Sunday, January 18, 2009
tHiS cHiNeSe NeW yR
i felt kinda saddd when chinese new yr is comin.. (dun get me wrong... im still expectin a huge amt of my ang pao $$$.. lolzz) but the CNY spirit or atmosphere is jus not there in me.. despite all the decorations and CNY songz tt were broadcasted.. im not interested in 1 bit..
y izzit realli so??
could it be the mountain load of sch work i hav 2 handle?? 8 modules and countless assignments.. i could not take them lightly.. there's so much work 2 do.. even though tomolo there ar no classes.. i still hav 2 rush down 2 bugis earli in the mornin 2 discuss on our projects.. this means tt the hectic life goes on after goin thru a crazy 36 hr study wk last wk..]
could it b a loss of the CNY spirit?? for the past yrs CNY has not been verii effective.. my cousins my bro and me goes somewhere else every yr instead of stickin wif our parents and relatives.. this yr most likely it'll b the same.. last yr we went 2 play LAN at parklane and as i dun DOTA or play strategic war gamin i ended up playin arcade by myself.. lolzz..
or could it b i jus wan my life 2 b occupied by things?? i dun wish 2 tink anythin else.. i dun wish 2 b jus settin myself 2 relax.. once i noe there's work 2 do.. my mind cant rest.. there ar so mani things 2 tink of.. but all those tt ar not impt.. all those tt hav no meanings or i feel tt "it is not constructive" then i'll jus throw away 1 side.. but anyway it's jus subconsciously bein uneasy.. despite the fact tt i bragged abt the work i hav earlier on..
watever it is.. i hope tt this yr CNY will turn out 2 b gdddd..
wEiwEi|10:12 PM
