Life's Like This... in Luzern

Saturday, April 19, 2008
StArLiGhT

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this is my 7th day in taiwan.. i did not had a gdd startcoz i realized i 4got 2 bring quite a few things.. like my psp and my slippers.. unlike brunei.. here time is free and activities ar liberal.. we got lots of time 2 slp.. rest.. there computers.. canteen.. and lots of gddd food 2 eat..

the last few daes i tried verii hard 2 fight wif diarrhoea.. coz i heard tt anyone reports sick 4 it will b charged.. therefore i tried cbt ration.. (coz it had a 'solidifyin' effect) and slowly it worked!!

tomolo could b the start of my trainin already.. i pray tt im mentally and physically fit 4 the occasion.. i jus chatted wif xingni and eve yesterdae and i noe tt im beginnin 2 miss cg already.. there ar signs 2 show tt im startin 2 feel weary.. this test of time mus go on.. i noe tt God is wif me.. this time He comes and gives me a greater strength from within.. and i noe tt's all i need..

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in my mind there's onli 1 thing 2 focus - high noon.. the coy trainin is over.. and so is the battalion.. 4 me its still ok and managable.. prob like the ex i had in sg.. or even lesser.. i mus admit tt im impatient and vexed when i start climbin up the slopes coz tt time im abit shagged already and i jus wan 2 "climb it over and done wif.." i tink i felt realli shagged when we re-grp 2 launch an attack after walkin abt 5km or so.. but overall i did ok..

i tink i felt a pinch of missin sg already.. nevertheless i kept my families in prayer now and then.. hopin tt this will erase all the "missin tots" i had 4 them and at the same time i knew they'll b fine in God's hands..

everytime when i woke up the feelin is unbelievable.. i always tot tt im in another place but when i opened up my eyes i found myself strill lyin on the beds or space in taiwan.. the nites were not as bad as brunei and i noe my God made everydae new..

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i listened 2 sun's "ni de jian bang" and i felt "so close" 2 church.. the wqorship songs i listened though it made me close 2 God but sun's communicated the love of God tt the christians hav.. i tot abt the church and cg occasionally.. tryin not 2 tink of them and concentratin on my ex here.. but sun's songs jus triggers off and it also reminds me of the latest KTV trip we hav.. haha.. simply amazin.. nevertheless it also givs me a sense of encouragement 4 EX high noon..

wEiwEi|9:36 AM

Sunday, April 06, 2008
GoD's WiLL

"not my will but Urs b done.."

this is wat i stated 2 God at service 2dae..

i supposed tt it was Him who planned this events out.. after all.. Jesus was thrown into the wilderness after he was baptized at jordan river..

i had an emotional struggle abt goin taiwan.. i even tot of like leavin the country and claimed tt i was bein "kidnapped" by a kidnapper in johor.. then after 7 may i returned back 2 the country sayin tt the "kidnapper" decide 2 release me.. lolzz.. i supposed it'll not work..

nevertheless durin worship i stated 2 God.. "LORD if this is possible take this away from me.. and immediately i noe its God's will..

well now its all but ready 2 fly.. so far everythin seemed smooth.. but im havin a nigglin headache though.. i jus wanted 2 get on the plane and slp and hopefully 4 the nxt 1 mth i'll hav a smooth sailin 1 mth stay at taiwan..

and yes.. i'll read the word of God.. i'll do my quiet time.. tt's a promise 2 all my cg mem and 2 all my christian friendzz out there.. :) and i'll stay away from seductive spots. ahem ahem.. u noe wat i mean..

gotta go into the dept gate soon.. see u all hopefully in taiwan online..

wEiwEi|1:15 AM

Saturday, April 05, 2008
TiMe f0r TaIwAn

i dun wanna go taiwan!! i love singapore~~~ and i cant bear 2 leave~~

i tink tt's the onli thing in my mind rite now.. my unit has been meetin from 1 event 2 another.. 1st brunei.. then some urgent ops.. then now is taiwan.. i cant believe tt's how im goin 2 go thru this last mths of my army life..

i seriously hav a hard time leavin singapre.. on my way out from daryl's hse 2 service 2dae.. im so troubled.. too troubled until i dun feel like goin service.. i even tot of "pon-ten" my trip 2 service and there is tuggin within me.. and i jus told God, "i cant go 4 svc 2dae.. im jus too busyzz.."

