite now i hav things 2 do.. so tt would keep me occupied and not b bored and frustrated all the time..




and 4 the 1st time in many mths and weeks.. i've been able 2 stay at home 2 slack 4 one whole dae..

erm.. it's not so gd lahz.. i tot i can jus play my gd old PS1.. but some games ar faulty.. so i was so disappointed and frustrated.. as i came by the com.. i search 4 some new songz 2 hear from my database but there ar none.. wan 2 d/l new albums but due 2 the constraints of my HDD i've not been able 2 do so.. as rite now i d/l those tt ar worth listenin.. like coco lee new album is out.. but coco lee is a mixed kan tang and somemore the album features her eng songz and i hav no passion 4 any eng songz since i was 17..

oh well.. so i play yahoo bejeweled 2.. then i ate.. took a nap.. listen 2 some music.. and time jus flies.. suddenly ppl came talkin 2 me already sae tt they ar bored.. bored and bored.. then rostina wan 2 go kbox and it's already been fix tt tomolo we'll b goin there.. alan wans me 2 acc him 2 go 4 a haircut and on fri i probably need 2 go out too.. oh well i need 2 schedul my stuffs now.. i'll probably play bball tomolo too..

so at least there's plenty 4 me 2 do rite now.. and im openin entertainin services whenever im online.. haha.. so all those who feel bored dun mind find me on msn..




it seems tt the holidaes would b a long one 4 me.. and it's always the same feelin.. jus when i was abt 2 adapt into a holidae mood.. the lessons ar back again..

still hopin 4 the best 2 get into sentosa 4 a internship this sep.. and wat do i realli wan?? tour guidin?? hotels?? event mgt?? lolzz i dunno.. all i wan is 2 work in a place of fun, excitement where my heart desired.. oh well.. i tink my friendzz catherine isn't aware tt im in TP business, specializing HR and tourism~~!! (btw catherine if u happen 2 see this.. i hope it clears the clouds away..) and furthermore sentosa is so easi 4 me.. take LRT then mrt from sengkang 2 harborfront, harborfront 2 sengkang.. hahaha.. oh well i guess not mani of my coursemates tot of workin in sentosa.. some still dunno where 2 go.. or rather some wanted 2 work at kelly services!! muahaha.. i dun see the pt of workin there aniwae.. u face the 4 walls.. u face busy ppl.. u face the telephone and al those documents.. it is soooo dead!! but i guess gals jus love admin stuff.. oh well.. haha..

so 4 a start.. i will meet angela 2 go 4 a swim and shun bian giv her some things.. and i'll b arrangin wif alan 2 bring him 4 a haircut.. but wat's the schedule when i hav nothin 2 do?? tt's simple.. sleep and eat.. eat and sleep.. hahaha.. well u ppl complain me im too skinny.. so tt's one way 2 become fat rite?? lolzz..

well if u ppl love me.. jio me out lahz..




and yes.. rite now all the exams of mine ar over.. wif tt it marked the end of semester 2..

lookin back at this sem.. i started off knowin onli the ppl in my prev class and onli mingshu my 1st yr psychology classmate.. it was mingshu who took initiative 2 ask me 2 join their grp and wif tt my prev classmates tot i would join them but instead they formed grps by themselves.. and i found myself in a new project grp once again knowin onli mingshu and unfamiliar wif the others..

i thank God tt im able 2 seek recognition from the grp despite the fact tt the others hav already known each other in the prev sems.. and it's one of the best times i hav wif these friendz.. everyone is jus happi bein wif one another.. and all of us noe tt we ar tired of switchin class each sem and we should jus build up relations whatever time we hav..

there was not a single time i was unhappi and upset wif the grp.. and i was so appreciative of wat the grp had done 4 me.. nxt sem the class may not change unlike prev sems.. mos probably the grp will b 2gether again..

the exams ar jus over.. and it marked the end of my chapter of my sch life.. once again when i reflect back.. i find myself risin up wif God in my life.. and i noe tt my life will continue 2 press on and overcome troubles and obstacle 1 by 1.. by the grace of the Almighty God..

i mentioned b4 i needed peace and quiet when holidae starts.. well my mind was now in a blank.. wat should i do nxt??




