Tuesday, February 12, 2008
oFF t0 BrUnEi
by the time u all read this.. i'll prob b at the airport or perhaps already in brunei..
我胡思乱想 你一直握着我手
让我释放 然后慢慢宽广
i hav been thinkin wildly abt my trip 2 brunei.. after all this is my 1st overseas exercise trip.. i heard stories on how the ppl suffered and how tough the terrain is.. everythin's like so baddd in brunei.. there's no entertainment.. no fun.. nothin except thick forests and even thicker jungles..
on the other side.. some of them jus wished me all the best and a safe trip 2 brunei.. to them its jus another overseas trip and i'll jus not b ard at tt period of time..
im realli confused by wat they say out there.. the uncles says the terrain at our exercises in singapore is jus like a garden.. but to me its like already more than enuff then wat i could bear..
and then i look 2 God.. and suddenly i over heard this songz tt was sang and the lyrics ar placed as above.. God wants me 2 go thru this wif Him.. for He will release my fear and i need 2 trust Him..
and i tot abt it carefully.. if the men in the coy showd no fear.. y should i fear?? furthermore things ar gonna get better as my load will b much more comfy when im over there.. but 14 days could b tormentin.. watchin the daes fly by could b a kinda motivation 2 push on.. perhaps wat i could look 4ward to is the 4 daes of free time - 2 daes for weapon maintenance and adminstration and 2 daes of rest and relaxation (R&R).. those could b the daes where i wind down and come into the presence of God after all tt work is done..
so the 2 wks i realli need God 2 b always wif me.. wif the principalities and the powers ruling in brunei it doesn't seemed like an open heaven 2 me.. PLS PRAY 4 ME..
wEiwEi|4:19 PM
