for the past few daes not been bloggin.. ohh btw i changed the skin.. i dun wanna play punk actualli.. but then graffiti is a way of life.. and its the onli kinda art tt i can appreciate.. lolzz..

actualli for the past few daes i composed a chi poem myself everydae.. deep down in the heart its so cold and blue.. it felt like an agent freezin all the events and thoughts tt i possess within me..

and wat i realli wan 2 do is 2 break all these frozen items apart and start everythin again..

sometimes i jus wish tt im not exactly wat i am.. time and again i told myself tt i chose the road and there's no turnin back.. time and again i wan 2 run 2 my future but i kept fallin down.. i fell so mani times tt i hav been cryin.. bleedin.. and i kept on goin.. but the more i press on the more i bled.. i cried.. and most times i moved by my will power and courage 2 go on..

time and again i was told 2 look back but i didnt.. i onli stood there.. bleedin.. cryin.. and God was there.. but there aint no "miracles" tt realli happen 2 me.. all i knew was the moment i decide 2 stop cryin i tried 2 walk.. and eventually run again.. and then i fall.. sometimes the way i fall open old wounds..

i tried 2 die.. probably tt would b the best way.. and suicidal tots comes from repeated negative responses and outcomes in ur big brain.. wat's the pt of walkin so farr and then suddenly an angel came by u and sae, "chope!! wrong way dude.." and u find urself hearin the same msg again and again when u chose a path..

i am so discontent.. i seriously wan more.. more than this life..




ok 4 u ppl who doesn't noe a single word here.. my apologies.. especially my non mandarin friendzz.. but then again my mandarin friendzz.. it doesn't mean tt the entry below u will understand.. lolzz..

(PLEASE VIEW IN UNICODE UTF-8, MANY THANKS..)

殿上满腹经
不知庐有奇
文达孔孟道
武胜孙吴机

壮志如武侯
欲达管乐功
忠义与赤心
不异梁山汉！

孔孟： 孔子，孟子 - 春秋战国时， 此二人常被称为 “圣人”

孙吴： 孙子，吴子 - 春秋时，此二人深通韬略，善晓兵机，深得后人的仰慕

武侯： 平北大都督丞相武乡侯领益州牧知内外事诸葛亮

管乐： 管仲，乐毅 - 战国时，此二人有辅佐弱主之能，为国建了大功

梁山汉： 宋朝时，一百零八条好汉聚于梁山


我想世人欲知，此是何人？

我想说的是，他绝非等闲之辈。虽有许多人在世上有梦想，有希望。他却深深了解世界的变动，感慨人生的喜怒哀乐。朋友都问他，“其志如何？” 他常笑而不答。平日比喻自己如诸葛孔明，未曾想过自己是兴周的姜子牙，开汉的张子房。

如今此人隐居此国。。。




come on everybody.. celebrate wif me!!!

Middlesborough 2 Chelsea 1

Hurrah Hurrah Hurrah!! Whewwwww Wheeeeeeettt!!!!

ohhh ohhh wait wait.. b4 i 4got somethin..

Charlton 0 Man Utd 3

yayyyyyy.. let the celebrations begin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i saw this result.. i dunno how 2 express myself.. coz im in the bus and i cant giv a loud yell, can i?? lolzz... it realli perks up my dae wif such a result.. sometimes u ar wonderin if God is gd 2 u.. but jus like wat Don Moen sae,

"God is gd all the time!!
and all the time... God is gd!!
and God is gd!! All the time!!
and all the time!! God is gd!!"

Erika (during FOP) : well.. he realli did it.. jus like u sae..

well aniwae i dunno whether this match is plan divinely by God.. but the result is gd!!! and God is still gd!! all the time!!

and all the time...........




a scene of a certain jap/korean show caught my eye and i stopped 4 a watch last nite at home..

this couple's car got stuck when the car slide from the road and into the mud.. to cut things short.. while they ar waitin 2 hitch a ride off.. he told the gal, "u noe.. i hav learnt tt greed can affect our relationship.. tt's y i learn not 2 b greedy 4 u.. and i hav learnt tt when u do so, it will come 2 u naturally.. but whereas when i greed.. it repels me.."

