Monday, December 08, 2008
WeEkEnD DeEp tHoUgHtS
man i dun feel like goin 2 work tomolo.. after a longgg weekend its so diff 4 me 2 work again.. lolzz.. argghhhh~!!!
mani thoughts ran across my mind this week.. i share a couiple wif u all..
i hav been thinking of pickin up a new sport or a hobby.. many ppl ard me had actualli moved on wif their lives 2gether wif their fav sport or hobby.. ie they leave behind wat they used 2 like when they ar young.. im still playin bball after all these yrs.. and im still readin the same novel "romance of the 3 kingdoms" after all these yrs.. i could find somethin like "the warring states in china （春秋战国）", "sun tzu manual art of war （孙子兵法）" or "the historical record - the beginnings of china (史记)" to read but i do not noe if the books ar available in the bookstores and if i hav the time 2 do so.. (i hav read sun tzu manual art of war b4.. but i did not read it in depth..) and bball?? there's no substitute for it.. or a sport tts related 2 it.. i cant tink of any sport tt i can do.. it tooks me a few yrs 2 develop myself in bball.. do i hav tt time and energy 2 develop myself in another sport?? i couldnt see myself doin so..
i hav been so frustrated wif our weather.. firstly it can make one sick easily.. but wat realli frustrate me the most is tt i could not play bball in such a weather as this.. it mayb weird 2 possess a zeal and passion such as this at my age but someone told me b4 tt "though im in church 4 quite some time already.. my zeal and fire 4 God had NOT CHANGED at all.. (on the positive side)" and i believe tt this zeal and fire is the same 4 my bball game.. im always so eager 2 improve and advance in my game.. i wan 2 see myself so skillfully equipped 2 take on the bigg boys of bball.. but wif the weather bein continuously opposing against my idea.. i realli cant see myself makin any improvements in this period of time.. i thank God 4 the sentosa gym.. at least there's still a place 4 me 2 workout in this bad weather season..
ok so another week awaits.. lets hope it'll b a gddd one ehhh??
wEiwEi|11:19 PM
