Sunday, December 30, 2007
cHaNgE
pastor tan spoke 2 things right at my face 2dae..
the 1st one was some spiritual ascent or somethin.. it means tt the mind tinks tt it's gddd but the soul and the spirit doesn't wants 2 obey.. we would sae yes 2 it but at the end of the dae we came up wif nothin.. and he told us 2 start synchronizin these tots in mind spirit and soul.. but he didn't tell me how!! ohhh man and im supposed 2 find the solution.. well on second tots its not gddd spoonfeedin the solution.. (urggghhh.. on a teacher's pt of view spoonfeedin is like the curse of spoilin a student's character when it was carried out frequently..)
then there's the ugly side of change: where tragedy happens.. now that's the thing i hav been naggin myself wif for the past wk ain't it?? urggghhh.. it's like rotten.. i hope it'll not bother me nxt yr..
枝叶落不结
土壤迟不丰
佳处将裂崩
缓待明日晨
this was a God-inspired poem tt i wrote on sat durin thanksgivin cg.. i felt disgusted all the same when i see the whole poem tt somewhat described a catastrophe.. the eng translation is:
the leaves on the branches fall and would not grow
the soil has been infertile for ages
the good place will split apart
waitin for a new dawn to come
wat will the new yr bring?? ok perhaps i put this too far.. well it could b the fact tt God wants 2 implement changes in the new yr.. mayb if w see it in a detailed and clearer view this change could actualli benefit us rite??
tomolo shall b my final entry 4 the yr.. i cant wait.. haha..
wEiwEi|9:39 PM