my dad and bro went 2 malaysia.. my mum is still at my aunt's hse.. so guess who's left in the hse..?? WEIWEI~~!! muahahaha..

well i do miss my bro retro music and the way he played shattered galaxy and maplestory.. also im without my parents naggin and the way they usu raise their voices at home.. (where my mum always scolds my dad from one reason 2 another..) well the hse will not b empty 4 long aniwae.. it's sometime rather uneasy wif me and nobody else..

well there's always God.. u might sae.. but God isn't always walkin up and down by the corridor.. nor does He wash the dishes and mop the floor 4 me~~!! lolzz.. and he does not pack up my clothes.. iron my clothes.. (btw He is God, not a robot.. lolzz... wat am i thinkin??)

so rite now i am blastin the music and takina break from my revision.. and 2 b honest im quite satisfied wif the way im takin control of the sounds 2 play in the hse.. (coz usu my bro would blast his retro music and my mum would always watch TV and tell me 2 lower the vol.. therefore i hav 2 humble myself 2 use headphones..)

oops my mum is back.. but too bad im still dominatin the sounds tt ar 2 b created in the hse.. hahaha..

well gotta study soon.. last paper liaoz.. chiong ahz~~!!




i hav been continuously stressed by my cg members 2 study.. they sae i everydae care abt ministry and dun care abt my work.. now wat rubbish is this..

firstly i hav got all Bs except 1 tt i got a C 4 my coursework.. and my coursework is all 70% and the one wif a C is 50%.. now i am confident tt the C would b improved.. but the other 3 is almost fixed.. the subsequent 30% has little or no effect 2 the movin of grades.. and 1 of them even sae tt "u mus fulfil study hrs.. u mus fulfil study hrs.." HEY WAKE UP UR IDEA!! firstly not onli i hav fulfil study hrs.. secondly i dun become a student jus 2 fulfil study hrs.. everytime sae wat ask sis esther 2 ban me from cell grp.. i tink if u become cg leader all the students would b stress like mad sia!!

another member of mine even sae tt get all As 2 shine 4 Jesus.. well tt's true and it's written in the bible tt we shall b the salt and light of the world.. but i dun see gettin gd results is the onli and impt factor 2 shine 4 Jesus.. wat abt those secular ppl who got straight As.. to whom do they giv the glory?? and let me tell u my poly biz friendz.. NP is doin much better than us.. gettin a GPA of 3.3 is MEDIOCRE... the ppl there ar so hardworkin tt everyone would jus read up on the relevant modules w/o the lecturers tellin them and gettin 4.0 is so common within the sch itself.. i heard tt in TP as long u get 3.1 u ar in the honors list already.. wat is this man?? so u all still wan 2 compare and compete??

and wat's the pt of studyin.. becomin the top student so tt u can hav an advantage 2 compete in the great singapore rat race?? i feel pity 4 the winner coz he/she will lose much if he/she tinks tt way!! i studied wif a purpose tt is rather uncommon.. a purpose tt most ppl wouldn't understand..

rite now im so angry abt this study issue.. ok weiwei will try 2 cool down.. the nxt time u wan 2 tell weiwei 2 study consider him first b4 u consider the fulfilment duty of study hrs!!




yes and it's soon enuff my papers will b over.. jus like jiayi sae on msn.. 2 paper down.. 2 more 2 go..

i had trouble doin the 1st paper but im ok wif the 2nd.. 2 b honest.. i realli dun like HR and tt's y my MER paper got prob.. but now it's already been handed up.. and i'll jus leave everythin in God's hands.. and as 4 my club and resort business it went on pretty well.. hope tt i can pull up my results wif this paper..

and tomolo is travel and leisure.. then after tt on sat it's RHRA.. and after RHRA i will b headin down 2 indoor stadium 4 easter celebration.. and truly it's a great way 2 end the exam week wif a high note.. lolzz..