4 a moment tt greatly flashed my mind and my 1st impression is, "how come he noes tt?? he's not a christian!!"

well aniwae as christians we all noe tt the tenth commandment is do not covet.. which is greedy or materialism.. but it is obvious tt this guy knew his ways and loves the gal so much tt he was able 2 take responsible 2 this relationship and make it a gd one.. and sometimes we got veri possessive in a relationship.. always wanting the person 2 love us the wat we do..

and aniwae it kinda speak 2 my heart tt saes, "let it go.. jus let it go.. let ur heart b free.."

and i realized.. i need 2 lay it down b4 His altar so tt i can receive the right decisions 4 it..




firstly.. there is an abundance of shots..

team USA beat china 121-90 at the world bball championship at japan last nitez.. wheeee.. not sae i dun like yao ming.. but i tink they ar not as gd as team USA as they hav players like carmelo, wade.. and LBJ.. LBJ.. LBJ.. hahaha.. whooooo.. i hope the team win the championship!!

(ok, 4 u non bball freaks who dunno wat im talkin abt.. pls go visit NBA.com and if u still dunno wat's tt all abt.. pls press alt+F4 and shut down ur PC now..)

secondly.. the abundance of goals.. read the sports column of today's today and saw the score:

Man Utd 5 Fulham 1

i wanted 2 jump in joy but i saw this score line too..

Chelsea 3 Man City 0

sianzz.. my joy became silent.. but i tink man u deserve all praise for havin such wonderful performance!!

thirdly.. abundance of FOOD

Nurainee started 2 distribute sweets 2 us as 1 of the guys came back from europe.. the sweets were niceee!! hahaha.. i asked for more and there were manyyyyy.. and becoz michelle had some prob he gave her share 2 me.. so as a result there were much more.. hahaha.. also alexis bought sugar coated cakes from POLAR bakery..

and i told michelle..

"woww!! no more monday blues!! monday IS a gd dae!!"




though it's not so horrifyin or scary like the american haunting which is abt 2 b released in cinemas.. this is equally devastatin..

i actualli lied on the bed at 8pm and realized its 11pm when i woke up.. i didnt noe wat 2 do.. all i knew there was a crossfire of loud music as my parents were playin the songz "i had a dream" and my bro blastin his usual chi songz.. and my mum walked pass my room and sae, "wahhh.. so loud the music u also can slp ahz.."

i hav absolutely no strength.. the nxt thing i noe is tt i wan 2 fall back 2 bed again..

again i woke up.. at 4am in the mornin.. i went 2 my com and see if i hav any msn msgs.. but the com has been rebooted.. i knew i would hav lost some words which were supposedly 4 me..

therefore my reaction: wat would they tink?? should i ask wat was mentioned 2 me?? ohhh man i screwed it up.. it'll b a bad dae later..

but i grabbed my mp3 player.. went into my room and worshipped God..

"Savior, He can move the mountains
my God is mighty to save,
He is mighty to save
forever, Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave.."

i felt the peace of God in my heart.. and God confirmed His word wif me..

"u ar My beloved.. I giv u sleep.. (pslams 127:2)"

and i woke up at 630am as usual.. on the go..

so far so gdd.. my dae has been alrite..




no no.. im not goin 2 sing here.. but ermm.. i jus wan 2 comment 1 of the faithful friendzz i hav ever seen in my life..

no no.. its not moniseur willy joe.. i had blogged enuff of him (and when i sae tt.. im actualli bloggin him!!)

name: john wang
age : 17
lives in: hougang ave 5
studies in: ITE East (Simei)
loves: God, and 1 gal too.. hahaha

dear john, (eeee... so er xin.. but aniwae here it goes)

i realized tt u always wan 2 share wif me ur joy.. ur hurts.. ur everythin tt happened 2 u 2 me.. but then again.. some times i hav no time 4 u.. some time im jus too tired 4 u.. or sometimes.. well.. u-noe-wat-happen-2-me..

