Thursday, August 16, 2007
tWiSt 0f FaTe
suddenly she talked 2 me.. or rather.. sent me a nudge in msn..
but when i wanted 2 reply her.. she's offline already..
well dun blame me mahz.. i was playin heroes 3 + watchin TV.. when both sides get intense i wouldn't even the alert sound of the msn..
but when she nudged me.. suddenly i was wonderin.. should i even talk 2 her?? well im realli confused..
i met her durin my recruit daes.. jus when i felt tt no gals wanted 2 talk 2 this botak head.. she came and talked 2 me.. and of coz i returned the favor.. she has been verii interested in my trainin and i shared wif her abit of wat i hav been thru..
things progress slowly but smoothly.. soon things began 2 click.. i felt myself in an awkward position.. should i go 4 her or should i not?? there ar quite a few reasons y i should go 4 her and quite a few reasons y i should not go 4 her.. i was so confused..
however.. we continued communicatin via msn.. everythin went well and i tot our relationship is progressin.. but when she told me 2 meet her 1 dae and i went 2 the place and waited 4 her.. she wasn't there.. i waited for 15 min and i called her but the num was not in used.. dissapointed wif anger.. i left the place..
i still could not get over the betrayal of trust i had wif her.. for weeks i've seen her online but nv realli tok 2 her.. onli 2dae.. she sent me a nudge.. but when i saw it she was already offline..
now wat if i realli tok 2 her?? i realli dunno wat 2 sae.. perhaps i would jus ask her how she's doin and all tt stuff.. coz there's a gap rite now in between of us.. and it had 2 b reconciled..
wEiwEi|10:14 PM