not onli the exams will end soon enuff.. but also the bball skills will b back like nv b4.. lolzz.. i rem at the last practice on the bball court i manage 2 shoot well w/o usin much strength 2 accelerate it.. and it seemed 2 me tt the ring's shorter when i shoot 3 pointers.. mayb it's my muslces hav grown a little and i hav also grown taller.. muahahaha.. and im better than b4.. i rem on 1 time the opponent read my slashin moves and decided 2 intercept my ball.. but all of a sudden i turned and spinned away from him and layed the ball in.. i dunno how i did it.. but it mus b the power of the Holy Spirit.. and i noe and2 b00MbAw3I` is makin a real comeback.. (and when he does.. he's no longer the weiwei tt all u ppl noe...) he wans somethin more.. he wans 2 challenge once more..

hahaha.. i will pursue the goal no matter wat.. it mus b fulfilled...




i should not b bloggin now.. but man.. im so stressed over my exams..

i had no motivation nor mood 2 realli study.. mayb complacency is creepin in..?? but then again my coursework is secured wif a B and im quite satisfied coz coursework takes up 70% of the overall.. of coz tt does not mean tt i am so complacent tt i took the finals lightly.. wat i actualli meant is tt i did not hav the motivation jus like b4 2 strive 4 an excellent A in the finals..

well after these exams i should deserve a long well earned rest.. i dun care.. dun tink im goin 2 work 2 buy some of the items in my own shoppin list.. (4 the past few sems i hav been thinkin abt the list but this sem i dun tink i will giv a tot abt it..) and i'll jus catch up wif God.. reflect on wat i hav done 4 the past few mths.. jus need peace and quiet..

pray 4 me my bros and sis 4 my exams.. wish me well..




rite.. mr weiwei screwed up his life..

initially i started the yr wif a 3-pronged resolutions.. tt all 3 goals succeed either 2gether or stimultaneously.. but it seems tt in the recent.. these 3 goals ar fadin away..

in case u dunno.. the 1st goal is myministry where i tend 2 focus on it and excel in it.. didn't realli hope 2 rise up as a leader or and i/c or somethin.. i jus wan 2 develop a greater chemistry and bondin wif the kinds and also b more focused and committed in it.. but recently becoz of benny hinn's crusade and also 3 weeks ago i was helpin out at other classes.. i jus felt tt wat i strived 2 accomplish 4 the past few mths is fadin away jus like tt.. coz 2 wks ago though i was teachin.. i jus felt tt the kids weren't the same as b4.. i jus felt they were at a distant from me..

the nxt is my studies.. i hope 2 go from glory 2 glory in my studies.. and i did.. but the prob is: i cant concentrate 2 study on my revision~~! so mani things ar abt 2 happen in church.. last week is benny hinn.. this week sy rogers.. nxt week's easter~!! and also children's day easter.. y does the healing crusade and easter clash wif my studies?? (aniwae i also dunno y easter falls on mar this yr.. if anyone noe kindly tagg 4 me thanks..) and this sem all my subjects ar PBL.. i hav lovely grp mates.. but the resources i hav from them were not exactly complete.. but i thank of wat i hav.. and i thank God 4 the coursework grades coz 4 the 1st time in my life i got 3 Bs 4 coursework.. lolzz.. but there's still exams.. i jus pray tt the exams wont pull my grades down..

last but not least is entrepreneur company I-creation.. initially i hope 4 deals 2 come in.. and it did.. my ministry i/c wans a IT script 4 his friendz education centre.. so i gathered the details and ask my manager abt it.. and my manager saes tt she wans 2 tok 2 my i/c so i gave her the phone no.. now the prob lies on my manager didn't call my i/c~!! so i told her tt we could not lose this customer.. but until now there's no news abt the progress of the deal.. and i was beginnin 2 doubt whether my manager is interested in makin $$ anot..

well i jus pray tt all these potential worries will NOT come 2 pass.. help me pray too yeah??










hmm.. im quite ok wif it onli actualli.. my hairstylist went 2 cut my back real short.. but overall still ok.. oh well.. how long can this hairstyle last?? lolzz.. when im in the army nxt yr everythin will b gone.. haha.. but i'll jus enjoy whatever time i hav wif these hairstyles..




