Tuesday, March 25, 2008
I sMiLeD
last sun while i was doin my duty at the SAF ward.. i was quite dissastisfied wif it.. i mean its easter sun and i am doin duty.. how baddd can tt be??
i spent quite some time readin the bible and seekin God.. since there was not much (or almost nothin) 2 do.. i was so touched and blessed by the word of God.. then i was reminded tt while im in brunei.. i seek God and pray tt He will stand by me durin my exercise and my outfield trainings.. and God gave me a revelation tt king david was in the wilderness for most of the time and God was wif him.. he wrote many psalms at his times of insecurity and God stood by him..
and then i felt tt God said 2 me, "listen.. I am wif u.. wat ar u still fearful of??" and im like, "i dunno.. its prob the environment.. the place where im in.." then God reminded me tt there is actualli no difference coz He's wif me.. its jus my confidence in Him and even though im not in church tt day i can b assured tt He will go wif me..
so mon i returned back 2 camp and immediately i packed up my stuffs 4 my upcomin taiwan trip.. it all went smoothly and i jus spent a little time at the med ctr and then back 2 bunk.. since there was nothin 2 do..
usu when there is nites off i'll b rather "emotional" becoz i noe tt though im out 4 a while i'll b back in again disgruntled.. then i felt God's promptin, "come.. let's see a smile.." and i jus smiled.. and i was prompted 2 smile better.. and i let out a wide smile.. i noe tt my environment shall not b a factor when it comes 2 God's presence.. as long as my faith is not moved.. the assurance of God being there is there..
wEiwEi|10:14 PM
