Sunday, October 05, 2008
LoSs 0f w0rDs
soooo mani ppl had asked me.. wat was it like.. when u hear tt the cg had actualli multiplied and the ppl tt i love and so much care for ar not in the same cg already..
my response is:
1. i gave them a smile and carry on
2. if they want an ans, i'd b like, "ok.."
3. and if they ask, "so u wouldn't miss us??", i would not giv them any ans..
i do not wan 2 make mention of my tots.. or even worse.. bloggg it here 4 everyone 2 see.. so some ppl call it "heartless", "ruthless" etc etc etc.. and so im bein maligned and criticised at..
(ohhh btw... if u please.. u can make a tabloid out of it.. sayin 'wEiwEi rebels', 'wEiwEi betrays God's ppl', 'the rugged ruthless rebel - wEiwEi' etc etc etc..)2 b honest.. i wan 2 avoid trouble.. day by day i see myself spirallin down like nobody's business.. yet in the midst of it i hav 2 b professional - standing upright and smile 2 everyone and talk 2 them.. at times i felt so threatened and critical.. tt if i dun change 4 the better and i do not hav any idea wat 2 do i'll b plain doomed..
multiplication is jus the divine timin for me 2 get out of trouble and start focusin back 2 the things of God.. prayer.. fastin.. seekin God.. cryin 4 revival.. it reopened my eyes 2 a vision and a purpose tt i could follow.. and when buildin fund and asia conference is comin up.. this is prob the best time 2 see revival in the new cg..
when s25 was birth forth from s24 (my prev cg..) it grew like nobody's business within a few mths.. at tt time i rem there's the whole gang of us.. janson.. tommy (angie's bro) and alot more guys came 2 the cg.. we grew like nobody's business and i tot we had left the world behind 4 heaven..
this is clearly my jericho - wat we hav accomplished and achieved!!! and if God had done it b4.. GOD CAN SURELY AND POSITIVELY DO IT AGAIN~~!!!!so i hav actualli provided an analysis for my tots of cg multiplication..
wat abt the ppl tt i love and care for ALL THESE WHILE tt ar not wif me already????:)
wEiwEi|4:31 PM
