Sunday, January 20, 2008
CaN't LaSt 4eVa
the things in this world can't last 4eva.. the attempt 2 make it permanent its a rebellion unto the LORD.. eternity onli takes place in heaven.. and not onto this world..
last week was realli great.. despite the fact tt the camp is far.. i had much quality time spendin wif myself and my family.. i had lots of freedom too.. but i noe tt this pleasure cant last coz im not goin 2 take my prof test 4eva.. i tried 2 convince myself tt stayin out isnt gdd.. but in the end i cant deny tt the freedom i had is like a taste from heaven..
and once again i find myself balancin out my emotions again.. between the fact tt i hav 2 stay in and train in the jungle once again vs. the pleasures i had last week.. call it stay in blues if u wan.. shall i resigned 2 fate and admit tt tt's the life 4 me 4 the rest of the 8 mths?? prob not.. coz if i do i'll develop a negative attitude 2wards my superiors and is not verii gdd on me.. then there's nigel.. who had the opportunity 2 stay out as he is now bein posted 2 his new unit.. (but then his work had realli high levels of responsibilities and furthermore he's a 2SG.. a regular..)
i couldn't agree more wif pastor tt our fruits is our backup 2wards our faith in God.. yes there ar times when i feel down becoz i do not hav the freedom i wanted.. but God has changed me into somethin tougher and bigger in the inside.. nowadays i hav the capacity 2 handle impt and critical decisions and 2 organize things well.. all thanks 2 the trainin i had despite the tough lessons i get..
so wat when everyone ard me seemed 2 b enjoyin themselves and havin a gd time while i seemed 2 b sufferin?? i've gotta b positive.. there's a greater height 2 soar.. there's a bigger goal 2 achieve..
wEiwEi|7:03 PM
