Monday, January 07, 2008
tHe g0aLs tHeN
well i took off 2dae.. reason is becoz if i dun.. i'll b like a zombie physically and i'll break down mentally.. wif all the water trainings and prog tt were lined up this week i'll prob cry at the end of the wk when i book out or i'll b at the SAF ward in midweek.. lolzz.. but most imptly is the rest tt i need.. after all when i book out on sun mornin i onli had 2 hrs of slp.. then it was service.. and then fellowship.. if im to book in on sun nite i'll nv get enuff rest..
i tink 1 of the goals tt were in my mind constantly for the past yrs is a strong pool of ppl fellowshippin.. i tink since 2004-2006 i had been hopin tt the cg stays united and im always tryin 2 do so at my verii best i noe how.. but most of the time i see verii little ppl comin 2gether and its always the same few ppl who came.. i tink at tt time i gave up becoz of the failures of rakin up a big grp 2 fellowship.. it seems tt the prog doesn't seemed attractive.. or rather it was not at a rite time when everyone was busy.. and even though it is such as the public hols there were ppl could not make it still..
its realli amazin yesterdae tt abt 15 ppl came 2gether 4 post lunch-fellowship at the minds cafe.. ppl like tiffany.. aaron and keng mok were there 2 join us.. euquin also came wif us surprisingly and there was michelle too.. now the prob is.. can we keep this??
jus like was ps kong preached yesterdae.. those who wan 2 leave will eventually leave.. there ar ppl for the past yr who left after comin 4 quite some time but there ar quite a handful tt stayed.. and wat we should do is 2 continue 2 lead ppl 2 Christ and share the love of God.. the rest is up 2 God and the ppl's decisions.. and this success mentioned above is onli interim and it doesn't pay 2 b content and satisfied wif wat we had yesterdae..
well im quite optimistic abt our fellowship abt our cg.. ultimately it is God who gave the increase in depth and width.. we had a gdd spiritual morale.. we can keep this up!!
wEiwEi|2:09 PM