Saturday, October 28, 2006
tHe ArMy DiArY - sLaCk sLaCk sLaCk
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i cant believe it.. after the field camp.. we were supposed 2 train up and get ready 4 IPPT.. however, the schedule is so slack 4 these 2 daes so much so tt there ar onli a couple of activities for 1 whole dae..
the sergeants ar startin 2 let their hair down too.. i realli wan 2 train up.. however.. i need assistance.. now eevrythin is so slack.. it is not my desire..
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2dae book out liaoz.. like wat 2IC sae.. we realli received lots of welfare this time round.. and 4 me its like wat is this.. book in 3 daes.. do nothin.. book out liaoz.. aniwae its gd 2 book out.. lolzz..
wEiwEi|11:20 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
cHaNgEs
1 mth in the army.. and now i view the world differently.. however.. its onli 1 mth.. yet things change fast..
perhaps 1 possible fact is tt when im locked up in tekong i do not noe wat the world is like except from newspapers.. however the world tt is nearer 2 me is wat im pretty concerned..
1 veriii gd and typical example is my physical and spiritual family..
my family - younger bro had his life turned upside down and condition is from bad 2 worse.. all the best 2 his A levels.. period.
my spiritual family (which is the cg) - its always like this.. when im gone 4 some reasons.. the cg will prosper and ppl lives will change and new friendzz will come in.. not sae im a jinx lahz.. coz aniwae i witness growth in cg also mahz.. but then its jus deja vu again like last yr.. last yr nicko dino and the young p6s came.. this yr xin hong brought friendzz and huang ya came.. then i began 2 view our bros in the cg verii differently.. i find tt their spiritual level is relatively gdd and 4 all this while.. i did not see tt gddd side of them..
how silly and naive i am back then..
but this change tt occur is realli gdd... however some tt changed is not towards the gdd but the badd.. rather some ppl fall back 2 their old ways and became worse..
and i realize: long hrs of talkin.. much efforts of helpin.. they realli look 2 u and put some form of dependance on u.. but when u ar gone.. they hav no one 2 depend on.. they fall back..
ouch.. but as 4 me.. i hav 2 realli strengthen myself physically.. mentally.. emotionally.. spirtually 2 prepare another dae of challenge..
wEiwEi|9:07 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
tHe ArMy DiArY - FiELd CaMp
1510062 daes of field camp had passed.. like wat OC said, yesterdae was an easi dae.. 2 b honest.. wat i do not like abt the field camp so far is the dark.. firstly is the fear of the unknown.. secondly, efficiency is veri limited..
4 the 1st time i am absolutely horrible.. will not bathe for 3 straight daes except usin powder 2 bathe.. and i see the mates ard me.. they were injured here and there.. almost everyone is tired.. we were told 2 endure.. but we were nv told how.. all we had is the unknown..
as 4 me.. i had blisters near my ankles but i jus limped on.. once again it reminds me 2 depend on God.. nxt fri when i book out i promise myself 2 put a big wide smile on my face..
171006the 5th dae of the field camp is rather awkward.. i dunno y.. probably is becoz of the tech break yesterdae.. it seems 2 me tt the break = no break except for a water bath and fresh food.. however it nv seems enjoyable 2 me..
ohh well.. heck care.. im onli lookin towards to friday... period.
201006finally im back 2 sengkang.. lolzz.. and i returned 2 company line on thurs.. how i miss the bed in company line and the stuff tt is ard me.. like wat PC sae.. we would treasure the time we hav on the beds in tekong.. and i hav a long weekend furthermore.. and rite now it was like a dream of wat i hav been thru.. and like wat OC said, yesterday was an easy day..
wEiwEi|7:33 AM
