Sunday, November 04, 2007
HeRe wE g0 aGaIn
alrite.. my KL trip has actualli ended on last fri.. 2nd nov..
i rem on the way i tot abt alot of things.. camp.. cg.. back 2 sg again.. stress has came back etc etc.. true enuff.. wat i had left behind had 2 b dealed wif.. wat i hav attempted 2 runaway from will come back 2 me again.. tt's reality 4 u.. it hurts..
then again.. i'll jus leave the rest of the matters 2 God's hands..
i had actualli a gdd time in KL.. the past few daes i jus focused on plannin the places 2 go.. the bad part is tt sometimes cong doesn't wan 2 go or the place is disappointin as it didn't seemed as gdd as it's expected.. at times i jus wan 2 take a break and lie on my hotel bed.. i realli wanted a gdd break from sg.. but it seems tt i didn't had one.. cong's idea was tt he wanted 2 make full use of the time here in KL and not 2 come here and slp..
so in the end.. i did not slp well for 2 nites at KL.. even though the bed is gddd.. i felt refreshed yet physically i dun feel energetic and fit.. when i came home on fri nite i still hav 2 settle 4 the hotel 4 my upcomin phuket trip.. in the end i slept rather late again..
woke up in a sudden shock nxt mornin becoz of the bball game tt was organized 4 the younger ones.. i realized i was late so i rushed down in a huff.. and when i reached there durin the game.. i felt so lethargic.. i couldn't do much runs.. but since this is not realli a match game i tot i'd jus pass the ball ard and jus let the rest of them hav fun.. and true enuff i jus played like i dunno how.. but i felt gdd abt the entire outreach..
reached home and slept late again and woke up this mornin at 7.. again i felt like a zombie.. i seriously tink tt i could not go on like this.. but i'll jus keep my mind strong.. there's still a dae ahead.. so i went on wif the dae pretti ok.. except the fact tt im bookin in like real soon.. the tot of it didn't seemed pleasin..
in the midst wat was realli precious was God's presence wif me.. i mayb dead on my physical body but my spiritual body seemed so alive.. it'll b another challenge on the comin weeks where i hav 2 strengthen this physical body 4 all the trainin programmes tt were lined up 4 me..
thank God there's still another holidae this week.. im goin 2 phuket!!
wEiwEi|8:05 PM
