Thursday, January 03, 2008
0ff TeMpTaTi0n
i always get this queer feelin when im bookin out..
thank God i did not book out last nite.. the tot of spendin my transport fees on goin back home.. lazin by the com 4 a few hrs.. and comin back 2 camp didnt seemed gd.. and furthermore there's nite trainin 2 help me keep fit.. so im actualli rather satisfied wif how i spent the nite..
this queer feelin is like a rush of sadness from within.. i dunwan 2 let my hair down coz this period is the time tt i train up 4 my brunei trip.. but at the same time there's the soft voice from within tt speaks 2 u otherwise in times of idleness.. therefore i shut it up by keepin myself busy.. i noe tt once im involved in trainin.. in the med ctr areas i should b fine.. coz i made my mind 2 b productive in my cap this yr.. no more shall my needs and concerns come 1st.. but the impt matters tt need 2 b dealt shall b the tasks tt ar necessary 2 b completed..
im already well prepared 2 stay in 4 a long period of time.. of coz there mus b food.. loads of food 2 help me pass thru the nite.. then there's my mp3.. and my lifelong partner 4 now: the psp.. to keep me company.. hahahah..
oh well as 4 the reason im out 2dae is becoz i got my SAF ward duty later on.. i need 2 come back home and grab some of my stuffs b4 goin there.. since im comin out might as well come out earlier some time b4 my duty starts.. lolzz.. its also a gd time 2 let me catch a breather b4 proceedin 2 finish the week tt's ahead..
wEiwEi|2:09 PM