Saturday, March 15, 2008
tHe RoYaL bRuNeI DiArY
130208perhaps the 1st few daes ar the hardest daes here in brunei.. when i retire 4 the dae or when im alone i start 2 tink of sg again.. nevertheless i thank God tt my OC and my CSM ar still quite satisfied wif my work so far.. the impt thing is 2 continue 2 draw strength from God and let His grace b sufficient on my weakness.. the feelin of comin 2 this brunei camp is like im bein teleported here and after a certain period of time i'll go back 2 "reality" again..
170208tomolo i'll b goin 4 my 1st navigation ex since 1 yr ago.. the past few daes had been hectic.. when i got out of bed i hav no time 2 shut my eyes until it's time 2 slp.. the onli time i can let my hair down is when im participatin in the ex.. yestrdae im rather stressed abt my medical admin matters.. then last nite i had a bad dream tt i killed someone.. and i woke up and searched myself if i had realli killed him.. rite now im still abit confused.. did i realli killed the person??
200208after 2dae i wont b seein civilisation for 4 daes.. the navigation ex was ok but i didnt felt challenged because i knew mt biang is more than meets the eye.. and my nitemare jus wouldn't stop.. im not talkin abt bad dreams but dreams tt ar 2 gd 2 b true tt it snaps back 2 reality in a flash.. i long 2 see my cg mem and my family but i hav yet 2 tell them.. i jus wanted 2 wait till everythin's over b4 i send my 1st msg.. furthermore i sense tt God sent His angels 2 watch over me.. i cant fail Him..
250208wat an adventure!! wat an EX!! this was a real eye opener 4 me!! from climbin up mt biang 2 walkin in the nite.. those exp were gd.. tough and adventurous.. and esp biang.. i had 2 crawl up on the last lap and i keep tellin myself not 2 giv up.. the weather 4 the past few daes had been harsh as it nv fails 2 rain at nite.. wat realli motivates me thru out is tt i noe tt each step i take is a step closer 2 home and this EX cant last 4eva.. i thank God tt He was wif me thru it all as i noe He kept cheerin me on thru out this EX..
270208its approx 1 hr b4 i reach sg at 0100 hrs.. i had a blast in brunei!! the guided tour was gdd as the places we visited were meant 2 b visited once onli.. hahaha.. i realize tt this brunei trip is not the end.. but it marks a new beginnin.. im lookin 4ward 2the EXs like buck speed and high noon where they could b even more challengin.. overall.. there were some ups and downs in this brunei trip.. but i noe tt all things will work 4 the gd 4 those who love Him..
wEiwEi|10:21 PM
