Saturday, May 24, 2008
PoSiTiViTy
so mani things had happened last few daes in camp.. there ar gddd and there ar some tt ar baddd.. but watever it is.. i decided i'll change my mindset abt things..
the past few daes im jus buildin my prayer life.. and despite the fact tt i had so mani worries.. and so mani things tt i had in mind.. i had jus felt so confident tt i'll b alrite.. i'll move on and progress in life..
and i realize.. i could live life in a more worthy manner..
there ar like ups and downs tt came 2 me 4 the past few daes.. but my prayer builds confidence.. and when there's confidence there's hope.. i hav been lifftin my head up highh nowadays whenever i go.. i realize my positivity brings a gddd image 2 my superiors and 2 the men.. it used 2 b tt im always passive and sulkin and they jus dun like wat they see and hear.. but now it seems tt the atmosphere had changed since i build my prayer life and i keep on thinkin positively tt it'll b such a glorious joy the dae i ORD..
haha.. it seems so long.. abt 3.5 mths.. butim already upbeat on my future..
however it seems tt i made a few mistakes here and there.. in the past i used 2 worry and kept thinkin wat would hav been if i did better and manage it in a better way.. but now i'll jus let the tot go by coz i noe deep down i already knew wat 2 do in the future..
then there's some tough trainin goin in camp 4 the past few daes.. i jus stay active durin those trainin and remain positive durin the trainin.. at some pt of time i knew tt tt's all i can take.. but i jus pushed on.. i noe im weak in some areas in the trainin but i jus attempted them instead of runnin away from them.. i noe tt i had 2 b brave esp when i wan 2 overcome and improve.. and i did.. and the trainin felt gdd.. though there were aches here and there.. but i knew i made the 1st step 2 overcome my fears.. now wat i hav 2 do is 2 improve and progress..
last but not least.. the positive image would not b complete without a smile.. and im smilin more already..
wEiwEi|10:48 PM
