there is strength in unity.. how true..

2dae's NBA Eastern Conference Finals we saw how the Orlando Magic won the Cleveland Cavaliers and now they lead the series by winning 3 games to 1..in NBA history onli a few teams managed to climb back from a trailing 1-3 to win the series..

now how come, the impregnable team led by Lebron James, will lose to a team who does not have a great player like him??

it is all due to the team effort..

the scoring burden does not fall on one player alone, but it is the team effort to score and win... besides Howard and Gortat, who were centers of the team, the entire Magic team knew how 2 shoot from the 3-pt range... thus they create matchup problems for the cavaliers.. who could not make use of their tall players 2 defend their tall players becoz their tall players can shoot 3-pt shots.. and even if they guard them from the outside, the big center Dwight Howard will pounce and dominate the pain jus like Shaquille O'Neal in his younger days..

Lebron worked hard in this game.. scorin 44 pts for the team, in fact, he had worked hard for all the games.. scorin at least 30 plus pts each game.. but his team mates didnt help him alot.. most of the time he had 2 make use of his exceptional individual talent.. and when the Magic defense collapsed on him, he trusted his teammates 2 shoot.. but most of the time his teammates fail 2 deliver..

likewise i believe... whether its a grp project... or a bball team... or even the cg... its not by one person alone tt can generate success.. sure, individual talents ar great.. but it can onli overcome small obstacles and it will eventually run into a wall when biggg obstacles ar met.. a gd example would b the cavaliers ar able 2 beat the Detroit Pistons and the Atlanta Hawks.. but against the Orlando Magic, who shared the ball ard and play team defense, their backs ar against the wall...

one person is nv enuff, a team mus go thru everythin 2gether as one, everyone mus b enthusiastic, everyone mus b able, everyone mus rise up, then the team will b able 2 see the power..




wat a great dayyyy 2 proclaim!!!!

i seldom bloggg abt my daily stuff since my army days.. but 2dae everythin gddd jus fall in place... it might not interest some of u.. so if u find it bored... y dun u get out of here and do somethin else??

firstly... the orlando magic beat the cleveland cavaliers... though i support the cavaliers.. im happi 4 this loss... why?? this will actualli help lebron james and co. realize tt they should play their game 2 an even better lvl.. the previos rounds where they beat their opponents by a wide margin didnt realli test their "greatness".. but this loss will set b4 them a tough challenge 2 overcome.. and i believe they can do it!!

of coz... after the bball match went out 2 meet my lovely michelle mei mie.. lolzz.. she still the same.. busyz.. tired.. always complianin her work probs and her ahem ahem stuffs.. but anyway we had a gddd time (i tink??) and after tt my MP4 player is finally BACK!!!! after more than 45 days of hiatus it is finally backkk by my side and not onli fix my main hardware probs... they also fix my softwares and i get better music.. woohoooo!!!! its like a new player 2 me again!! well anyways in the future i would not buy this anymore... its so unreliable.. but then again.. the ipod is exxxx... dun wanna spend so much $$$$ 4 a sleek brand and design wif so little storage space... i need a gddd brand besides creative and apple!! any suggestions??

i went home after tt and quickly get changed 2 shoot some hoops.. my leg has finally recovered from a bad cramp on sunday and it felt gddd.. and i broke my own record 2dae by knockin down 13 CONSECUTIVE JUMPERS~~ whooohoooo!!!! its no wonder tt the sec sch ginnas sittin by the side can onli stare in disbelief as they were not bold 4 a challenge.. (mayb they wan 2 peace off wif me by not challengin.. lolzz) i jus love my shootin touch.. hopefully it can maintain.. so tt i can settle 4 jump shots instead of slashin into the basket and gettin banged up most of the time... lolzz

well mayb the onli deflation 2dae was the meet up wif my besties bein postponed.. ohhh well.. the dae is goin 2 pass...




jus finish readin my chinese book abt "the critics of zhu-ge liang".. felt tt there ar alot of things tt blown my mind wide open..

here is a verse tt describes abt him..

有立功之志，而无成功之量；有合众之仁，而无用众之智

(Translation: Having a drive to succeed, but do not have the ability for success; have the ability to lead, but unable to bring the best out of the people)

i tink not onli him... but i noe most ppl in this organization hav this common trait.. dun tink so?? jus ask all of them 2 list down all the achievements and accomplishments.. u will find tt there is hardly a winner in the midst..

as christians... God promises us 2 b "the head and not the tail, above and not beneath," and yet while we kept on confessing and prayin abt it.. WE NEED 2 NOE WHERE WE STAND!!! it is not enuff 2 believe.. but its all abt ACHIEVING the goal we dream.. talk is cheap.. doing it cost time, money and even reputation.. everyone's scared... but i wish if u ar reading this u aren't afraid.. tt's y we overcome the devil by our word of testimony.. it is simply 3 words and 1 fact: I DID IT!!

