Tuesday, September 02, 2008
tHe NeW BeGiNnInG
whoopeeee!!! after searchin for abt 3 hrs or so.. i finally found a skin i like and it suitable!!! apparently the skins tt i hav browse thru doesn't realli suits me.. coz its either too girly or the expectations ar much higher than the results..
burn wif fire.. burn it wif passion.. wif the fire of God.. and the Word in hand.. we set 2 change our world..
tomolo shall b D-Day.. all my final army matters shall b settled once and 4 all and the outcome of my appearance this fri and sat.. its so tough 2 make all these decisions..
let me explain 2 u wat happened exactly 2 yrs ago..
i was caught in a dilemma 4 my ministry outin at minds cafe and willy's bdae celebration at sakae.. i tot abt it 4 some time.. and i realized tt i'll prob go 4 the ministry outin becoz i'll prob not see them verii much often when i got enlisted into the army.. and they hav been veriii gd 2 me.. they actualli wrote a card 4 me and gave me a mug which cited "world's greatest teacher".. (i dun tink the cg did tt.. but i did not blame them.. coz willy is realli a faithful servant and a devoted person 2 God.. therefore if i were them.. i would prob honor willy the best i noe how too..)
in 2007 i actualli missed willy's bdae due 2 the BMT field camp in tekong 4 my unit.. i was actualli detailed 2 provide medical cover.. and so i went thru it painstakingly.. after wat happened on sept 05 last yr... which i missed his bdae.. i realized tt i need to celeb nxt yr once im goin 2 ORD.. i believe tt i would hav the time to do so.. since its on a fri and im collectin my pink IC on mon..
time flew by.. and sept 05 2008 is drawin near.. last wk keith announced tt they would b celebratin his bdae on the 06 sept.. which is a sat afternoon.. i actualli appeal 2 celeb on sat nite but ALL EFFORTS WERE IN VAIN.. (now u wouldn't wan me 2 quarrel wif keith on the bdae celeb, do u??) i was feelin so so sooooo disappointed wif him.. coz im actualli havin a graduation celeb 4 my ministry leader ruth.. besides daryl.. ruth is another leader tt helped me wif my life.. though she wouldn't stand by my side and guide me on.. she did it by gavin me pointers and advice and tips 2 b a better teacher.. she's the person i look up to.. and i tot tt by attendin this graduation celeb after tuition was a gddd way 2 honor her backkk.. but when ur gdd friendz bdae and ur leader's celeb crash 2gether.. there's onli 1 choice tt u can make..
its such a familiar situation when daryl's SOT grad and my gddd friendz bdae clashed on the same day.. i chose the bdae becoz i was actualli informed much earlier than the SOT grad.. now im exactly in the same fix..
P.S. S25 PLS UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION AND HOPEFULLY U GUYS CAN CHANGE THE TIMINGS FOR THE BDAE.. UR CHANGES AR MOST APPRECIATED.. THANKS
wEiwEi|5:29 PM