but still i hav 1 thing tt is true abt u

u ar a faithful person, u noe tt somehow or rather u will not giv up ur walk wif God.. times ar always tough 4 u.. bu ur faith in God seems so gdd..

and when well.. ppl dun seemed 2 care abt u.. u seemed bold enuff 2 face them again.. knowin tt u hav nothin 2 lose.. well most ppl ar jus thin skinned ppl who will jus care abt their own hurts.. but u ar diff.. when u ar bein mocked or ridiculed.. u boldly confront the situation.. and then u overcame it..

after much daes and nites of talkin and counsellin.. u finally learned 2 press on wif God knowin tt ur road is tough.. wats amazing is tt u start 2 write songz and learnt to encourage u-noe-who.. haha.. so tt's it man.. u ar on ur way 2 glory..

ohhh and btw.. thanks for always lookin out for me.. u hav indeed fulfil ur role of bein a gd friendzz.. cheers..




this is the 1st time in many wks.. ahaha.. tt it is my not-so-blue monday..

woke up at 630am as usual feelin abit tired.. but i tot i'll jus spend my dae at the warehse to sleep.. but when im on the bus.. i felt the presence of God coverin me.. and i noe i could start the dae right..

all its rite indeed.. i even complain 2 the police guard tt the i-verii-pek-chek-her police was not doin her duty by scannin thru my bagg at the airline hse check pt.. muahahaha..

but 4 michelle it started.. well.. rather awkward.. God bless her soul.. and life without moniseur willy joe appeared 2 b uneasy at 1st.. but i realized tt it time 2 move on.. we cannot leave under the shadow of moniseur willy joe.. thus saes bro wEiwEi..

and lunch at silver kris was seafood platter!! i tink it was the best set meal i ever had at silver kris since i start 2 go there.. lolzz.. at least there's 2 fish.. 1 prawn and 2 squid for me besides the vegetables and the fries on the plate..

after the fulfillin lunch.. i asked alexis 2 ask eunice 4 my pass again..

(now here is a short profile of eunice lee: she is 1 of the HR personnel of the SIA engineerin company.. she's in charge of makin passes for SIAEC.. however.. she everytime giv me tt "bin chao chao" face but i had a revelation tt she'll b pretty if she smiles.. and smile more frequently.. now tt will realli make my heart melt, wouldn't it?? haha.. ehhh no no.. i had enuff of adhoc-flirtin.. so i better not start all over again..)

therefore the reply was, "tomolo.."

alexis put down the phone and sae, "u realli believe its tomolo ahz?? if its tomolo i would buy 4D already!!"

wEiwEi: "yahzz.. and when u strike.. share half of ur earnings wif me.. since i gave u the gd sign.."






Profile
Mr Alan "cheeky" Chan Tian Ming
age: 23
DOB: 05/06/1983
occupation: technologist



wEiwEi: oh yahzz i recommend u kangta and vanness

ACC: ee

wEiwEi: wat eeee
wEiwEi: dunno how 2 appreciate modern culture
wEiwEi: no wonder u like all these slow and mushy songz..

ACC: then y u nv d/l?

wEiwEi: i dunno then i d/l
wEiwEi: but when i d/l i regret
wEiwEi: then i tink u this kinda person surely wan wan

ACC: realli meh? u tink for me ah? so touched leh
ACC: how come no TONG EN??
ACC: how come no KAIRA gong??

wEiwEi: of coz wat
wEiwEi: i preparin u 2 get married at 29
wEiwEi: therefore u mus b attached by 26
wEiwEi: so tt u can rehearse.. ample time 2 rehearse..

