Thursday, November 22, 2007
a SaD oFF DaE
it's supposed 2 b a dae where i relax and enjoy the things outside of camp b4 i go back in 2nite.. but 2dae it seems so diff..
the fridge at home is gettin from bad 2 worse.. while dad and mum were tryin 2 source out 4 a new one.. i can see the frozen foods ar "suffocatin" from min 2 min.. hr 2 hr.. and i cant cook my fav campbell soup wif butter and mushroom.. coz i need some stuff from the fridge.. and it seems tt nothin is guaranteed fresh already..
in the end i jus cook the soup and i onli add some butter.. then i log on 2 the net and went 2 soccernet.com.. and i saw to my utmost horror.. ENGLAND'S OUT of euro 2008.. y cant they capitalize the opportunity when they hav a lifeline of hope?? now everythin's history and the manager's sacked from the national team.. im like shattered.. and england is the team i hav been supportin since 1998.. (of coz.. back then was david beckham.. now's still david beckham..) and wat was heartbroken is tt the match was inspired by beckham's comeback and when they hav tied the game croatia scored another goal and england lost..
tea time came and i baked up a couple of chicken wings.. when it was ready i found tt the wings were already "hard-ly" fried and the meat taste like brick.. i hav no choice coz im hungry.. i jus took them..
then dinner came soon thereafter.. i decided 2 eat my fav lor mee stall but when i went there its already finished.. dejected i looked 4 an alternative.. i ordered duck rice then.. weird tots then seeped into my mine tt the duck rice were like a heavenly food 4 the poor and im like 1 of them.. but when i ate i felt so pathetic eatin it.. tots like, "am i tt poor?? do i hav 2 live like this??" came in.. (get this poverty mindset BEHIND ME!!)
mayb i should hav change my mindset.. partly i felt so sadd 2dae is becoz of all the saddd songz tt were inside my media player.. secular music of faith and confidence dun realli help at all.. i guess my hope is in God.. aniwae i'll b bookin in 2nite.. hopefully the darkness of the dae will fade away..
wEiwEi|7:46 PM
