Thursday, April 16, 2009
LeArN t0 ReLaX
i realized tt my com hasnt been restarted or shut down for more than 3 wks.. it onli went 2 hibernate or sleep mode and then everythin resumed from there and then..
and then i realized tt my com is verriii "stress" by the wayyy it operates.. its laginess and all.. and i decided 2 let it restart.. and the com seems 2 suffer from a "mental breakdown" when it took its time 2 slowly close all appplications b4 shuttin down and rebootin again..
wahhh.. i can sense wat it is goin thru.. lolzz
i always tot tt i enjoy working.. whether im on a job workin or its sch workk.. i like wat im doin.. even in the army when conditions were badd.. my superiors were nasty.. i still take pride in wat i do.. as a result.. i always communicate wif my workk 2 other ppl.. of coz.. most of them use it 2 relate 2 me.. but 4 those who is actualli goin thru the same thingg as me they would actualli avoid talkin abt our workkk stuff and chat abt somethin else..
and i always wonder.. arent they proud of their workk?? these ppl showed more focus and interest than i do in workk and yet when they ar outside they prefer not 2 tok abt it.. ar they escapin reality? face it!! the world's cruel..
and i realized im rite in my latter sentence but i was wrongg in my former judgment..
the world's cruel.. tt's a fact.. period. but inasmuch they gave full commitment 2 workk.. they wanted 2 relax and enjoy and workk is certainly not their entertainment nor their pleasure.. all they wanted was somethin fun and excitin besides workk.. and the various types of hot topics such as fashion and entrtainment provided jus tt for them 2 relax..
me?? the onli wayy i relax is 2 play bball lor.. but bball is more like a competitive sport.. nowadays the more i play.. the more i tell myself tt im not there yet and i need 2 train harder.. i tink i need 2 find another type of leisure.. tt would realli allow me 2 relax and enjoy.. and jus hav fun..
wEiwEi|11:04 PM