ACC: hey u haven't ans my 2 Questions

wEiwEi: coz i noe its super mushyy
wEiwEi: hahahahahaha

ACC: ya. so u still hv to d/l for me

wEwEi: eeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ACC: since u CARE so much for ME

wEiwEi: im a Holy bengz
wEiwEi: i cant go this industry

ACC: veri contradictory leh

wEiwEi: where got
wEiwEi: (scolds him some blah blah blahh.. but not vulgarities aniwae)
wEiwEi: u noe wats a Holy bengz JD?? (job description)

haha.. i guess u all dunno ehhh.. if u all tink u so clever can tagg it below and we'll discuss!! lolzz..




firstly.. i dunno wat would b the title 4 this entry..

secondly.. i dunno wat would happen nxt..

last nite at cg.. i nearly wasted 1 gd prophecy.. when the presence of God fell into the room.. God gave me a word via my discernment.. i wan 2 speak.. but the worship has not realli "quieten down".. so i waited.. but i realized sis helen was singin another chorus part and she was waitin.. again i did not response.. finally she wans 2 close wif a prayer.. jus the split second when she wans 2 do it.. i quickly open up my mouth 2 prophesy.. then i could see sis helen openin up her bible.. and the others exhorted..

nevertheless sis helen confirmed the word and close wif a prayer..

and at the back of my head.. i could hear a voice sayin, "do u noe tt u nearly wasted the word?? wat ar u doin??" and my spirit man kinda walk away from the Holy Spirit.. realizin tt it nearly caused me a grave error..

and 2dae its Moniseur willy joe last dae at SIA.. well when this guy is gone i hav 2 count the cover seats alone.. go 2 warehouse alone.. do the cradle alone.. and much much more worrrkkkkk he handover!! arggghhh..

and tomolo the cg is goin mines.. i dun feel like goin coz i may wan 2 go back home sleep.. lolzz.. been realli tired.. but shall see how aniwaes..

God U hold my future and U hold my world.. U will not leave me nor forsake me 4 U promised tt U ar wif me.. watch over my daes o God, i pray..




wat hav i exactly done??

b4 the start of these fun and laughter.. i was actualli preparin 2 enjoy myself.. but yet wat i receive is somethin diff from anythin else..

i can see hearts ar empty and has a need 2 b appreciated.. ppl tryin so hard jus 2 get things their way.. and when they had an opportunity to do so.. they screwed it up.. seriously..

they tot tt "it is their time" but heyyy.. who exactly owns the time?? them or God?? there was no order and no proper procedures.. or they wan 2 do is 2 do wat and how they noe best..

i read a story abt this general who yearn 2 lead a troop 2 guard a strategic point.. the prime minister initially had his doubts.. but when he sees his loyalty he gave him the troops and commanded him wat 2 do.. however he disobeyed the commands and he thinks tt his way will b better..

so he decided.. instead of stationin his troops by the road near the rivers.. he wanted 2 station his troops at the hill so tt his armies will crush the enemy like an ant.. however.. his big mistake came..

firstly.. the enemy cut off their supply of their waters.. this leaves them panic stricken.. then the enemy surrounded the hill wif bows and arrows tt is preparin 2 shoot them once they charge down.. and as a result they couldn't move.. finally.. the enemy burned the hill.. and this leaves them a total defeat and they hav 2 abandon the place..

wat does this tells us?? friendzz.. dun b rash.. hav wisdom in all things.. look from all angles.. this is wat pastor means by the spirit of excellence.. in all things do wif patience.. we mus see all the possibilities of success and failure and manage our own expectations.. of coz we mus hav faith.. but u mus noe when to activate faith and when 2 b wise.. an imbalance weight in an abomination 2 the LORD.. we mus always make sure tt we lead a balanced lifestyle in all things from all things..

the story nv fails 2 remind me tt i mus b patient and wise and b conscious in my work.. i hope tt will impact u too..




finally.. im here 2 giv a gd report!!

04/08/06(fri) - an explosive beginning



met up wif heng yang and willy at 4 plus.. was quite shocked tt the queue wasn't long.. we quickly went and get the front seats and then slowly there ar mani ppl coming in.. and here is mr ch.. ermmm no no.. kelvin chee at his best..



ta-da!!! whewww weeeet!! no more tt slacker's t-shirts and shorts and slippers.. but formal wear.. a tie.. and MY AIRPORT PASS!!! hahahaha...

so it started.. the atmosphere was ok.. i tot.. at least there wasn't mani ppl who were passive durin praise or stoned durin worship.. compared 2 last yr.. things got out smooth.. and i realli enjoyed myself.. but tt dae i was verii worn out.. so i got home.. immediately i slept..