i jus love this new blog.. firstly u got worship as the main pic and the text.. then u got the background music "here i am to worship" (ohh i jus love tt song.. it makes me wan 2 nv stop worshippin God from day 2 nite..) and the lyrics were cool and awesome.. and jus like wat angie sae.. the design is simple but nice.. it is not laggy 2 load.. everythin works jus perfect.. and also the verse and the status bar below.. can u see it?? the html command is so cool~~!!

basically i spent quite a few hrs doin it.. editing the words.. the fonts.. formats etc.. 2 b honest i jus dunno how HTML works.. too bad im not an IT student.. but im jus as equally glad tt im a biz student.. coz in IT.. everythin works out in the end.. and i believe it.. haha..

and recently im talkin 2 one of my sec sch friendz who is now overseas studyin.. we update each other's life and it seems tt we hav come so far in our lives tt though it's onli 3 yrs of separation.. the both of us were already pursuing our dreams and destinies.. we once thought jus students in uniforms and were ignorant of the cares of the outside world.. but now we were in formal wears day in and out and were abt 2 step into the adult's arena.. how time, and developments travel fast~~!!

and there's a prob wif mani of my sec sch friendz.. those who i had not met up 4 long everytime ask me, "hey, do u hav a gf??" and i hate this part.. so i always ans plainly, "no.." and they were like hintin me sayin, 'u should get 1.." and this friendz of mine even sae, "zw, u still nv change.." and i was like, "ok.. fine.." and the same goes 4 my parents.. wan me 2 get attached.. but the worse thing is tt my mum actualli compare 2 my younger cousin who hav lots of gf!!

and basically these ar the few reasons y im still single:

• matthew 6:33 - seek 1st the kingsom of God and His righteousness, and all the other things shall be added 2 u
• 2 corinthians 6:14 - do not b unequally yoked wif non-believers...
• im still studyin..
• im goin NS nxt yr.. and after tt i still wan 2 further my studies..
• after tt will work and earn $$.. and perhaps go bible sch.. and at tt time no time 4 gals..
• i rather pursue my destiny then 2 pursue gals
• i dunno who 2 choose.. can i hav all?? (haha jus jokin.. but i realli dunno who 2 choose)
• i cant give gals a security of their minds coz im still as playful as a kid..
• mani ppl ar always speculatin me.. and i jus dunwan 2 let them win!! muahahaha..

oh well.. dun worri too much my friendz.. God says tt "it is not gd 4 man 2 b alone.." so i wont b alone 4 long.. hahaha.

i feel so stressed out by tt tong tong.. she emphasized tt, "if u wan an A answer.. u got 2 cite the definitions, purposes and examples and then give the recommnedations.. and look at the weightage of the marks.."

and on and on it goes.. blah blah blah.. i jus pray tt there would not b too many long ans qns.. but if there is i would need 2 write and write and write until my hand pain again.. well mayb HR is tt repititive, routine and borin after all.. it's like takin O levels and A levels exams where answers were full when "induced vomitting" takes place.. (no wonder nowadays women did tt 2 get themselves slim by eatin alot and then put a finger in the throat and vomit everythin out.. i mus admit.. it's painful but effective) oh well.. i could not back out of this elective now.. it's somewhat a wrong deciion.. but i pray tt God would turn the tables ard..

and after borin HR i pray tt tourism would b onli hope 4 this elective.. but i knew wat was comin when desmond lim announced last week at revision lect tt we had 2 look up on our own references from the library as the lect notes were not enuff.. and he further announced tt onli 1 person got A for tourism and 8 ppl failed last sem.. and wif this path bein unknown.. it is rather a risk 2 put the hope on tourism.. but God, You know the desires of my heart and i pray You will come true 4 me.. so i jus believe tt i can press on 4 glory..

