Life's Like This... in Luzern

Wednesday, February 13, 2008
pRe DePaRtUrE w0rDs

alrite b4 i fly off i still can do 1 thing.. use the internet and blogggg!!!

(i noe i abit long winded.. but pls bear wif me can?? it's like im not able 2 use the internet over an unknown period of time.. ohhh tt hurts!!)

im STILL rather nervous abt my 1st flight overseas.. its been a longg time since i took a commercial flight.. the last time i took a plane was last nov. but it was budget airlines.. this time the commercial flight the things and services wouldn't b the same..

CSM is like gan cheong sia.. make us wait at the gate b4 it had opened.. but thank God he nv restrict our movement within the airport.. lolzz.. or it'll b regimentation 2 the max..

well jus now erika asked me, "do u feel saddd leavin??" im like, "yes.." she asked again, "ar u excited leavin??" i ans, "yes..".. well im like excited.. nervous.. scared.. watever emotions i had u name it i got it.. hahaha..

hopefully i hav a chance 2 use the internet in brunei ahh ehhhh.. but i dunno whether the country got the speed and the facilities.. ohhh well..

well till my nxt chance of usin the internet.. if not i'll b onli able 2 bloggg when i get back!!!

finally now tt alan is gone.. i suddenly rem tt the cg would b rather diff now tt he's gone.. i felt a sadness within.. but sometimes u onli appreciate ppl when they ar gone.. ohh well.. he'll b back in dec.. 10 mths is verii fast realli.. i hav been servin NS like 17mths already and i can still recount how nervous i am when i entered BMT.. hahaha..

but anyway alan will always b in our hearts and minds.. our SENIOR alan.. hahaha..

wEiwEi|12:01 AM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008
oFF t0 BrUnEi

by the time u all read this.. i'll prob b at the airport or perhaps already in brunei..

我胡思乱想你一直握着我手
让我释放然后慢慢宽广

i hav been thinkin wildly abt my trip 2 brunei.. after all this is my 1st overseas exercise trip.. i heard stories on how the ppl suffered and how tough the terrain is.. everythin's like so baddd in brunei.. there's no entertainment.. no fun.. nothin except thick forests and even thicker jungles..

on the other side.. some of them jus wished me all the best and a safe trip 2 brunei.. to them its jus another overseas trip and i'll jus not b ard at tt period of time..

im realli confused by wat they say out there.. the uncles says the terrain at our exercises in singapore is jus like a garden.. but to me its like already more than enuff then wat i could bear..

and then i look 2 God.. and suddenly i over heard this songz tt was sang and the lyrics ar placed as above.. God wants me 2 go thru this wif Him.. for He will release my fear and i need 2 trust Him..

and i tot abt it carefully.. if the men in the coy showd no fear.. y should i fear?? furthermore things ar gonna get better as my load will b much more comfy when im over there.. but 14 days could b tormentin.. watchin the daes fly by could b a kinda motivation 2 push on.. perhaps wat i could look 4ward to is the 4 daes of free time - 2 daes for weapon maintenance and adminstration and 2 daes of rest and relaxation (R&R).. those could b the daes where i wind down and come into the presence of God after all tt work is done..

so the 2 wks i realli need God 2 b always wif me.. wif the principalities and the powers ruling in brunei it doesn't seemed like an open heaven 2 me.. PLS PRAY 4 ME..

wEiwEi|4:19 PM

Monday, February 11, 2008
cELeBrAtIoNs

alrite there u go.. the chi new yr special cum the wEiwEi's birthday.. it's always like this.. every chi new yr = my bday.. and it's all abt the P-R-I-C-E (People Receive I Collect Extra.. of coz the xtra its the bdae ang bao ahhh ehhh~~)

mani ppl took this period of long weekend 2 rest.. i wanted 2 do somethin.. like organize a realli excitin get 2gether wif cousins and relatives or mayb a great and wild nite out wif friendz.. but things turned 4 the other way and the none of the plans were related 2 my initial plans at all..

firstly i tot abt watchin the movies 2gether wif my coussies and go 2 the games cafe 4 a happi time out 2gether.. instead they chose 2 play LAN and play pool in town.. and the best thing is i dun LAN game.. then i spent my time chillin out wif some drinks and went 4 a few video games somewhere near the LAN shop.. and then there was pool.. i tot its the same old thing every yr tt we played pool durin CNY and sad 2 sae this yr there was no change..

i remain positive as i look 4ward 2 the nxt dae evenin where he hav steamboat dinner wif the cg and the chi friendzz.. i was thinkin we could hav a long nite out.. but tt's realli optional since the cg aint tt spontaneous.. wats most impt is the no of ppl tt would show up.. in the end there was like not much.. and they got loads of food.. and there were lots of leftovers too.. (they aren't food tt can be kept 4 the disciples 2 eat along the way.. coz the disciples were already full.. and were thinkin on how 2 get rid of the leftovers..)

nevertheless im still pumped up 2 go 2 various houses 2 bai nian on the 3rd day.. there'll b ang baos.. games.. and most imptly NIGHTLIFE!! we will b either playin mahjong till late nite or KTV till wee hrs or.. i dunno.. im jus excited.. but at abt 5.30pm im already drunk thanks 2 the poor mixin of vodka where's the mixture's onli 50-50.. in the end i finished the whole cup and i start 2 see things swingin in front of me.. im convinced tt im sober.. but as i went 2 hav dinner wif my parents i was dead drunk en route and i hav 2 retire 4 the nite as earli as 9pm..

thank God im ok when i woke up at 4 in the mornin.. went 2 church and the CNY atmosphere is still lingerin inside expo.. lolzz.. after lunch i tot of shoppin b4 goin 4 the bdae and farewell dinner.. but everyone's goin back home and i hav to too.. and dinner as pretty normal.. the post dinner sabo 4 alan is so awkward coz alan's not spontaneous.. we retire b4 the dae ends..

my bdae finally arrived.. it was packin time 2 brunei and i was so fluttered inside becoz of all the hangovers i had durin tt long weekend.. nevertheless i packed up everythin and made sure tt i lacked nothin.. and my bdae the highlight was eveyone had 2 go 4 a crew cut regardless of ranks in our unit as we go 2 brunei 2 daes later.. i had mine and this realli remind me of my SISPEC trainee days exactly 1 yr ago..

everydae there's always somethin unexpected.. and its been goin on 4 almost a week.. instead of moanin of wat had happened i realized tt God's in control and He noes wat He's doin in my life..

then there's brunei.. God i leave it up into ur hands..

wEiwEi|10:50 PM

Monday, February 04, 2008
EaRLy BiRtHdAy

mi lovely gang setup a bdae celeb 4 me.. gee how sweet of them.. here ar some of the pics..

cherlyn: sometimes u wish tt u can b EVEN up close and personal wif her.. lolzz.. but who would wan 2 reject takin pics wif her??

janice: the 少男杀手??? man she realli wan me dead..

cong: tt's my gddd old pal who had his priorities reserved 4 the cake rather than the photo..

all together now.. wif wan yee and anni in it..

and of coz an individual photo 4 the soon to be 22 yr old medic..

wEiwEi|10:25 PM