Monday, April 02, 2007
tHe DaRk SiDe
ok.. so it seems tt there is jus another part of me.. which i had 2 admit.. its diff from wat i always portray myself outside..
i tend 2 blast at everyone when im not in the mood or rather when im unhappi over certain issues.. i would even giv them a big time cold shoulder 2 tell them 2 buzz off from my world.. and most of the time i jus lose my cool over certain things becoz i dun understand y and how and wat makes them work tt way..
now 2 all the happi buddies out there.. yes im like this in camp.. i am a diff face altogether..
and tt causes unhappiness among the mates tt i live wif b4 and perhaps now .. and also instructors.. and they jus cant wait 2 wallop me if the SAF rules doesn't exist.. and i noe at least a whole lot of 20 over ppl wans 2 beat me up..
but wat's the pt?? yes it'll make u feel gd.. it'll make u lose all ur frustrations.. but 4 me i dun realli care.. and 2 all the my platoon mates.. whack me all u wan.. like i sae.. i dun care.. but as long as i live.. things will still carry on as the way they were..
and u wan me 2 change?? my attitude?? look.. 1stly.. some ppl dunno how 2 manage ppl well.. all they noe is 2 shout at ppl when things goes wrong and praise u up 2 heaven when u causes light among their lives.. and 1 fella told me tt they hav 2 do this.. wat crap.. it shows me tt u ppl ar damn selfish as u onli noe how 2 protect ur own backsides and dun giv a damn abt the fate of ur ppl!!
do i respect u?? do i look upon u?? no!! i detest u all.. u ppl ar losers when it comes 2 a help or a need..
at the end of the dae.. u could onli sum up this whole shit into 1 word: politics.. and playin sabotage ain't fun.. it's onli 4 those who ar timid.. i can take any hell tt comes 2 me.. not like some whom i noe killin each other in secret..
wEiwEi|8:23 PM
