Sunday, February 18, 2007
c0uNt mY bLeSsInGs
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2dae as i read the church mag "harvest times".. i saw dr bernard topic on "happiness is.. countin ur blessings everydae.."
many preachers hav pointed out tt we get thru life everydae w/o even thinkin the gd things God has blessed us.. it's true tt once God did somethin significant in my life.. i would notice it and appreciate wat He has done.. however.. its all these little things tt ar also worthy 2 b thanked 4..
also.. i felt tt i need 2 b more thankful 2 God 4 wat He has done in my life.. so mani times i hav neglected tt im always hatin the army life.. now if the poison in my mind is hatred and criticism to the styles.. y not change the thinkin?? i shall b thankful of the things tt God has placed in my camp.. all things work 4 the gd 4 those who believe in Him..
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a dae 2 rejoice.. miraculously.. i passed my SOC!!
it was tough esp runnin down wif the SAR21 and when u reached the 1st obstacle is like the devil has placed a big barrier 4 u.. nevertheless i climbed over it and after u overcame the barrier.. there is the parallel bar 2 go thru.. though the bar was also tough.. it is still managable..
after tt.. i hav 2 jump over the log and climb the monkey bar.. every bar tells u its tough.. it is impt 2 shut them up by grabbin on them quickly.. after the monkey bar.. there's a rope 2 climb.. by this time u ar totally exhausted.. only a focused mind can help u pull thru.. i grabbed the rope but i struggled 2 get hold of my footin.. i kept on hangin on the rope and im so burned out.. suddenly.. my mind keptt tellin me, "dun gfiv up.. dun giv up.." and staff sufian was down there tellin me wat 2 do.. i picked myself up.. found my footin.. and reach 4 the top.. and off i go..
the subsequent obstacles were a test of confidence and faith.. i had no probs wif those.. however.. after the last obstacle.. the body was absolutely exhausted but there's the finishin pt 2 run.. i ran wif wat i hav and wat i hav is a slow pace.. 2wards the finishin pt.. the ppl were there cheerin.. i used up watever strength i still hav and i ran towards it.. the timin was 10:15 and it is a pass..
i thank God 4 strength and i noe thru it all.. He was wif me.. however.. the SOC has tot me tt in life.. when u tot tt u hav done it all.. there's still the finishin pt 2 reach.. the end of all ur probs is still not ur final destination..even when u noe u cant go on.. u mus still go on.. perhaps life is not how u solve ur own probs.. but how u finish ur life mission in gd old earth..
wEiwEi|10:02 AM
