this wk is realli quite hectic.. in actualli quite frustrated over alot of things.. but since it has 2 b done.. might as well do it and get it over real quick..

zhi pei's bdae is comin up.. and gdd old cong is not able 2 make it.. and furthermore my bookout timin is a qn mark.. hopefully i could bookout at abt 7pm.. but these daes the coy is realli takin their time 2 book out.. i tink most prob is their immunity 2 the temptation of civilian pleasures.. tt's y they jus dun feel like bookin out double quick time.. and furthermore i haven decided on the location.. hopefully zhi pei will like wat was bein arranged 4 her..

and in our battalion work and probls ar always pilin up and its never endin as usual.. am quite frustrated by the fact tt the other coy was borrowin medics from us 2 help them cover safety 4 their PT trainin.. i advised the conductin officers 2 get their medics from the med ctr but my words fell 2 death ears.. and while our offrs ar doin them a favor in order 2 gain recognition from future favors.. i personally felt tt it was not necessary 2 do so coz 4 the past 1 yr we did not realli ask anythin much from tt coy itself.. instead they ar always askin 4 help.. and time and again we hav 2 rescue them from their crappy work..

i was told yesterdae tt i'll b performin some bball stunts 4 some camp thingy on sept.. wat i heard was tt the bball stunts were audtions 4 the entry 2 the camp.. tt's wat i heard.. and im not sure.. but later on i receive a sms sayin tt the plan was finalized as they appreciate the volunteers tt were presentin their own pieces 4 the auditions.. i was so stunned and i realize tt this has been ongoin and i was THE LAST 2 NOE.. after i read the msg i was left fumin and realize tt these ppl do not even care abt wat i tink.. SO WAT IF U CAN GET THINGS DONE?? U CANNOT TREAT ME LIKE TT!!!

and i had so mani other plans on hand.. but wif these things not goin well i had 2 halt the other plans i had.. its frustratin.. but i felt tt these probs has 2 b dealt wif seriously..




1st thing tt i did 4 my civilian conversion course - get back 2 my tuition ministry..

i wanted 2 do so mani things.. apply 4 a job.. a uni.. perhaps gettin my driving license and etc etc.. but i felt tt the 1st thing i had 2 do is get back 2 the work of God.. get my balance back.. i've been so into army and i felt tt these 1mth b4 i ORD could get me back on track 2 teachin the kids once again.. seein them nurturin and growin in knowledge is the best way 2 make me feel accomplished as a teacher and a person.. and b4 i ORD i wan 2 get back 2 the track on focusin on the children's education again..

and i jus felt within my mind.. tt there is a shift of a realm.. wat happened 2 me previously was perhaps like a dream.. an exp... its like a fantasy reality.. it realli had happened 2 me.. after all tt i had been thru these 1 yr 10 mths.. finally will come 2 an end in abt 5 wks time.. finally there's the light at the end of the tunnel..

did i realli did this?? becomin a full fledged medic spec?? did i realli get a silver 4 IPPT?? hav i realli pass my SOC?? how did i managed 2 go thru so much sufferin and in the end im still standin??

i believe all these qns had onli a 1 word ans: GOD.. hav it not been Him.. i do not noe where i am 2dae.. i cant believe i went thru all these and yet.. im still pretti ok wif the route i had.. it was diff.. it was impossible.. but it seems tt i made it..

durin fellowship this wk i actualli had the mindset of a civilian.. im actualli able 2 tok like gentleman instead of the rugged sergeant i noe best.. lolzz.. the best times will come.. and it will eventually arrive when SEPTEMBER starts.. hahahahah..

im bookin in later already.. i feel blue as usual.. but there's somethin within me tt's so diff.. instead of thinkin, "how long will this goin 2 last??" i keep tellin myself, "it's gonna b over!! its gonna b over!! endure!! endure!!" its like seein the end pt at the end of a longgg route march.. or enterin into the enemies terrain ready 4 a last battle..




ohh boy ohh boy.. i jus cant wait the dae he post out as HQ CSM.. we hav been sufferin under the turmoil of his hulabaloos and wat ifs and nots.. so this time is HQ turn.. muahahahhaha..

so wat will possibly b the fate of the battalion HQ??

here could b some possible outcomes:

- PT!!!! every mornin HQ will fall in in the special attire: singlet and slacks and shoes.. then he will make them do 200 jumpin jacks.. run from 1 end 2 another.. climbin up staircases and run from floor to floor..

- and after PT he'll proceed 2 check emails and stuff.. and while his office is in S4 branch he'll start arrowin the ppl there 2 help him do work tt he doesn't noe how 2 handle and he will screw them once things go wrong.. while he keeps on readin emails and perhaps surfin internet all dae long..

- he'll prob visit QM branch quite often.. he jus love 2 arrange stores and do it his ways and screw the storemen whenever possible.. y dun he become a commando logistics specialist?? i jus couldn't understand.. but aniwae QM branch could prob hav a hard time doin his ways..

- he'll prob walk ard barechested 2 impress CO and S3.. perhaps he'll impress chief clerk and RQ even more..

- he'll do stand by bed ever more frequently.. as he do not like messy bunks the storemen could prob find themselves in a stresful mode of arrangin their bunks neatly.. he'll prob wan 2 conduct standby bed 4 the PS.. and all will bow under his desire of gettin things rite.. who noes the PS from the various coys would start 2 treat him as the "battalion's no 1 enemy"

- he couldn't hide his desire of becomin a nurse 1 day.. and he'll prob wan 2 take control of the med ctr.. once he start eyeballin the med ctr the joker's days ar numbered.. muahahha.. so instead of siam-ing PT and all the under physical stuff.. y not obey his orders 2 do PT?? as the sayin goes, "if u cant beat 'em.. join 'em.."

