Tuesday, January 01, 2008
nEw Yr g0aLs
i feel so wretched when im face the computer dunno wat 2 bloggg when everythin's well and i wanted 2 tell the world somethin and yet i could write up somethin gdd.. wat the heck is realli happenin 2 me?? perhaps im procastinatin 2 blogg!! and urghhhh.. i hav a cranky feelin ard me..
so the new yr has arrvied.. the last 2 daes i jus spend my time at home lazing ard and gettin prepared mentally 4 the comin new yr.. i tot 2 myself.. finish the NS race which had onli 8 mths left.. brunei aint tt badd.. im goin 2 get fitter.. im gonna grow tougher.. and all the positive tots jus flew rite to my mind.. im not gonna complain abt wat im doin..
and the past few daes i wanted 2 get my bball game back.. but the bball court's under renovation.. i wanted 2 train there so much but since its under renovation i hav 2 play in another ocurt.. but tt court is so near 2 the road and it feels kinda weird when its not surrounded by HDB blocks and any person who jus walked by the road could see me.. i decided not 2 go into deeper trainin..
this new yr im gonna commit into my stay-in life.. the CSM's plannin some nite PT so i guess it'll b rather beneficial.. but i hope he does it often so tt i could b a stronger person.. and if he doesn't i could perhaps train on my own.. but perhaps not a verii fulfillin trainin aniwae..
it seems like there's a new spirit and a new anointin within me this yr.. there's got 2 b the capacity.. the new wineskin within me.. but its onli the 1st dae of the yr.. there ar 365 more daes to go.. (note: this yr is a 366 dae yr.. lolzz..) and the 1st step shall start tomolo.. make or break?? its all in my hands..
wEiwEi|9:37 PM
