Sunday, August 12, 2007
tHe WaY
the more we wanted to go against.. the more we will flaw in our mind..
indeed the wide way of life would lead us into terrible destruction.. but the narrow way is not an easi rd.. it's bumpy.. challengin and there is a whole lot of rules on how 2 walk across the danger areas tt we faced.. despite its difficulty navigatin... there's actualli a promise.. tt is the light at the end of the road.. the light which gives everlastin life and life more abundantly..
on the other hand the wide path of life is dazzlin.. shiny and its free.. we can jus travel on it w/o facin much difficulties but is vulnerable to the destruction of life.. however.. there is no need 2 follow the rules of walkin along the path despite the fact tt an unknown speed car may jus travel in full velocity and knock down ur path b4 u reach the final destination..
when i was younger sometime back.. im so enthusiastic abt walkin and travellin along the bumpy paths.. despite hurts and falls.. it didn't stop me 2 carry on.. i would jus move clingin in curiosity abt the everlastin life of light tt was promised at the end of the road..
as time goes by.. the road dun seemed excitin 2 walk anymore.. however this time the wide path seems attractive and mani times i nearly got banged down.. i walk back reluctantly 2 the narrow path tt was catered 4 me but i went out 2 the wide path again.. so after walkin in and out of the road 4 quite some time i began 2 grow weary..
if onli i could jus walk w/o any worries.. and let me jus die down there if im realli knocked down!! and its not tt i dun dare.. i realli dunno wat 2 do.. eventually it became a struggle 2 walk either ways..
the struggle soon became my biggest frustration.. i began so frustrated tt i eventually shouted out like a madman.. for once i noe.. i wasn't myself.. coz if i were.. i would NOT hav shouted.. even though i tried many times.. i couldn't bring myself to.. but this time i did.. i let it out like nobody business.. im totally berserk..
after all tt it's a total deep sorrow.. still the decision for the path to take remains.. i erred so much.. i felt so lost.. wat's the decision now??
wEiwEi|9:44 PM