- the more fortunate ones will b the 5 HQ medics and the coy medic tt is goin 2 ORD.. they will not.. or prob jus a little bit.. come under his command as HQ CSM.. but by the time he took control the big5 and the only one ar already clearin their leave and applyin 4 ORD clearance.. they will get 2 see the sufferin.. but the will exp none of it.. lolzz

says 1SG Goh, PS 'B' coy:

"then jus let HQ suffer from his PT!! we ar not sufferin anymore!!"

HURRAY~~!!!!!!




so after ops basicnet i tried 2 resume 2 normal lifestyle: work from mon-fri.. enjoy from sat-sun..

and i realized it isn't as easi as b4..

im quite amazed how the surroundings had changed ard me.. there were korean friends who were joinin us.. some of the gals and the guys got a new look.. euquin had graduated.. keng moh joined usher.. michael brought friendz.. melvin was trasferred 2 our connect grp.. and the list jus goes on.. in short.. ppl ar actualli moving on..

i actualli still remained as where i was.. same old me.. doin the same thing everydae.. yes although we ar preparin for our 4NTM mobilisation and movin onto the nxt phrase on our unit life i jus felt tt its onli within the camp tt had changed.. wats outside at the fences of the camp had actualli changed quite abit.. and its gonna affect me.. esp when im goin 2 ORD in 2 mths time..

perhaps its my "life clock" has stopped.. durin ops basicnet work was mundane and i jus go thru the motions everydae.. jus 2 live dae by dae.. i didnt live wif purpose and passion 4 the past 1 mh.. and as a result i fall way behind..

i tried 2 gain back my passion and purpose.. and now im still trailin way way back.. i could feel tt i huff and puff wif my spirit and soul tryin 2 catch up.. but some things jus couldn't b done in a short while.. and nxt wk the weekend is burn due 2 urban ops trainin..

then i felt like givin up the chase.. but its so stupid coz its jus less than 2 mths to ORD.. im so caught in the middle.. and when im stuck i started 2 worry abt things.. abt my future.. my uni studies.. findin a job and so on.. and also frustrated abt this weekend coz its burnt becoz of the urban ops trainin..

and i officially declare tt im goin thru a hard time rite now..

perhaps my present situation is like the bball game i played few daes ago.. my opponents were fit and strong and it took me a 3pt shot and a few acrobatic layups 2 get the game goin and win them and at the end of it feelin tired and breathless.. therefore it'll probably require my willpower and the Holy Spirit 2 overcome this.. and at the end of the dae knowin tt i got thru this its becoz of Him..




finally it has ended..

well 4 the past 1 mth i hav been lookin 4ward 2 bookin out after every 2 daes of work.. it's like the happiest moment had arrived when i hand over my duties 2 the nxt person and after tt i can book out.. despite mani naggings from the CSM abt certain areas of the job.. i still put on a positive attitude and carried out my duties the best i noe how.. coz i noe after the nxt dae i'll b able 2 walk out of camp and get some rest..

4 the ppl in attached 2 sembawang.. they ar also quite a happi lot.. when they stand down from their duties they actualli get 2 rest in a bunk tt is specially made 4 them.. it's an air conditioned bunk where they can rest and do their own stuff.. there's also hot water for bathing and cookin.. it's almost like a chalet 2 them... there ar also gym facilities and soccer tables 4 them 2 use and play.. and they jus love the feelin where they took a nice shower and tugged in confortably under their blankets in their air conditioned bunk.. despite the fact tt they were onli able 2 book out for 1.5 daes after stayin at sembawang for 4 daes.. they ar still happi wif wat they hav over there..

the ppl attached 2 changi airport also had a great time too.. despite tt they hav 2 wake up earli in the mornin 4 the bus 2 arrive.. they still ar able 2 catch up wif some slp at their respective guard rooms.. once in a while they will do some patrol and tt's it 4 them.. they spent most of the time hangin ard at the guard room idlin while waitin 4 the time 2 pass.. though at times CSM may call them down 4 PT but i can see tt they also like the "way of life" 4 the past 1 mth..

and now everythin's over..

it's back 2 everydae lifestyles again.. suddenly the company had much more ppl.. more buzzing and lively.. but everyone's busy preparin and sortin out their stuff trasitin into the nxt phrase of our trainin.. the gdd old daes ar gone..

still.. some of us could not 4get basicnet.. great time.. great job.. lolzz..











5 Reasons why i love the tiger:

-im born in 1986, feb 11.. its the tiger yr on the chi calendar..

-speakin of the chi calendar.. my chi bdae falls on the 3rd dae of THAT lunar yr.. by default im the "3rd tiger" of the tiger clan.. lolzz

-my dad's a tiger too.. he's born in 1950.. as a chi sayin goes.. “虎父无犬子” (a 'tiger' father doesn't hav a dogg son..) so tt's y i dun realli hav a fetish 4 dogss.. (SORRY XINGNI!!!)

-my unit, 2SIR, though we call ourselves lions, but we actualli belong 2 the "tiger family" (3DIV)

-tigers roar, pound and dominates.. whoooo!!! (of coz, wif human bein ordained by God 2 rule the earth and subdue it.. tigers end up in the zoos and the circus performin..)

recently i had a vision.. seein the tiger roarin out from its cave and its awoken.. it kept on roarin 2 signal tt he's gonna come out and pounce on its enemies once again.. and the tiger would go as far as its legs could take it..

i pray i will hav a passion 2 go on and on and on.. as far as i could go..

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