05/08/06 - a better awaits



went 4 ministry in the mornin.. after ministry went out shoppin wif gloria and yock kee.. its been quite some time since the ministry ppl went out 2gether.. after tt went indoor stadium from bugis..

and i got 2 noe kelvin's friendzz rick over there.. daryl told me 2 tok 2 him and if necessary follow up on him.. surprisingly.. i found out tt he is also the same age as me.. had a gd tok wif him and realli hope tt he will come back 2 join us in church svc soon..

well FOP atmosphere takes a rise into another level on the 2nd dae.. realli enjoyed myself but i felt tt God spoke 2 me and sae tt, "it'll b better tomolo nite.."

06/08/06 - the wonderful finale



had service earli mornin and it was a long service.. but on sun nite there were more sisters joinin us 4 FOP for the 1st time.. lolzz..

the atmosphere was so gd and the presence of God was stronger for the past few nites.. no wonder God spoke and sae tt tonight its the best.. i believe its when on the last nite when the casual christians decided not 2 come.. God will appear in the midst of us 4 those who wans 2 worship in spirit and in truth..

in short.. wat pastor ed silvoso preached 3 nites is tt our mission field is here as shown below:




the mission: get the vegetables.. then the fruits.. then some beef.. chicken.. and preferrably the sweets.. and..

okok.. i talkin silly.. u all noe wat i mean..






i said bye-bye to this kinda pass on thurs.. so from fri onwards.. no more tt big V pass but onli tt big T pass tt i shall wear.. as i went 2 make my airport pass 2dae.. lolzz

went to the airport police station.. i couldnt find it.. i missed the stop and i hav 2 walk back and there's no proper rd 2 there.. and i landed at SATS.. asked the security officer and he told me 2 walk across the road.. i should hav known as heeded willy's advice and not rely on tt bus guide..

aniwae i went there.. waited 4 a while.. take picture.. and got my pass liaoz.. and i went to this place..



i went in there.. look look see see.. but there's nothin 2 look and see!!!! onli a han's cafe there.. i decided for some time.. and i decided not 2 eat there.. lolzz.. too ex liaoz.. went 2 tampines 4 breakfast cum mornin tea.. after tt went back 2 office..

after i reached office and after settlin some ad hoc stuffs.. i went 2 do my usual job.. but this time willy is not here as he had taken off.. so i hav 2 do it myself.. but to my utmost horror.. the cradles tt i hav 2 do is exceedingly abundantly much more since many daes and wks already.. and here's how it was stacked like..



Alexis Choy, secretary of Mr Chee (11 yrs) : wahh.. u stackin up toys ahz..

i sae it looks more like a war machine.. lolzz..

and guess wat?? i did it 4 the whole dae.. break record sia.. there's jus too mani..

and finally at 4 plus.. i left the office 4 FOP..

will update on FOP review realll soon!!! lolzz..




bloggin is like homework.. i mus sae.. i got realli lazy 2 bloggg.. its like lazy 2 do homework.. muahahaha

rite now i dun feel well.. the flu got blown up 2 my head.. pray tt God will heal..

(oops.. i sneezed again..)

rite the reason i got this heavy flu is becoz while i was at the warehouse.. there's the seat covers tt possess a thick layer of dust tt when i flip open them.. it goes in 2 my nose and dust flew in bundles and abundance and tt's it!! it enters my nose and i was sneezin all the way..

furthermore the warehouse is so cold lorrrrr.. got jacket still cannot keep me warm..

i told michelle tt my brain would eventually b blown out if i kept on sneezin like i know-how..

ohhh well tomolo's FOP.. wheee.. dun mourn.. i mean doen moen.. i heard his kinda interestin guy.. i shall see tomolo..

pray 4 me guys.. flu's baddd..

will update some previous entries.. which i was supposed 2 do.. like i sae.. bloggin is like homework.. when u owe it make sure u better hand in.. jus like pri and sec sch daes.. hahahaha..

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