Wednesday, June 27, 2007
wEeKeNdS wHaCkEd
the duties for the SAF ward is finally out.. congrats 2 me tt i got my duties of 1 of the weekend..
man it sux.. i tot.. the ward is so far.. and its on a busyz and enjoyable sat.. suck thumb sia..
then again i look at my duties at the med ctr for nxt mth..
i got 1 on sat.. 1 on fri.. and 2 other weekdaes duties.. and yet the other medics got lesser than me..
see how they bully the new ppl?? even specs ar not at the mercy!!
then i made a bloody wrong mistake.. i swapped my med ctr duties on the sat 2 this sun.. then when i walked out of the camp i realized tt the sat where i was supposed 2 do is also my confinement weekend becoz of the recruits 2 wk confinement period!! man im so upset wif myself.. i wanted 2 call up and revoke back my duties.. but im so confused.. in the end i decided 2 remain as it is.. and im realli frustrated..
but on the other hand could i realli save up a big sum now tt im bein confined?? hmm tt's the qn i hav 2 find out.. hopefully i dun hav the urge 2 spend much on my off daes or when im in camp AhHhhHhhh eHhhHHhHhH~~
wEiwEi|9:40 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
tHe MeDiC's pRaYeR
our Father in heaven
hallowed be Your name
let Your Hartman come
Your IV done
on them but not on us
give us this day our 8 to 5
and we forgive our MOs
when they do not issue MCs
and do not lead us to duties
for we want to book out everyday
for Yours is the kingdom and power
and glory forever
AMEN!!!!
wEiwEi|10:27 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
tHe bBaLL w0rLd
daryl tt time pointed out tt i hav bball skills.. he will prob tink twice when he sees me perform 2dae..
unlike the prev game tt i hav against the younger ones and some of the slightly older guys.. this is entirely a diff ballgame.. im takin on the seniors, or rather the veterans of this game..
to them im jus 1 kid who "possess dazzlin skills and do not noe wat the game is all abt.." they played gd defense.. spread the floor and make timely decisions durin the game.. whereas my decision makin was like crap.. most of the time i made it a "deadball" which im unable 2 do anithin except 2 pass.. and everytime when i pass is either 2 get rid of the ball or to setup an assist.. i failed 2 contribute my passes as part of the gameplay..
welcome 2 the REAL bball world.. young fella
perhaps for me i could not dominate when there ar players who had much experiences playin matches and played some great matches against great teams..
many times i try 2 convince myself.. no im not realli tt gd in bball.. there's a greater rock tt's higher than i..
i do not wan 2 live in fantasy thinkin tt i'll win all the time.. i need 2 play the real stuff.. there is jus so much 4 me 2 learn and improve in my game..
wEiwEi|9:01 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
tHe b0sS sPeAkS
"guys.. the reason we hav 5BX every mornin is becoz as a battalion we work 2gether.. therefore when the other companies wake up earli in the mornin for 5BX and other exercises.. we mus also do wif them 2 show them 4 our support.. if not u guys will slp until 7am and the men from the coy line will wonder 'how come these ppl ar able 2 enjoy such a gd life??' and they will start 2 tink of crazy and wild ideas 2 try 2 come into HQ.." - Commanding Officer, 2SIR
now i realli wonder.. so wat if the men tinks tt way??
as a medic spec point of view.. we went thru BMT.. gone thru SISPEC.. studied and worked hard in SMTI.. and finally we ar here.. man.. unit life 4 specs in meant 2 ENJOY and RELAX!! by thinkin in such manner.. the men from the coy line had actualli no idea how we suffered in silence.. went thru all the shit and the things tt ar beyond imagination b4 we ar given this rank and our WELL DESERVED privelleges!!
such immature thinkin shall b greatly condemned!!
ohh man.. no use whinin.. gotta book in real soon.. 4 tomolo's mornin 5BX!! arghhhh shuckss ehhh~~!!!!
wEiwEi|9:38 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
TaKiN pRiDe iN mY VoCaTi0n
wooo rite now im realli happi.. this skin is kinda plain and simple.. yet whenever i look at my own blogg i feel a sense of pride and also a sense of honour..
