Saturday, January 26, 2008
FuLFiLLmEnT
i nv felt so dull 2dae.. on any other sat.. this could b perhaps the lowest dae of my life since i joined the cg..
hav we sort of compromise wif standards?? i tried 2 enter into the presence of God.. i need the ministerin from God.. but it seems tt i could not get in somehow or rather.. praise and worship 2dae was super fast.. everythin was chope chope.. i need 2 b fed wif my spiritual needs whenever it comes 2 cg esp when im always out in the field and servin the nation wif the best i noe how.. and when i tried 2 focus on God.. there'll b things tt go severely wrong.. (im not talkin abt my everydae devotions.. it's abt the praise and worship at cg!!)
hiccups can happen durin cg as to human is err.. but tink of it.. if every wk also like tt.. we ar jus like singin songs and b happi.. we ar not worshippin God!!
nvm.. i tot.. somehow the presence of God is subjective.. as long as i flow wif them i should b alrite.. at least im not deviatin anywhere but followin the cg..
after cg i look ard.. though there were mani ppl but i felt someone's missin.. well thank God michael's ard.. but there's no mikko melvin kelvin or wilson.. all these ppl ar like the best pals in the cg.. and 2dae none was ard.. and in the end im like a zombie walkin ard durin fellowship..
but there's still michael.. i thank God 4 him man.. nowadays he's able 2 converse and communicate more wif the cg.. it's realli encouragin tt he had changed quite abit since dae 1 he came w/o realli hangin ard wif the guys and talkin much..
then we had our dinner in a food court at cuppage road.. it was a wrong decision 2 go there becoz even my cookhouse food is better than those tt were here.. michael agreed. period.
i jus wish tt i'll quickly retire the dae as i dun wish tt this sat ever happen again in my life.. jus as we were abt 2 get home.. we heard a blind man shoutin, "anyone goin 2 sengkang?? can help me guide 2 the MRT??" no one seemed 2 help him an i took the step 4ward and helped him walk towards the north east line station at dhoby ghaut.. soon after i helped him all the way to the lift at sengkang MRT and he walked off from there..
at least the dae's meaningful after all.. it felt gdd helpin this blind man.. i hav nv see him b4 ard in sengkang.. perhaps is an angel in disguise?? man i'll b real blessed if it is so..
wEiwEi|11:04 PM
