Tuesday, May 13, 2008
ReALiTy cHeCk

i can't rem when's the last time i had a gdd laugh like this.. i tink willy had a gddd one too.. but this is like 1 of the precious sight.. or photo.. tt i ever hadd.. to see me laugh and enjoy in this manner means alot 2 me.. its like appreciatin wat God has done.. i dun usu enjoy life like this.. as mani of u who noe me.. yes i tried 2 smile.. but even my smiles ar artificial.. and this joy and laughter above is pure and natural..
i prob wouldn't b laughin like tt rite now.. esp when i hav 2 book in tomolo..
i cant understand... after almost 2 yrs.. and now onli less than 4 mths 2 ORD.. i still suffer from book-in blues.. but my unit has been gddd 2 me already.. i appreciate tt.. but still it seems tt im still dissatisfied wif the entire org at large.. sometimes i wouldn't tink so farrr.. but the tot still lingers ard in my mind like a nuisance..
nevertheless tomolo is back 2 work already.. wat's nxt for me?? 4 my fellow commanders up nxt is ORD.. and best wishes 2 them.. but 4 me there's a little more 2 go b4 i announce my civilian life 2 all..
wEiwEi|10:03 PM