*freaks*.. better go study liaoz..




it may not b special 2 most of them.. but it is a special dae 4 the cadet scouts.. and also it relishes some memories..

yes i was a scout too.. i rem when i was pri 3 when i had job week.. i left 4 USA and my teacher-in-charge urge me 2 work at least a little bit.. so i worked and onli earned 1 dollar.. and after tt i left 4 LA 4 two weeks of fun.. lolzz.. ( i had some photos in disneyland.. hollywood etc.. if u ppl hav time come my hse see see the photo albums.. lolzz..)

and in pri 4 i improved 2 earning abt 20 bucks.. but at pri 5 i started 2 compete wif the others as the past few yrs the top 3 who earned the highest amt of $$ gets a trophy and my target is 2 get 1 trophy 4 myself.. so i jus kept on knockin from household 2 household and kept workin.. and on the 2nd last dae i earned abt $53 already.. but on the last dae i was sick.. and i wanted 2 work somemore.. so i was on the bed tellin my dad, "help me contribute $$ 2 my job week card can?? i wanted 2 hav more $$ in the job week card.." and he jus added $20 4 me but he wrote all sorts of job where im "supposed" 2 do.. so i was verii happi.. earnin $20 while i was sick..

so i was verii confident and proud.. as i went 2 ask ard the others how much they hav earned.. and most of them earned ard $30-40.. some got $50 but im proud 2 announce tt i hav $70 plus.. im my heart it was like, "muahahahaha.." and when the teacher tabulate the cash i was ranked 3rd.. so in my heart i was already prepared 2 receive the trophy.. but there was no trophy and instead.. it was onli a bumble bee badge given 2 all who earned more than $30.. i was so disappointed.. and the followin yr of job week i didn't put in much effort already.. as i onli earned abt 30-40 bucks.. but those were days when im a scout.. it was so fun.. i tink it's as excitin as my children church ministry rite now..

i mean, after dreaded hrs of weekdays studyin and studyin.. it is a great time 2 jus b ard wif my fellow friendz.. when i was young we visit each other's hse 2 play sega saturn, playstation, com games etc.. now when im older i spent time wif my friendz fellowshippin.. hangin ard at orchard..

some ppl jus dun like bein wif others.. surely they dun understand the joy of it..




it was 3 days of the wonderful presence in the kallang indoor stadium..

the 1st nite of the healing crusade was wonderful.. as im in the choir administerin God's songs.. we jus kept singin welcomin the presence of God 2 descend upon us.. and after long minutes of singin "hallelujah".. i see the impossible being done.. ppl walkin out of their wheelchairs.. pains bein cast off.. the lame can walk.. the blind can see.. the deaf can hear.. it was a great nite of the healings of God 2 descend upon the ppl.. empty wheelchairs bein displayed on the stage and testimonies after testimonies declarin the power of God bein done upon them.. it was a wonderful nite.. and furthermore we the choir also received the power of God when pastor benny hinn slain us by the mighty power of God.. i remember i was tt abt 2 receive the power of God and when pastor benny shouted "TOUCH them.." i fell like everyone else and i gave a loud shout.. and tt moment i jus felt tt i hav been delivered out of bondage and i feel spiritually exhausted.. a great nite of the presence of God.. a thousand words could not explain how awesome it is..

at the second nite pastor prophesied tt it will b a double portion of the 1st nite.. so there u go again.. ppl comin out of the wheelchairs and the devil is cryin like mad.. everyone was effectively set free.. this time pastor also gave the power of God 2 the entire stadium of believers and almost everyone was slain.. and again he slained the choir wif the power of God.. i received it and fell and at tt time i felt the waves of His spirit flowin on me as i jus laid back in awe of His presence... so 4 the past 2 nites.. the power of God was so thick in the auditorium and NO ONE was not bein healed by the power of God.. none of them went back home sick also..

and as 4 2dae.. i was not at the choir as 2dae is our regular church service at the indoor stadium.. when i worshipped during the service God.. i know tt His presence was still there lingerin ard the stadium.. and 2dae our church activated our faith 2 heal the sick w/o pastor benny hinn.. and we had pains bein set free all ard the stadium.. as it was jus as wonderful..

well i had 3 wonderful services.. and i jus felt tt my faith level was activated 2 another level.. God is so true and close 2 us.. and if anyone claim tt "there is no God,".. He's probably deceivin himself..




on my way home back from the choir rehearsal.. i tot of some things in my cell grp..

