Sunday, November 25, 2007
tHe eNd
i finally knew the reason y im saddd most of the time..
when gdd things come 2 an endd.. or when somethin's finishin.. i'll always feel tt the joy tt was tasted were merely jus an illusion.. or sometimes its like robbery.. it steals the spirit of joy and happiness away when things.. or gdd things.. had ended..
take 4 example.. christmas is comin.. rite?? always at christmas i'll feel like damn sadddd.. even though its Jesus' birthdae.. then come new yr eve i'll prob cryy.. coz the yr has ended.. to get over it and move on 2 the nxt yr could perhaps take some time.. and i'll often miss wat God has installed 4 me in the new yr..
overall.. this feelin is like a thief.. and perhaps its the devil's masterplan..?? or watever heck tt it was called.. aniwae im goin 2 destroy this awful taste.. and it'll rock the inner deepest feelings of my heart..
first off im gonna focus on the eternity of God.. "gddd things wont come 2 an end becoz God is gddd.. and His mercy endures 4eva.." (right.. this shall b a rhema 4 nxt yr..) watever tt causes a sudden shutdown of the spirit of happiness is the invasion of the devil.. so focus the goodness of God.. everydae i'll place myself in a vision where the goodness of God flow and pours over me everydae.. and in abundance He shall give..
and the action plan i had is to hav a mindset of appreciation and movin 4ward.. God made the earth and it was gdd and He has delight in it.. so i'll jus appreciate wat was given by Him.. when the happi events and celebrations etc etc comes 2 an end.. i'll b lookin 4ward.. sometimes reality hits harddd esp when work resumes the following thereafter.. but the cure is actualli lookin further 2 the daes ahead and noe tt God's goodness will b there 4 us again..
the emergency plan would b 2 drill my mind wif the followin statements:
"the future will b glorious and my life will go even further.."
"this is not the end.. its a glimpse of eternity in heaven.."
"well.. Jesus died on the cross.. becoz He saw the joy tt was set b4 Him.."
the final blow would b 2 4get the unhappi pasts and memories tt were set in my mind.. yes events ar hardd 2 4get.. but the emotions and the pain tt was set 4 these past events can b 4gotten.. in the culture of Christ this was preached time and again becoz Jesus Himself forgives.. if the unhappiness wsn't 4gotten at all it could pave the way 4 the devil's comeback 2 steal the joy away again..
whooo.. i felt great!! moving ahead!!
wEiwEi|8:15 PM
