Saturday, April 19, 2008
StArLiGhT
120408this is my 7th day in taiwan.. i did not had a gdd startcoz i realized i 4got 2 bring quite a few things.. like my psp and my slippers.. unlike brunei.. here time is free and activities ar liberal.. we got lots of time 2 slp.. rest.. there computers.. canteen.. and lots of gddd food 2 eat..
the last few daes i tried verii hard 2 fight wif diarrhoea.. coz i heard tt anyone reports sick 4 it will b charged.. therefore i tried cbt ration.. (coz it had a 'solidifyin' effect) and slowly it worked!!
tomolo could b the start of my trainin already.. i pray tt im mentally and physically fit 4 the occasion.. i jus chatted wif xingni and eve yesterdae and i noe tt im beginnin 2 miss cg already.. there ar signs 2 show tt im startin 2 feel weary.. this test of time mus go on.. i noe tt God is wif me.. this time He comes and gives me a greater strength from within.. and i noe tt's all i need..
180408in my mind there's onli 1 thing 2 focus - high noon.. the coy trainin is over.. and so is the battalion.. 4 me its still ok and managable.. prob like the ex i had in sg.. or even lesser.. i mus admit tt im impatient and vexed when i start climbin up the slopes coz tt time im abit shagged already and i jus wan 2 "climb it over and done wif.." i tink i felt realli shagged when we re-grp 2 launch an attack after walkin abt 5km or so.. but overall i did ok..
i tink i felt a pinch of missin sg already.. nevertheless i kept my families in prayer now and then.. hopin tt this will erase all the "missin tots" i had 4 them and at the same time i knew they'll b fine in God's hands..
everytime when i woke up the feelin is unbelievable.. i always tot tt im in another place but when i opened up my eyes i found myself strill lyin on the beds or space in taiwan.. the nites were not as bad as brunei and i noe my God made everydae new..
190408i listened 2 sun's "ni de jian bang" and i felt "so close" 2 church.. the wqorship songs i listened though it made me close 2 God but sun's communicated the love of God tt the christians hav.. i tot abt the church and cg occasionally.. tryin not 2 tink of them and concentratin on my ex here.. but sun's songs jus triggers off and it also reminds me of the latest KTV trip we hav.. haha.. simply amazin.. nevertheless it also givs me a sense of encouragement 4 EX high noon..
wEiwEi|9:36 AM
