Tuesday, January 20, 2009
tHe MiLeSt0nE
on jan 18, 2004.. i gave my heart 2 Jesus.. and the rest is history..
time flies.. after my poly and my army it has been 5 yrs already.. now in 2009.. im studyin in SIM university..
i always tot tt i could handle everythin tt the wrold throws on me.. i always imagine and tink 4 the best tt i noe how.. i used 2 believe for the radical and wildest success i could get from this world.. knowin God is for me.. nothin is impossible..
ahhh.. how this thinkin changes rapidly but gradually..
now im still stuck in my sea of projects..clearly knowin tt excellence takes harddd work.. deep research and a resourceful thinkin and mindset.. i wish tt i had all those when i was younger.. so tt i would not hav 2 walk this route tt always lead me 2 frustration.. confusion and even anger..
yet in all these turmoil tt im facin.. i jus wan 2 thank and appreciate God tt He had actually set His grace upon me.. and gave me all His love so tt i could move on.. everyday im jus so grateful.. i once tot tt i couldnt move on and face life.. but God jus love me as i am and strengthen the work of my hands.. and so i've tasted the ups and downs all these yrs.. and when im down im nv depressed.. coz i noe tt tomolo is always diff from 2dae..
this yr shall b diff.. gone were the daes where i fool ard enjoyin myself knowin all the facts and doctrines of a gddd personality.. now my mind is already set on the future career tt i wan 2 b.. i shall set upon it and work towards it.. motivation shan't b a prob 4 me.. its the depth and knowledge abt how far and how deep i wan 2 achieve.. i realized tt i could not set a goal and prepare everythin tt i need and yield the results tt's shortcomin.. therefore my biggest challenge is to set the goal, get wat i need and yield the RIGHT results..
Happy 5th christian birthday to me!!! hahaha..
wEiwEi|9:55 PM