i noe of mani leaders tt knew how 2 lead... in fact.. they hav a talent 4 leadin.. BUT.. they do not noe how 2 TEACH PPL TO LEAD.. which is i felt... a veriii veriii saddd case.. there is a chinese saying:

不孝有三，无后为大

(Translation: There are 3 ways of being unfillial, and the biggest of all is not naming a successor)

in other words.. succession planning is somethin tt is lacking in most organizations and most leaders... and those tt do not do succession planning ar the most selfish.. cruel and unworthy ppl ard.. a great leader motivates and brings up the ppl 2 their level and even better.. Jesus, the Son of God, the greatest Man on earth, said to us that we will do greater works than He has ever done.. the greatest apostle Paul wrote letters 2 the churches, believin tt they will do greater works 2 build up the foundations of the future.. Pastor Zhuang said in the emerge meeting earlier this yr, "when pastor kong steps down, 1 of u will lead this entire church, i will not lead, im already goin 2 retire jus like ps kong... but 1 of u will do even greater things than these in the future.."

talented and charismatic leaders means nothin.. when their achievements ar few and their development efforts ar mediocre.. leaders will become valuable and precious when they can teach their apprentices 2 become better than who they ar.. now tt's a GREATTT teacher indeed..






i told joyce b4 tt looks can b deceivin.. she agreed and she insists tt she did judge character based on wat is expressed..

i admired her 4 tt..

came across a facebook quiz tt asked, "wat do ur eyes say??" and the result was "innocent" and it says tt i "possess a passion of light which shines forth 2 mani ppl.." i rem i received comments from my friendz sayin tt "i am always like a kai xin guo...", "there's always fire in my eyes.." which i felt tt its quite true.. i looked into the mirror.. and there was those round and biggg windows of the soul.. tellin me 2 gear up 4 my best and gave me a sense of hope and life...

but then... somehow it didnt reflect my soul..

inasmuch i wanted 2 portray myself 2 b positive cheerful and bubbly so tt i could b a blessing 2 those ard me... there were mani things tt were shoved deep down and the groanings tt couldnt b muttered... the fact is... some things ar jus not gdd enuff... some things were jus negative.. bad.. foul.. i felt tt there were so mani probs and if i jus opened my mouth and bragged every single one of them... even those who ar patient would eventually faint..

wat then.. do i do 2 keep myself cheerful when ppl see me?? meditation?? No.. (though i need 2 meditate on the gddd things... somehow when i do it.. i'll tink of the bad ones too..) keep my mind suppressed? No. (coz if i do, not onli i would not tink of the bad things... but the gdd things and well.. in other words.. a retard..)

wat i did was jus to look at the person whom i am ard with..

i tink one (duh) fact is tt the ppl whom i hanggg out wif ar my gddd friends.. kakis.. cliques.. best pals.. buddies etc etc.. and when i look at them.. i immediately could tink of somethin gddd.. a quick one would b their pleasant personalities... outfits or even their looks... and tt's how i smiled.. becoz they, unknowingly, made me do it..

im so happi 2 hav these friendz ard me.. u cleared my soul and rejuvenated the windows.. awesome!!!




i realize tt i should stop all these nonsense abt pokin fun upon others... thank God i am trained 2 do so at my BIHTM semester..

it all started when kesh asked me, "hey... can take jokes anot??" and from tt on i made a decision tt i'll take all the jokes tt they sayyy.. soon later barry got emo over things tt some of the guys sayyy.. and he shown his "despair" when he hangin out2gether.. finally... the whole lot of us decided tt we should sayyy gddd things.. and tt's where the whole class came into place where everybody say smart things and heap praises..

wat then... is my capacity of takin jokes??

like alcohol... i can take a little... but not too much..

jus becoz of 1 simple fact.. i wanted 2 become better... i take critics seriously.. evry crook and cranny and imperfectness means alot 2 me.. in other words... i value alot of wat comes out of a person's mouth.. if its gddd.. it shall b maintained tt way.. if its baddd.. it should b improve tt way...

but NEVER NEVER NEVER mix fun and true critics 2gether... this is somethin tt i cant accept..

tt i call.. its bein MANIPULATIVE..

example... "Hey!! Wat's wrong wif u?? y cant u get ur food??"

do u tink tt the above statement is a joke??

i always tot tt i hav been deeply brainwashed.. and i always tryin 2 get things on the objective side... little did i noe tt some of the ppl i knew had been utterly brainwashed... wat an utter disappointment!!






gone were the days where i hav 2 travel all the wayyyy from sengkang 2 clementi 2 attend lectures and project grp meetings..

