Sunday, August 03, 2008
tHe TiGeR StRiKeS BaCk
i woke up this mornin.. or rather afternoon.. and i dun feel like doin anythin..
reason bein im jus too tired.. 2 do anythin.. for the past 2 nites i've been hangin over until verii late.. on frin till 3am coz im k-box-ing.. and sat its FOP + supper till 1am.. despite the fact tt i was supposed 2 ask zhou cang 2 practice some bball skills and daryl's invitation 2 ice skate at leisure park kallang.. i still decide 2 stay at home and rest..
and when i rest.. i realli rest harrrddd.. i woke up abt 945am and do my routine email checks and updates from a few internet sources.. after tt i went back 2 slp again.. this time until 1pm.. wke up again and had breakfast and lunch 2gether.. (note: its NOT brunch.. but 1x breakfast meal and 1x lunch meal 2GETHER) and after tt i kept on playin on my psp..
and i was so engrossed wif the game and at tt time i noe how my bro felt.. when u ar so engrossed in the game.. u would jus leave the world behind and focus on the game on hand.. and so i did.. despite the fact tt i had other plans such as 2 go 2 the gym and practice my bball stunts by myself or even visit sim lim sq.. i jus left all these plans behind and was stucked 2 my psp all the way till 6pm.. and after dinner i carried on wif my psp regime..
and finally i had enuff of the psp and i hav 2 settle my stuff 4 bookin in tomolo mornin.. in the midst of it i actualli felt tt i hav let down myself wif on tt psp indulgence as i could make use of the time i had 2 practice bball skills.. but i felt like a chore.. 2 pst derek its like a way 2 destress.. but rite now bball is like a mode of stress 2 me.. and i felt tt this should not b the case..
and i realli had no choice but 2 seek God.. i realli wan 2 come back 2 His presence and find my ans.. and jus when i tot everythin was in despair..
UP CAME GOD.. as He breathe in life in me in the midst of my worship.. and i felt so revive and so passionate once again.. yes i can do the bball stunts.. yes bball is my passion.. and God is my passion!! amen!! stress?? wat bball stress?? i'll thrash all of 'em jus like i did b4!!
as i make plans 2 practice my bball skills.. i jus pray tt i'll make it 4 this thurs auditions.. pray tt all will go well.. and also i'll b able 2 go thru..
wEiwEi|11:48 PM