i asked myself.. how mani true christian friendz do i realli hav?? the ans is: alot.. ok nxt qn: how mani christian friendz i could always go out wif all the time, doin the same things, havin the common topics and sharing each other inner's problems?? the ans is: NONE.. shockingly none.. everytime im out wif cg.. the topics is always ministry and "how's ur week?? how ar u??" those kinds of "stranger" qn.. and i realli admire other cell grps.. they hav 1 big gang of guys playin bball.. they had 1 big grp of guys jokin wif each other and it whenever they ar in church.. it's jus heaven 4 them.. whereas everytime when im in church.. it's always jus church 4 me..

and lookin at s25/s24.. how mani guys am i able 2 stick wif?? NONE.. i got a liitle uncomfortable sometimes when talkin 2 brian, willy, daryl and gerade.. i seldom get chances 2 see joseph coz he had a crazy work schedule and zhen zhou is in camp but when he's not he's always stickin wif xingni, angie and sis esther.. and usu i would stick wif alan but i realized tt he's still not tt close 2 me.. izzit becozz of the lack of guys in our cg?? or izzit we didn't attempt 2 reach out more? and also a gal cant b my best friendz.. period. and it seems tt everytime in cg im the onli guy not talkin 2 everyone else..

alrite so mayb i hav a problem wif everyone else.. but.. tt's not the pt.. take zhen cong 4 example.. he's the one i considered faithful.. when my relationship goes wrong.. he would jus listen.. when things goes wrong.. he would jus help.. when he got some gd deals.. he would jus share wif me... and though he's not a christian.. he's my best friendz and no 2 to Jesus.. and i realli thank the sisters 4 makin effort 2 tok 2 me.. but noe this.. i would not pour out my life in front of the gal.. i would not tell my inner secrets b4 a gal.. reason: u didn't noe the life of a guy..

i thank God tt He put me in children church tuition and also in TP harvesters where it is mostly male populated and i realli enjoyed these 2 ministries.. though we dun realli meet tt often.. i jus find the sense of belonging in these 2 grps.. and mayb tt's the remedy of forgettin the "broken" things deep, down me...

face it weiwei.. everydae in ur life the face ar virtually b4 u.. and on weekends, is physically b4 u..




after 4 daes of hangin out till late nite.. im finally back at home b4 10pm..

on fri i had transport.. sat is my cousin's party and sun and mon were choir practices 4 the healing crusade this fri and sat.. i totally dun hav time and everythin is so rush.. spirtually it was a low 4 me too.. i've been haunted by some ugly dreams i dreamt and it's like a scar mentally on my mind.. but after prayers and worship i felt a little better.. but 2 all my christian friendz... pls pray 4 me 4 this deliverance of bad dreams.. it had realli affected me so badly as at 1 pt i tot of leaving this earth 4 gd.. but dun worry.. i've made up my mind tt tt's not gonna happen..

and also 2dae i finally had some relaxation wi fmy my friendz.. we went 2 watch "hitch" and it seems tt my other friendz were laughin but i dun seem 2 realli enjoy.. jus tot tt it was so-so.. i would giv 6.5/10 4 this movie.. and after this movie we jus went home..

and rite now im home realli wan 2 catch up wif God.. i jus wished tt i would hav more time 4 me 2 realli reflect of wat i hav done 4 the past mths and also pray over certain decisions tt wre not made up.. rite now i jus noe tt there ar so mani things packed 4 me waitin 2 do.. the time will come when i hav 2 do these things.. but i jus pray tt when the time comes.. i would hav the guidance and wisdom over those issues.. and i also pray tt everythin will go well when i commit my everythin into God's hands..

it may seems things ar crashin.. but tt faith mus go on..




haha.. it seems like 2dae's entry will b like a story.. but i tink im gonna make it short and sweet..

