Saturday, June 14, 2008
FeELiNg DiFFeReNt
its onli less than 3 mths 4 me 2 ORD.. and yet my feelings ar so inverted..
i should b on a "holidae mood" rite now as i await the biggg dae 2 come.. but yet things jus felt so diff..
rite now im workin on a 2 dae work 2 dae rest kinda shift.. but while im in camp i actualli kinda enjoyed it.. no troubles.. no worries.. although there's work and its nv endin.. but it gives me a great sense of satisfaction.. i've nv felt so achieved b4.. but yet it gives me the joy jus workin and buryin myself wif the work i had.. and nowadays i dun rush out from camp.. i slowly take my time and dress up and double confirm tt all things were settled properly b4 i leave..
so after i book out.. freak incidents start 2 happen.. my com is goin slower than b4.. things ar not workin out.. and i jus felt so dead.. then the lakers lose 2 the celtics 3-1.. i cant believe they actualli threw away a 20-pt lead~~!!!! its crazy 2 do tt in the finals!! i was watchin their play-by-play on NBA.com when lakers were cruisin gdd.. but then when i came back i tot tt the lakers win.. but i jus wished 2 noe the score.. and 2 my surprise.. they LOSE 97-91!! argghhhhh..
but i jus wan 2 thank God.. at least the mth of june is the mth of peace.. it had always been like tt 4 the past few yrs and this yr its almost the same.. perhaps there's like more work 2 do?? but the atmosphere seems easi and relaxed.. despite the work and all.. or perhaps the biggest diff 4 this yr june is the 21 dae prayer tt we were told 2 commit..
and after this.. i'll prob hav 2 make bigg time decisions 4 myself.. esp when the ORD date is drawin near.. i need 2 plan out my own life already..
wEiwEi|10:15 AM