God was like, "wat ar u busyzz wif??"

im like, "ohh.. 2nite i hav 2 rush 2 the airport.. im not even sure whether my stuff's all pack properly.. im gonna ensure everythin goes well.. and im realli tired.. i dunwan 2 go.."

so my response was, "jus go.. u will hav enuff time 2 complete all ur tasks.."

so i went 4 svc and pastor realli preach somethin tt had been the core prob of my entire NS life - the pursuit 4 excellence.. 4 once i felt so condemned.. but then again i've learnt alot from the msg 2dae.. i noe i'll b a gddd soldier when i go over there..

and then there's cg.. it seems tt after i present the wii 4 cg meetings everyone has been crazing over it.. trust me guys.. ur "passion" 4 the wii will grow cold.. i hav played 4 a few daes already and i find the games were like boring.. haha.. mayb if we get gdd games it wont b so.. but 4 teh current games tt i hav surely will get bored wan..

well i'll bloggg again b4 i officially fly off.. hahah..

wEiwEi|10:27 PM

Thursday, April 03, 2008
iNvEsTmEnTs 0n tHe Wii

"a wise person thinks alot abt death.. but a fool tinks of onli havin a gdd time.." ecclsiastes 7:4 NLT

(now then this verse prob meant abt the future.. coz death is still a long way ahead of my life.. and yes it is thinkin abt the long way ahead rather than thinkin how 2 die.. tt's suicide.. and the bible did not sae a wise person thinks alot abt commitin suicide.. now u get wat i mean..)

i realli realli felt like a grasshopper when i entered the admission doors of SMU.. i jus felt like so inferior in tt space.. like a small man in a big town.. watever.. ohhh im so uncertain abt my chance of studyin in this uni..

ok back 2 the topic on my wii again..

im not as outstandin as xinhong.. where he could giv an inspirin view on investing and investments and bloggg finncial successes like a wikipedia.. it'll b short and sweet..

i went 2 sim lim and surveyed the places 2 get an xtra wii remote.. after all.. this investment purchase could lead 2 a massive demand of loans 4 my nintendo wii 4 occasions like cgs and parties and so on.. and so after much surveyin i hav found this shop whose philosophy was to sell their products honestly in accordance 2 their customer needs..

and so 1 of their products tt caught my eye was a game named "wii-play" coz it comes wif a free remote controller.. (of coz.. the main cost was the remote itself.. we mus b able 2 recognize such "real-deals.." u noe..) and it was 80 for the game.. so i snapped this purchase coz it's a real 1x gdd deal.. and then the shopkeeper recommend me 2 buy the charger wif batteries for an add. 50 bucks..

the reason is becoz if i get those normal batt it'll spoil the controller accordin 2 him.. and since the nintendo wii its a long term investment on my gamin needs.. its better 2 invest monetarily since i'll b havin a long term gamin need.. so i spent a total of 160 bucks 4 an intangible entertainment..

i could perhaps gain back monetarily by rentin it out at 10 bucks per week.. but these investments on these intangible entertainments ar actualli worthwhile 4 an unknown reason.. (mayb 4 xinhong he doesn't understand..) but 4 the gamers they noe wat i mean..

wEiwEi|10:41 PM

Wednesday, April 02, 2008
nEw tHiNgS

so the past few daes.. i hav been.. not realli busyzz..

haha.. wonder y i sae such a statement..?? its becoz im preoccupied testin my new lov.. sorry no.. my new grail.. (its not holy though..)

ta-dang.. i've got it... i've got it.. i've got IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooohooooooo!!! yee hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! WU-HAAAA!!!!!

ok b4 i explain abt the nintendo wii let me tok abt other things 1st..

sunday was my water baptism.. it was perhaps the highlight of my entire life as i declare publicly 2 the world tt im officially a christian.. but man.. my CGL gave me a name which i.. not sae i dun like.. i tink it could b better.. hahah..

but more imptly.. i jus felt so different in the inward man.. i began 2 hav more confidence in God and suddenly the revelation was tt Christ is now livin in me.. praise God!!

now abt the wii..

it all started when i was jus surfin and surfin until i hav no more webpage 2 surf.. then i tot of checkin offers from singnet coz i wanna recontract my broadband.. hopefully.. i tot.. they could giv some freebies.. like a laptop or a nintendo wii.. the last time they offered a laptop 4 subscribing a cerain bb plan and i tot it'll b cool tt they do it again.. the last time they offered was a portable DVD player which i dun tink its a gd deal.. lolzz.. so i decided 2 check out wat new offers they had this time..

lo and behold.. A NINTENDO WII!!

i was jumpin wif joy up and down literally.. i immediately applied 4 the recontract.. everythin took within 5min and they will sent the wii on 12apr initially.. but i tot tt was too long and i called singnet 2 clarify.. they sae tt they would mail a letter 2 us within 7-9 workin daes concerning the wii..

it took onli 3 workin daes 2 receive the letter.. i was so excited 2 noe tt i could collect it asap and i called singnet again 2 confirm.. they confirmed it so and i happily went 2 orhard post office and collected my wii.. i couldn't believe it when it was placed in front of me.. soon after i called my CGL and i said..

"hey.. i need 2 test the wii.. im at ngee ann city rite now.. jus finish collectin the wii.."

CGL: "then COME ON OVER!!" (his hse is verii near taka.. and i noe he's excited..)

wif tt we "tested" out the wii and everythin seemed gddd.. after dar.. i mean CGL played 4 abt 15min he tot it was VERIII GDDD.. so he's tried 2 persuade me 2 leave the wii at his hse when i was away at taiwan and up till now im still considerin..

well i'll try and make an effort 2 blogg seriously.. i hope i'll not b carried away by the wii..

wEiwEi|10:20 PM