whenever we do things.. the public do not understand and yet they expect us 2 b there and noe our stuff.. whenever we ar ard in camp.. the soldires and the officers and other commanders at times despise us but durin missions and exercises they need us.. tt's always the contradictions of bein a medic..
tt's y as medical professionals we ar always stuck in this grey area.. onli fellow medic like us understand.. and we noe tt we take responsibility and most of us love wat we ar doin..
and i sae tt im happi of wat i am doin.. this medical knowledge is precious.. its gd stuff.. i will not trade this vocation 4 another..
MEDICS ALL AR WE AHHH EHHHH~~!!!
wEiwEi|8:35 PM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
sMaRt PpL
could it b tt the singapore education system causes a great divide in our culture??
when i was much younger.. like when im 9 yrs old.. i rem i was in the top class.. some tot tt i would realli excel in my studies and go far in life.. but i didnt.. my class has ppl who ar gifted and they realli work hard 4 their results.. furthermore when birds of the same flock come 2gether.. there's realli no stoppin them in their drive in life..
i became the 3rd student tt's from the bottom at tt time..
from tt on i hav a prob against all the gifted and smart ppl.. i tink they ar so irrelevant 2 the society coz they live in their own world w/o realizin the agony and pain tt this real world lives.. i began 2 mix wif "real friendz" where we always spend time 2gether and we realli commit ourselves into each other lives.. of coz the friendz tt i mix wif ar not the bad company of the sch.. but the ppl who ar scrappin thru life wif all the difficulties they face and the challenges they met..
when im in sec sch im in the top class again.. i felt tt my true friendz ar those from the other classes becoz they ar the one who ar not obsessed wif books and knowledge but wif the practical things and the challenges of life.. as a result.. i grew up wif them on 1 hand.. havin an adequate knowledge and education and on the other.. bein "low-class" in society in terms of the things i do..
as i grew older.. i despise more who made it 2 the top becoz they dunno ppl like us but i noe them coz i studied in top classes b4.. at times i would jus shame their knowledge and beat them at their own game but i dunwan 2 b recognized as omeone who is brainy coz i tink they ar jus nerds!!
the result?? as i interact wif ppl ard me who were JC students.. scholars.. top students etc etc.. i would realli feel uneasy at times despite holdin my peace wif them.. but if things get messy this is wat i would do..
"bloody hell u scholar *##%$$%^^^!! u tink u yaya papaya tink u verii gd izzit!! all u guys noe is 2 burn ur books into ashes and drink down wif water.. anyhow flunt ur knowledge.."
then i'll demonstrate my knowledge which will most of the time shock them.. statin a pt tt im no ordinary hokkien peng.. (btw the *###%T%^& doesn't mean anythin.. coz tt doesn't meant i'll spat vulgarities on these ppl.. coz i noe they will retaliate..)
there ar many exceptions.. ppl who were realli smart and at the same time they ar verii down 2 earth.. these kinda ppl i respect... but sometimes they could b verii proud which makes things rather frustratin..
wEiwEi|9:16 PM
iN cHiNeSe
whenever im thinkin of bloggin in chinese.. 1 of the things i would always consider is to write in an artistic manner and not in casual speakin terms.. however it'll not always b possible as the considerations and tots mus b there.. finally 2dae i hav written my tots on pen and paper and i felt tt it'll b a gd one..
听着s.h.e - 五月天之曲后，葳心中感慨不已，想那夏天之恋所生此二人之间，不禁令人回味人生所失去的一件美事。
听那徐若瑄 - 好眼泪坏眼泪，让葳想那所失望与悲痛的惨剧。眼看昔日所付出的恋情已成泡影，实在令人痛断肝肠！
夏天之暖，即是冬天之寒。恋之破散，仿如黑洞之暗。所受之路，皆以麻木。所谈之情，不知所云。
试着放手一笑，游戏人生。但情绪非稳，外观满欢，内则不乐。
wEiwEi|8:44 PM
