Wednesday, August 15, 2007
dEaL WiF iT
ever since i hav entered into the army.. it seems tt God always put me in diff situations 2 overcome..
now my stand 4 God's action is this: God is gddd.. but the decision is cruel.. and eventually i will get somethin out of it.. (i mean i look at xinhong's bro liang hong.. he's a talented man.. been wif Christ 4 a longer time than me.. and yet he was posted as a cbt engineer in seletar.. someone who has more passion than me eventually ended up in somewhere realli uncomfortable..)
and as 4 me.. i hav been thru tough trainings in BMT.. been thru the least welfare and tough trainin in SISPEC.. suffered quite abit durin my medical trainin course.. and now i ended up again at the least welfare coy in the battalion.. wat was God thinkin??
and when i see the things ard me bein so baddd and yet determined 2 believe God will turn all things 4 the gd 2 those who loved Him.. my thoughts became a total stalemate.. most of the time i realli doubt wat God was doin is gdd 4 me.. but time and gain i shun off this idea becoz w/o faith its impossible 2 pls God..
but im realli tired.. i dunwan 2 run anymore.. rite now i thank God tt administratively im still under HQ.. where things were still quite straightened out.. i jus wished tt i could perform the 10 miracles in the book of exodus in xchange 4 my freedom..
no.. tt's it.. im gonna lay down the blueprint on wat im goin 2 do now till the ened of the yr and eventually nxt yr.. im goin 2 believe im gonna overcome all odds in Christ's name..
wEiwEi|10:02 PM
