Wednesday, February 25, 2009
rEaLiSeD
4 all these while.. i was wonderin.. y the class is so diff from the rest of the poly classmates tt i knew of.. and 2dae.. i jus found out the answer..
our tutor was askin us 2 write down our life purpose.. which is required of our portfolio submission.. i realised tt most of them haven realli tot abt it.. and when each grp were told 2 reveal their ans.. i got a shock tt most of them wanted 2 "live life 2 the fullest.. live for 2dae and live wif no regrets.."
now when i was in poly.. i saw big egos.. the students wanted somethin biggg in their lives.. they wanted 2 hav an establish career in the future and they hav been demandin themselves in their coursework and their exams... they jus wanted 2 put each other down so tt they can look gddd and b at the top.. it was intense competition and rivalry.. at the end of the dae.. they jus wanted 2 b elites in the corporate ladder and becomin successful in their area of specialization..
not so 4 this course..
i hav been hearin statements like, "we hav onli 1 life 2 live.. we mus try everythin. we mus b adventurous.." this is an attitude of NOT knowin wat u wan.. there ar so mani things in the world?? question.. when is enough enough?? izzit when nothin realli amazes u anymore??? izzit when u hav seen everythin?? tink abt it.. those of u who ar extremely adventurous.. and thinkin of fun all dayyy longgg.. so wat if u tried everythin and could not decide wat is gddd 4 u??
i noe it sounds a bit harshhh.. but face it.. we ar staringgg hard into a cruel reality.. by not addressin issues of our soul... we can lose ourselves and lose our identity.. i'll rather the class hav biggg egos.. biggg dreams.. but i noe they jus wouldnt step out into this real world and confront their challenges face 2 face.. but if they dun.. they jus b devoured by those who do.. and they'll find themselves becomin victims of those who make use of others 2 succeed..
lastly.. 4 the rest of my friendz.. those of u who ar still in fantasy lalaland livin like u dunno wat u ar livin for.. snap backkk 2 reality and feel the gravity pullin u down from ur toes.. u jus dunno wat u ar doin.. success is always 99% of hardd workk.. and fantasies and success do not exist in the same dimension..
wEiwEi|11:37 PM