Sunday, April 22, 2007
fAiLiNg tHe MaRk
when i always read abt famous ppl failin 2 accomplish somethin big in their lives.. i always felt sadd 4 them.. nv did it expect the same thing 2 happen in my life..
thomas edison tried a 1000 times and then he invented the lightbulb and thus changin the history of mankind.. however.. he failed 2 make profits out of his own invention.. he made it jus 4 the rest of all man 2 earn their profits in their own electronic businesses..
the great miltary adviser ever known, zhuge liang.. had mani wits and ideas 2 win a battle and their enemies.. however.. his dream is to restore the dynasty back 2 order.. he failed in all his 6 northern campaigns not by tactical loss.. but by chance.. in his sixth northern campaign he died in his tent.. aged 54.. leavin a legacy and an unfulfilled dream..
though im not as famous as these ppl.. i had failed my parts too.. not by ignorance but by chance..
last fri while i was doin my practical work.. i rehearsed in my mind and hav taken note of all the things i should do.. mani times i hav rehearsin in my mind and i observe carefully the demonstratiion tt has been done.. finally when's my turn 2 do.. i followed step by step and i knew i had not missed out anythin.. however.. the apparatus tt i used were faulty and my sgt didnt noe abt it.. i assumed tt my grp mem has told him abt tt but they didnt.. so when i did it everythin when haywired and i was at a loss.. in the end i did not do well all becoz of a faulty apparatus.. i told my sgt tt it was spoiled but he dun giv a damn abt it..
how can i succeed like this?? in the end everythin is back 2 square one.. and i feel tt im nowhere near my mark..
wEiwEi|7:57 PM
