Sunday, September 23, 2007
ReSuRrEcTi0n
when i play the game heroes 3.. whenever i see my creatures die in battle.. i always 4get tt my archangels hav the ability 2 resurrect them from the dead.. instead i kept concentratin on the battle and make do of wat i had and in the end i incurred great losses 2 sometimes a meaningless battle..
and in life when somethin's dead i realli duno wat 2 do.. esp when a situation became like an endless pit of frustration and troubles.. im at a terrible loss.. i overlooked the fact tt when (the situation) seems dead.. God can resurrect it and restore back into its originality..
most of the time i got so overwhelmed by the fact tt it's dead.. it's no more.. and it's finished.. like for example.. my spiritual life.. (or should i call it the spiritual zombie?? it realli seems like one..)
i hav seen great comebacks b4.. like losin by at 30pt margin 2 win a game at full time.. (lakers vs.mavericks.. at 2004-2005 season) scorin 2 goals in the last 3min 2 win the european cup.. (man utd. vs bayern munich 1999 european cup final) but i hav nv realli exp much comebacks in my life..
perhaps this is a new lvl.. a new lvl of challenge.. where the situation seems diff.. the challenge gets higher.. but perhaps the reward is bigger?? i realli do not noe..
there's a chi sayin.. "drive to an end an u will find life again" (置之死地而后生) but it seems tt most of the time i took the escape tunnel of my life 2 get myself out of trouble.. i tot abt it this time..
i'll FIGHT..
wEiwEi|8:31 PM
