Wednesday, March 05, 2008
AcTiVaTeD t0 SeArCh
yes i noe tt guy mas selamat is missin.. and yes my unit is tasked 2 find him.. therefore startin from fri no one's supposed 2 go home till he's found or further instructions ar given..
i was quite shocked when i receive news on mon tt we ar confined over the weekend 2 find him.. i jus hope tt i wasn't true.. but it turned out 2 b the truth.. so yesterdae i gathered all my food resources and i stocked them up in bunk.. knowin tt i'll b needin them 4 abt 7-10 daes at the least..
then i was reminded a verse tt all things will work 2gether for gd for those who love Him and called accordin 2 His purpose.. tt's like the onli hope i could cling on for this situation rite now.. i couldn't be prayin, "God, pls strike down mas selamat!!" or "God, let the police find him in Jesus' name.." (mind u tt he's a muslim and his God is somewhat similar to mine... except 4 a diff belief and mediator..)
on the medical side.. things started 2 get a little warmed up.. the senior medic is conductin outfield trainin 4 the medics and our medical administration and items hav been strictly monitored as another audit check is near the corner.. for the past few daes the medics were scramblin ard 2 get things done.. despite the fact tt they dun seem combat fit 2 me.. im amazed tt they ar mentally fit as they can cope wif the operation this fri and the audit which is round the corner.. its not easi as these 2 events ar equally impt 2 the med ctr.. they realli deserve my respect this time round..
the last few nites i hav not slept well and when im in brunei i couldn't slp well too.. not becoz i could not slp.. but i kept on havin nitemares.. each time i wake up i tell myself tt i would not wan 2 get back 2 tt dream again.. but time and again i got realli weird and scary dreams.. in brunei i got diff ones but yet they ar as scary.. i jus leave it all 2 God's hands..
well i could hav blogged abt my brunei trip 2dae.. but i 4get 2 bring tt pocket diary home.. well if by any miracle tt i can hav nites off tomolo i'll surely bloggg abt it.. if not.. well.. i'll prob bloggg at the nxt time when i get my hands on the com or the internet.. haha..
wEiwEi|7:47 PM