2dae's tuition as usual.. so after everyone's dismissed i saw benjamin gettin food from the wedding buffet table.. i ask him, "can take mehz??" he sae, "can... the ppl told me 2 take coz the food cannot finish.." so im still a little worried and ask him acc me take.. and true enuff the food can be taken.. and it was a great spread.. wif all the nice vegetables and the seafood.. it was realli DE-LI-CI-OUS.. soon after evelyn came and hurried me 2 rush own 4 cg.. i told her 2 wait 4 a while as i go help myself wif 1 scoop of fried rice.. and i quickly gobble up and rush 2 cg.. 2 b honest.. this is the one of the best free lunches i ever had in my life.. muahahaha..

and when i rush down 2 cg i took some time 2 get some tidbits and i've got a packet of chocolates and gobbled them 1 by 1 again.. so i was rather filled in my stomach.. and after cg there is the usual refreshments.. realizing tt my stomach could not take it anymore.. i onli ate 2 pieces of chocolate cakes.. and after tt i rem tt i had a buffet party 2 go.. so i jus hoped tt my stomach will b a little empty by then..

after i reached the place and conratulate the birthdae gal... which is my cousin.. my aunts and relatives immediately asked me 2 go get food at the buffet table.. thank God this time round the food were diff and the stomach yeans 4 food.. so i jus had 1 round.. and a little bit of rice.. and i did not eat anymore.. 2 b honest i hav not eten realli much since i started fastin last yr.. so it's been 1 yr i've not been eatin like a pig.. and i dun tink i would b one in the near future.. lolzz..

and as i was at the chalet witnessing my cousin's 21st birthdae.. i suddenly tot of my 21st 2 yrs later... wat it would be i wonder?? a similar celebration like my cousin inviting lots of friendz and relatives 4 the buffet?? or simply dinner or meals wif cg members?? i realli do not noe.. (probably by tt time i've been attached or wat.. but it seems rather borin wif onli my gf.. but it doesn't seems rite spendin the bdae wif onli 1 grp of friendz.. but on the other hand.. it seems funni when u get all the friendz 2 come 2gether 2 celebrate my bdae..) so wat would it be.. or mayb.. celebrate in my NS camp?? lolzz.. well there's still 2 yrs 2 go.. i pray tt i would b able 2 noe wat's my plan then..

You Are In a Good Mood

Today, you're feeling pretty together and happy. While not everything is going you're way, you're keeping things in perspective. And it seems like things are looking up for you!

look at those tattoos.. hahaha.. it was the art pieces by the gals who wan 2 draw on my shoulders and my hands.. i mus sae.. it's quite nice.. but after i wash it.. the pen marks ar there and they were kinda ugly.. lolzz.. but aniwae nice stars.. and other sorts of pics too.. hahaha..

i jus read 2dae's devotional scriptures by pastor kong.. and it wrote like this:

the ppl of israel were angry wif God once again coz they had no water.. so the ever loving and giving God gave told moses 2 struck the rock and giv them water.. but moses was verii pek chek coz these ppl already whined at God mani mani times and this time, he jus flared out his temper.. scoldin them 4 their adoloscence.. and hit the rock and then the water flow out.. but God was disappointed wif him becoz moses flared up his temper 2 scold the children of israel.. so God told moses tt he will NOT see the promise land tt God had gave 2 the children of israel.. for he shall die b4 they enter the land..

it deeply reminds me tt God standards were tt so high 4 great and big ppl.. and pastor also added tt "it is a challenge 4 u as a leader 2 lead a team of disobedient ppl.." mani times u will jus flare ur temper and then walk away.. but God dosen't wan tt.. he wans somebodi who can overcome these problems and magnify God..

and this strucked me wif a thought tt i hav in mind this afternoon: there was this guy who successfully applied a senior mgt job and he was verii grateful by the cohesiveness of the mgt team.. therefore all of them were always 2gether discussing abt the mgt in the organization and also hanging out 2gether.. thus the unity of the grp was obvious 4 all 2 see.. however the mgt team is always drinking and one day.. this guy was realli drunk but God told him, "hey.. u ar a great man wif a great destiny.. dun follow their ways.." and wif tt.. he became convicted and quitted drinkin.. however the mgt team always claim tt they were 2 discuss their plans 4 the company and thus the guy still continue 2 tag along wif them.. but actualli most of the time they were actualli drinkin.. but this guy however, did not drink this time round.. and he was so fed up wif his mgt team as they were always drinkin and drinkin.. but he could not flare out his temper anyhow 2 them 4 they did not do any wrong.. and tt is the dilemma he is in..

oh well.. this guy would surely find a solution 4 himself..

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