gone were the days where i hav 2 watch my time and do my assignments..

gone were the days i hav 2 attend makeup cgs 2 go 4 my sat classes..

gone were the days where i hav 2 find research and frustrations kicked in when there isnt any..

gone were the days where i do not noe wat weekends is all abt... wif classes 6 days a week and svc on sunday... this marathon nv seemed 2 b ending..

gone were the days where i had 2 stay up late at nite 2 do my assignements.. project assignments.. presentations etc etc..

gone were the days where i am so tensed up.. stressed.. and always tink abt workk... workkk and MORE WORKKKKK..

gone were the days where i tink abt my workkk even in my dreams.. (this is true... but i dun tink it'll go away tt soon... hopefully it will..)

and now i declare..

THE START OF MY FREEDOM!!!! EXAMS AR OVER!!! AND SO IS THE SEMESTER!!!!

lookin backkk its realli fasttt... i wish i could hav done more or done better.. but at least i exp it and went thru it... i always told my close friendz tt its realli badd... its realli tough.. veriii few of them even believed tt it is tougher than my army life... but i felt tt it is.. in the army when u hav nothin 2 do.. u slp.. until ur commanders or superiors tell u 2 do somethin then u do.. even when in outfield.. u slack and slp most of the time... 4 the past few mths.. how 2 slp?? there isnt enuff time 2 complete the assignments already.. let alone rest time?? my classmates sayyy tt in the army is physical stress.. this course is mentally stress.. since when physical stress is realli "true stress"??

after the exams yesterdae.. i raise both of my hands in victory... its jus sums up everythin tt i exp 4 the past few mths.. period




yes.. 4 all of u who seen me b4.. ur 1st impression of me is "TOO SKINNY!!!"

(unlike miss m... who tinks im a ah bengz..)

(and unlike huimin... who tinks im an indian.. RACIST!!!!!!!)

well now i've got shockin news 4 u...

im realli facin a weight crisis.. (worse than erika i supposed.. she DOESN'T realli hav 1 anyways.. she's jus tryin 2 psycho all of us tt she has!!!)

my latest parameters: 181cm (height) and 54kg (weight)
BMI: 16.48

well.. i mus clarify this.. i DO NOT purpose myself 2 lose weight... IN FACT.. i ate alot in sch and at home.. ask my parents.. ask my sch mates.. they all hate it when i can eat alot and dun grow fat.. but i guess... my food is lesser than my work.. and when food < work.. there's more likely 2 lose weight lor..

ARGGHHHH!!!! and this wk i haven been eatin alot... my weight finally "gave way" and dropped.. now my ideal weight for my height is 63KG AT LEAST... how 2 reach tt??

well my mum commented tt when i go 2 swiss i mus eat more.. whack their buffet like there's no tomolo.. well i supposed i could if its true tt their chicken its from cordon bleu and dishes were catered from gordon ramsay's skills...

well there's a chi sayin "its a blessing 2 eat" （能吃是福） and whenever someone gain weight.. we would say "u ar blessed" （你发福啦！）i guess the blessing here means the outcome from eating rather than the process or the capacity 2 eat.. lolzz

someone bless me!!!




me: “我可以用整个宇宙，换一个红豆。。”
"I would use the entire universe (my everything) and xchange 4 a red bean (heart)"

miss m: "是吗？（现在）不见得有这种痴情的男人。。”
"izzit?? i dunno if there's guys tt still could love passionately.."

me: “我还会啊！我很久没有女朋友了。。”
"i will!! after all.. it's been a longgg time since i hav a gf.."

miss m: “你最后一次是几时？”
"when is the last time u had one??"

me: "有。。大概五年了！！”
"about.. 5 years~!!!"

most of my friendz tink tt im still not ready 2 find a gf yet.. or rather.. im still not ready 2 fall in love.. some of my friendz criticize me 4 bein flirty and all and they tink tt i hav no chance of realli hav a romantic and long lastin relationship..

in fact.. im still waitin 4 the special her..

she mus:
- b able 2 make me xchange my universe (my everything) for her red bean (heart)
- tt means... is ok if she dun love bball.. or even dun like watchin..
- in short.. when i fall in love wif her.. she mus b the ctr of my attention one rank lower than God..

(other details 2 b confirmed.. geez.. cant tink of em rite now...)

back 2 muggin..






yup... its been 12 days since i last blogged.. and exams ar on the 11th-14th of may... so u would not see mi bloggin at tt period of time too.. (mayb i would.. who noes? lolzz)

am currently also readin this in the midst of my study wk:



i was blown away by so mani insights.. though i do not agree wif some arguments he had.. the author had helped me into seein things wif a new dimension..

i had loads of stuff 2 bloggg abt this book.. will b backk soon.. hopefully..

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