Tuesday, April 03, 2007
LiViNg tHe FaNtAsY
2dae's my 1st dae of the medical ctr attachment at khatib camp.. met up wif gdd old jerry and he's doin pretty well in his unit.. realli wished him all the best in his vocation..
well apart from meetin an gdd pal.. work was like.. relaxed..
(now i cant realli sae slackk.. this word is like a taboo 2 my vocation.. after all.. we aren't slackk.. we hav work 2 do.. but we jus pray tt it wont come.. lolzz..)
reported work at 8am.. we learned all we need 2 noe 4 the dae at 11am.. and basically i got a gd feel on how the medical ctr got 2 run in certain depts... but seriously after 11am everythin's learned 4 the dae..
after tt the whole lot of us crowded ard us and were eager 2 test out stuffs and the gadgets in the medical ctr..
after lunch we basically laze ard and lookin ard if there's other stuff 2 play ard.. at ard 3 plus.. the medical ctr was basically empty.. we sit ard.. watchin the papers.. and after tt talk 2 some medics and 4PM WE AR OFF FROM CAMP..
i felt its like a gd life 4 me.. and if life's like tt everydae i would b realli realli happi.. but can it b this way?? jus pray tt i wont kenna 2 become a company medic.. im sick of regimentation.. even though i wayang alot.. im tired of it..
do not indulge in this fantasy.. tt's wat i keep tellin myself.. face the reality no matter wat happens..
wEiwEi|9:06 PM
