Tuesday, December 25, 2007
tHeRe's h0pE
1st of all.. merry xmas 2 one and all..
i tink this is the 1st time since i started my blogger 2 yrs ago tt i bloggg durin this festive season.. its always this time of the yr where i lay back and tink wt would hav been 4 the yr and wat could i hav done..
every yr the same report card and the same result: crap. and this yr the i felt tt the crap remains as usual..
however i was realli stunned by wat was feedback-ed 2 me.. "we appreciate ur efforts.. hope u do better nxt yr.." "i appreciate ur gestures and the little things u do.."
and i dun dare 2 look back.. coz i noe there's always somethin better in the futute tt lies ahead..
however there's yet another gloomy outlook 4 the start of 2008..
more trainings and more weekends will b burned.. esp on feb where im supposed 2 go 2 brunei 4 trainin.. my NS life has nv been so tough mentally b4.. (honestly as the daes of a trainee though the tekan and all the crap stuff its there.. but at least the instructors do not touch my weekends often..) and i'll b leavin singapore on valentine's dae for 2 wks 2 a no-man's land..
and the past wk i hav been lookin at the schedule over and over again.. thinkin tt this is a dream and i'll wake up from it.. but its true and im facin reality.. i couldn't get over it initially.. but once again im reminded 2 focus and look into my biggg picture..
i've got my buildin fund on.. and my funds ar runnin low this christmas season.. and the chi new yr holidaes nxt feb is jus b4 the brunei trip.. so i'll b able 2 save $$$ for march 4 a wonderful spree.. (who noes i'll might b able 2 go on a holidae again??) and lookin 2 a even much brighter 3-letter word.. ORD.. im so eagerly awaitin 4 the dae 2 arrive but at the same time doubtful of my own future.. i'll leave tt all in God's hands..
i foresee 2008 is a yr tt i mus endure.. 2 enudre means to build up and b prepared.. i believe im goin places this time..
wEiwEi|9:30 PM
