Sunday, February 18, 2007
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my 21st bdae has passed 2 daes ago.. God is speakin 2 me not 2 look back at my pass.. However.. there is a prob.. y am i always on the ball when it comes 2 army issues??
perhaps the ppl ard me would like 2 noe this too..
i realized in the midst of my focus an dconcentration 2 progress as a soldier.. i forget all my emotions.. my pasts and all the things tt could tie me down emotionally.. tt is y in 1 of my previous entry.. i find myself weird..
God once again told me 2 keep opn pressin 4ward 2 the prize tt's ahead.. the rhema word 4 this yr kept on flashin on my head remindin me again and again not 2 lose hope..
i could not even tink wat God will wan me 2 do in the future.. i may desire 2 b in this field or in tt area of influence.. however.. the only constant thing in life is change.. i am always mentally ready 4 tt..
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CNY comes.. this yr will b rather packed and excitin becoz im goin 2 spend the time wif my loved ones.. furthermore.. POP is nxt wk!!
perhaps the only deflation 4 2dae is tt we hav 2 camo our face durin live firin (as other coys dun do tt) and we ar the last coy 2 book out.. its rather irritatin.. however.. i believe wat i sow in tears i will reap wif joy in my future army daes..
im totally sick of SISPEC already.. however.. my sufferin daes ar numbered..
wEiwEi|10:19 AM
